Beneath His Skin
Chapter 162: The Unfolding Truth XLII
Third Person POV
With a desperate heave of her shoulder, she shoved the heavy fabric aside, revealing a small, rough-hewn stone door hidden in the wall.
She pushed it open with all her remaining strength, slipping into the dark aperture and pulling the door shut behind her, plunging them into absolute darkness.
The underground passage was incredibly narrow, cold, and smelled heavily of damp earth and old stone.
Somewhere deep in the darkness ahead, the slow, rhythmic sound of water dripping echoed hollowly.
The walls were made of rough, jagged rock, worn smooth in specific patches where hundreds of desperate hands had gripped them in the dark throughout history, fleeing from horrors that the world had long since forgotten.
Helen did not dare to slow her pace.
She sprinted through the pitch-black tunnel, her breath coming in ragged, painful gasps, her bare feet getting cut on the sharp pebbles beneath her.
She ran blindly until the narrow passage finally dead-ended at a small, rotten wooden door.
She threw her weight against it, bursting through the rotted wood and stepping out into the freezing air of the deep forest behind the pack grounds.
The ancient trees were incredibly thick here, tall and looming like silent sentinels, their heavy branches weaving together tightly to form a dense canopy that blocked out almost all of the grey afternoon sky.
A thick, white mist clung heavily to the forest floor, curling around Helen’s ankles like a living, breathing thing as she pushed through the briars.
Helen kept running. She did not look back at the plumes of black smoke rising over the treetops.
The forest stream was small and quiet, completely hidden from view by overgrown thorn bushes and low-hanging willow branches.
Helen had stumbled across this specific spot weeks ago, during one of her many sleepless nights when the weight of Sonita’s warnings had kept her pacing until dawn.
She had noted the gentle current. And had planned for this exact, heartbreaking moment.
She skidded to a halt at the muddy edge of the water, her lungs burning as she looked around the clearing.
The white mist was much thicker down here by the water, swirling over the slow-moving current.
The trees looked darker, more ominous, but she knew exactly where she was standing.
She carefully shifted the crying baby to her left arm, crouching down low into the wet mud.
She plunged her bare right arm deep into the freezing, murky water, her fingers scraping along the slimy, rocky bottom of the stream until they finally wrapped around the rough texture she had been searching for.
A thick hemp rope.
She grunted, pulling on the wet line with all her might.
A large, tightly woven reed basket slowly emerged from the dark water.
It had been meticulously sealed with thick coats of grey beeswax along every single seam to keep the moisture out.
Helen pulled the heavy basket onto the muddy bank, quickly flipping open the woven lid.
Inside lay a small wooden box, a thick leather journal with a scuffed brown cover, and a small silk pouch filled with the specific dried herbs Sonita had given her weeks ago.
Helen reached into her tunic, her trembling fingers pulling out a heavy metal pendant, the completely ordinary-looking piece of jewelry that had once rested against her own collarbone, the one the Dragon King had sealed with an immense, unbreakable power.
She had carefully ripped it off Azura’s tiny neck the moment she left Sonita’s hidden cottage, knowing she could never risk the Dragon King sensing the child’s location before her plan was fully executed.
She placed the heavy pendant in the corner of the basket.
Then, she picked up the thick leather journal, her fingers tracing the scuffed brown cover.
She had written every single line inside those pages herself.
She had spent night after night, while the baby slept peacefully in her crib and Kai was away managing pack emergencies, pouring her soul into the text.
She had recorded everything. The details of the sealing spell, the exact nature of the fox magic, and the nine specific words required to shatter the seal when the child was finally old enough to understand her heritage.
Nine simple words that only the child could ever speak. Nine words that would unlock a god-like power.
She placed the journal carefully beside the pendant, taking a deep, shuddering breath of the cold forest air.
With trembling arms, she lifted Azura away from her chest.
The baby was crying openly now, her tiny, beautiful face scrunched up in distress, her little fists waving wildly in the cold air as she fought against the dark cloth shroud.
She did not understand why the warm comfort of her mother’s embrace was suddenly being pulled away. She did not understand why they were standing outside in the freezing woods.
She could not comprehend any of it.
Helen pressed her trembling lips against the baby’s soft forehead, lingering there as her hot tears soaked into the child’s black hair.
"Azura," she whispered, her voice breaking completely. "My beautiful child. You are going to be someone truly great."
She laid the baby down with infinite gentleness onto the soft cloth lining inside the reed basket.
The moment her hands left the child, Azura’s tiny arms reached straight back up into the air toward her, her little mouth opening and closing as she let out a succession of desperate, heartbreaking whimpers.
"No matter what happens to you out there in the world," Helen said, the tears falling rapidly from her eyes and splashing onto the woven lid, "please, never have the soft, weak heart of your mother."
