Chapter 2422 - 2234: Blossoms on the Other Shore_11

Chapter 2422: Chapter 2234: Blossoms on the Other Shore_11

I only thought of my own happiness, my own joy. I have thought that if this family didn’t have Grandpa, how could it have you, and how could it have me? Therefore, I am unwilling to go along with everything you do to me, but I hope that when you do everything, you can consider Grandpa’s feelings a bit more. He is not a Saint, he is an elderly man, and he can no longer endure his family betraying him time and again. For her, as long as she can live happily and joyfully, that is enough for me. I am not a Saint, I do not expect more; I only hope that my Grandpa can be happy, can be joyful, can be content. Have you thought about it? When you are a Mercenary, you should consider what kind of person you should become through everything you have experienced, reaching this point time and again, becoming like this over and over. Is the ending you want each time truly the ending you most desire? Have you ever thought that such an ending is truly what everyone wants deep down? You haven’t thought about it at all, because none of this is what you want; you are already bewildered, lost about everything you desire, because inside, you don’t even know what you truly want; you always feel like you’re just watching your own desires. Is what you really want actually like this?"

Zhang Zhentian and Xia Jing were struck speechless by their son’s questions. How could they not understand what their son truly meant? Perhaps in this lifetime, their son would never be able to forget the pain they inflicted upon him, so how could they as parents have any right to forget the harm they caused their son? Everything in the workshop is vividly remembered; all are mistakes I have committed. How do I deserve to let my son compensate for me? But why would his son cruelly try to understand me in all this? What right do I have to make my son bear all the pain and consequences for me time and again? Everything had nothing to do with my son; what right does he have to bear all my wrongdoing? All the sins are caused by my own hands; shouldn’t I bear the responsibility myself? For every mistake I made, have I still not realized my errors? Time and again, I forced myself into a dead end. Time and time again, I drove my child to madness; my child is almost possessed, and what part of being a father did I fulfill, taking responsibility for what I’ve done wrong? Why did I never think about what kind of result my actions and errors would bring them? Am I really that unreserved?

Perhaps it really is like this. As a father, I have never given my son the slightest care in this lifetime. Until now, I am still causing them harm, so what should my son do to make all this different? What should I do to allow my son to forgive me utterly from the depths of his heart? What should I do with every action to make everything different from before? If all these results are caused by my actions, what should I do to restore everything to its original state? What attitude should I use to face life in the future? How should everyone face each other under the same roof in the future?

Perhaps I should really consider the feelings of my family more, as my son suggested. With everything I do, I never considered their thoughts.

No one can know how much suffering and pain they have gone through. They walked step by step to today all through their own efforts, and I myself paid nothing. What right do I have to come back and casually hurt them? They owe me nothing; for all the mistakes I’ve made, I should bear the responsibility for them myself over and over. I shouldn’t be so selfish, taking all the pain out and seeking revenge on my parents. They owe me nothing, just like every word my son said was so reasonable, but what have I done as a father?