Chapter 2417 - 2234: Blossoms on the Other Shore (Part 6)

Chapter 2417: Chapter 2234: Blossoms on the Other Shore (Part 6)

Again and again, I make myself numb, again and again I force myself to forget all the hurts and pains, just to be different from others one day. But what have I finally achieved? The results I get time and time again are nothing—I absolutely can’t imagine what kind of ending I deserve. Again and again, I force myself to be different from others, but the result has only made me sad time and time again. Do you understand? When I sincerely give more than others, others stab me in the back and betray me again and again. The despair in my heart, how painful it is, nobody can understand that feeling. It’s a feeling I will absolutely never want to experience again in this lifetime. I just want to live a stable life, but ultimately, what have I gained? I’ve given my true heart to friends, to my best classmates, time and time again, but what have they given me in return? You can’t imagine the backstabbing and defamation that happens again and again. They say behind my back, I’m an orphan without dad or mom. Do you really think my heart is indifferent and unfeeling? Actually, it’s not like that; I also hurt, I also feel pain, but I have no choice because those are things I have to bear on my own. My parents were never by my side. Can we blame anyone for this? If anyone is to blame, it’s myself for being so useless, not even able to keep my parents around. How good it would have been if you stayed by my side back then—would I not have to endure this pain repeatedly? Would I not have to accept the cold remarks of others again and again? How scared and helpless could I be? I just hope that all of this can become something I cherish inside. I’ve never thought about what kind of ending I am destined for. Maybe happiness doesn’t matter to you, but to me, happiness is crucial because my grandfather needs happiness, my family needs happiness, my son, my wife, everyone needs happiness. You think happiness is insignificant, but happiness is a luxury for us.

After all, you have lived outside for so many years—whether you’re happy or not no longer matters because you have drifted for so many years and enjoyed all the happiness you deserved. But what about us? We’ve been missing you in this home for so many years, waiting for so many years, but ultimately, we’ve gained nothing. When you finally returned home, you thought about traveling and because of your disputes, a serious accident occurred—a car crash. Do you know how grandpa lived during those few days? He couldn’t eat or drink, ended up in the hospital himself because of your hurt. As a father, he suffers every time alongside you. Do you have no guilt in your heart? Are you really so merciless? What is grandpa in your eyes? What is every relative in this house? Actually, they don’t mean anything. In your eyes, there’s only your own interests. You think that achieving your interests means achieving success, but you forgot about the harm your actions caused to your relatives. You never thought about what you should do, what kind of results you should get, what results you should exchange.

Sometimes I really want to ask what your hearts are made of. If you stood from grandpa’s point of view even a little, you wouldn’t have made such decisions. But the pain you’ve brought has harmed grandpa so much—how much suffering do you know he’s enduring? You’ve never thought about how painful, sorrowful, and exhausting your life has been. You’re always waiting for your relatives, always cleaning up the mess behind your back that you’ve caused. What you want is merely a little desire from deep inside, making you numb. You always think everything I do is wrong, but don’t you do harm with everything you do? Everything you do hurts the people closest to you. Those people can’t just be hurt at will because even if they don’t say anything right away when they’re hurt, time goes by, and they will feel mentally exhausted, and there will be psychological shadows. You can’t have such a good ending by leading him to a dead end again and again!