Her voice cracked violently, a sob tearing through her throat.
"Do not ever let yourself be broken by this cruel world the way I was broken, Azura. Do not let them make you feel small. Do not ever let them convince you that you are wrong just for existing."
She lifted her tear-stained face toward the canopy, staring through the branches at the pale, hidden sun through the thick mist.
"Selene... Moon Goddess... please hear my voice."
She paused, her whole body shaking as she offered up her final, desperate prayer.
"I do not ask for much from you. I have never asked for a single thing for myself. But I am begging you right now. Please, let her have her father’s heart. Let her learn to love herself before anyone else. Let her be strong in the moments when I was completely weak. Please, just let her survive."
She looked back down into the basket, her heart shattering into a million pieces as she stared at her daughter’s face.
"Have your father’s heart, Azura. He knows exactly how to protect himself from the dark. He knows how to put himself first when the world demands it. I never learned how to do that. But you will."
She reached down, touching the baby’s pale cheek one last time.
Azura’s tiny fingers instantly clamped around Helen’s index finger, holding on with a surprising, desperate strength.
Helen smiled through her heavy sobbing, the expression raw and filled with an unbearable agony.
"I love you. I love you more than I have ever loved anything in this entire universe. And I am so, so sorry."
Gently, agonizingly, she pulled her finger away from the baby’s grasp.
Before she could lose her nerve, Helen grabbed the woven reed lid and pressed it down over the top of the basket, locking it securely into place, leaving only the tiny precut air gaps along the rim so the child could breathe.
Azura began to scream from inside the dark container.
It was a loud, angry, and utterly terrified cry.
Her tiny hands could be heard thumping desperately against the underside of the lid, trying to push it away.
Helen closed her eyes tight, a sharp pain lancing through her head.
She placed both of her palms flat against the wax-sealed lid, focusing every single ounce of her remaining life force.
The ancient words came tumbling out of her mouth from somewhere deep, somewhere ancient, a hidden reservoir of magic that had been waiting for this exact, tragic moment since the very day she was born.
She snapped her eyes open, and the pale grey color instantly vanished.
Her irises shifted, glowing with a brilliant, blinding blue light... the unmistakable hue of an ancient, primeval magic.
"Waters of the earth, carry her gently," Helen chanted, her voice resonant and heavy with power.
"Winds of the sky, guide her path true. No harm shall touch her flesh. No darkness shall ever find her. Until she safely reaches the hands that are destined to hold her. This I seal. This I command. This I surrender to the deep."
The reed basket flashed with a brilliant blue light.
It was brief and incredibly bright, illuminating the bright clearing for a split second before the glow completely faded back into the wood.
With one final, desperate shove, Helen pushed the basket off the muddy bank and into the moving water.
The bright, swift current of the stream caught the reed basket immediately.
The container floated rapidly away from the muddy bank, spinning slowly in the water as it drifted toward the deep center of the moving stream.
Azura was still screaming inside her dark prison.
Helen could hear her perfectly.
The small, desperate, and muffled wails carried clearly across the surface of the water, growing slightly fainter with every single second that passed.
Helen stood completely frozen at the very edge of the muddy bank, her eyes locked onto the basket.
She did not sprint down the bank after it, nor did she call out her daughter’s name.
She simply stood there like a stone statue, her arms hanging uselessly at her sides, her hot tears falling silently into the cold stream below, her entire body shaking so violently that her teeth clicked together.
The reed basket grew smaller. And smaller. And smaller against the grey water.
Azura’s heartbreaking cries slowly faded away, dissolving completely into the thick white mist of the forest.
"Goodbye, my beautiful little one," Helen whispered, the words barely catching the air.
The basket rounded a sharp bend in the stream, disappearing completely from sight behind a wall of weeping willow branches.
Helen was left standing entirely alone in the thick, suffocating mist.
The deep forest had gone completely quiet now.
The distant, booming explosions from the pack house had stopped entirely, or perhaps her mind had simply shut out the sound.
She did not know anymore. Slowly, she raised her trembling hand, pressing her palm flat against the center of her chest.
Right where her heart used to reside.
It was still in there. It was still beating against her ribs, a dull, aching rhythm.
She found herself wishing with everything she had left that it would just stop beating altogether.
But she did not move from the spot. The white mist continued to curl tightly around her bare ankles.
The cold water moved past her bleeding feet, flowing down the exact path her daughter had taken.
The ancient trees stood tall and still all around her, completely indifferent to the tragedy that had just unfolded beneath their branches.
And Helen stayed there, trapped at the edge of the stream, watching the exact space where her daughter had vanished from her life, and she did not make another single sound.
Not because the intense pain had stopped. But because she had no tears left to cry.
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