Will of chaos

The first day of training was explanations of what the Authority was, I was able to understand that easily, but it seems the girls had problems with it, at the end, I asked the others about their training.

From what everyone said, my sisters and Silvia also explained about Authority, and each one used different ways to explain, in the end, we lost a whole day with it and only me, Ragnar and Hinata understood the explanation at first.

After talking to them it seems that Ragnar already knew these things from having spent thousands of years alongside the God of Beasts as a simple Soul, so he learned a lot about Authority.

Hinata had the Soul of a Hero she is descended from within her or at least a fragment of that Soul, it seems that the reason she was enslaved so easily was by the power of Authority in the Soul fragment of the Hero of Light, it seems that these tragic moments they also gave him an instinctive understanding of the power of the Authority.

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That night Nix and her dad went out into the garden to talk alone, Nix wanted me to come along, she still feels uncomfortable being around her dad but I told her she would have to face it sooner or later and she went alone with him.

Meanwhile, I find one of my sisters sleeping and the other drinking in the kitchen.

“Come, get a drink…” (Natasha)

“She is fine?” (I)

“She’s fine, sleeping is her favorite activity.” (Natasha)

“Why does she like to sleep so much?” (I)

“A person’s dreams and nightmares are created unconsciously, using a person’s mind and emotions.” (Natasha)

“In a dream or nightmare there are no lies, no matter how much someone lies to themselves or others, the truth will still be in dreams, that’s something Caitlyn appreciates more than anything else.” (Natasha)

I sit down after picking up the bottle of liquor my sister has tossed to me.

“Were today’s explanations really necessary?” (I)

“Yes, Authority is not a simple or ordinary power, it comes from the core of what you are.” (Natasha)

“You are fickle or should I say unpredictable, you possess colossal willpower and you are also very arrogant, this shows in your Authority.” (Natasha)

“This all looks like failures.” (I)

“Your followers told me a few things, you used your awakening power only to test Bloodlines you created, you used it to make sure the loyalty of those who followed you, and you used it to bring the dead back to life.” (Natasha)

“These are the kinds of things only someone arrogant would do, but don’t worry, everyone in our family is arrogant, let me tell you some stories…” (Natasha)

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The next day inside the Dungeon:

We were back on the same Dungeon training floor we used yesterday, I was back with Nix and Karina to learn from Nix’s Father.

“Before I teach you anything else, I need you to learn how to manipulate your Authority boy.” (Arash)

“How do I do that?” (I)

“Authority is not a power that can be turned on or off, it is always present just like your Aura.” (Arash)

“You can only use your Authority where you have the right to rule, as in the case of your own body.” (Arash)

“So I’m using it right now?” (I) 𝗻𝐨𝐯𝗹.𝗰𝗼𝗺

“No, it’s inside you without being used, feel it inside you will find it easily.” (Arash)

I sit on the floor and done meditate, this has always been something I do for all my trainings, I start mapping inside my body using my Aura, then in a place deep inside me, the same place where my Aura originates, I felt Authority.

As soon as my perception reached I was shaken with the vision of that dark space full of starry sparkles representing my powers, in that place energy flows ran everywhere and there was a red crystal path where I was stepping.

I couldn’t see how far this path led, it wasn’t possible to see the whole path, but I felt as if it was still incomplete, on the other side, in what I felt was the beginning of the path, there was a hammock caught between two trees, one of the trees one was white with black leaves while the other was the opposite being black with white leaves, the first tree had crystal fruit that looked like it had a nebula inside while the second tree had rainbow-colored crystal flowers.

The net itself was strange, the lines of the net had starry scales like the scales on my body, but those scales had energy streams the colors of my tattoos silver, gold, purple and black.

Behind this net was a magnificent landscape of a golden Sun and a purple Moon, the two heavenly bodies appearing to be the same size as they orbited each other.

For some reason, I felt my heart skip a beat when I saw this hammock where I suddenly had the compulsion to lie down, but I resisted it and tried to wake up from the meditation where I tell Nix’s bread everything I saw.

“What you saw was your Inner Realm, the Grid is your mental representation of a throne, the symbol of your Authority.” (Arash)

“We can talk about this later, for me to continue the training of my daughter and Your Dragon Priestess, you must sit on your throne or should I say in that hammock you told me about, then you will instinctively know what to do.” (Arash)

“Okay I will try.” (I)

I close my eyes again and begin to meditate once more, soon seeing it the same path as before and the same ever-changing landscape, when the “Throne” that Arash spoke of appears in my vision, I go to it and try to sit down, but it was so comfortable that I ended up remembering until I was lying in the hammock.

I was so comfortable but didn’t let it distract me too much, I could feel the Authority contained in the net and trees around me as well as the two celestial bodies behind me, I feel several connections within me open where I knew the Authority could flow, but it was waiting, waiting for my command.

When I wanted to let Authority flow freely, I could feel as if a part of me went along with this flow of power and slowly I feel these connections becoming stronger.

“This is… strange…” (Nix)

“I can’t pinpoint what this power is, but it feels so good…” (Karina)

“…” (I)