TRANSCENDENT LOOP: Collapse - Identity (What am i?)
Chapter 48: Unproven
Chapter 48: Chapter 48: Unproven
Inosuki’s monologue, POV
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Three hours and some minutes before the movie theater show ended.
"Oota," Shion whispered, lightly touching his sleeve, her tears slowly drying as she maintained her fragile posture. "Can we... can we just leave? I don’t want to stay here anymore."
"Yeah," Oota said softly, his jaw set as he turned his back on the Ferris wheel platform. "Let’s get out of here. The movie theater slots are waiting."
The group moved slowly across the white sand.
I had purposely fell back, letting a wide, five-meter gap open between myself and the trio of Oota, Shion, and the devastated Junpai. I took a slow, measured breath of the salty air, my sharp eyes narrowing into a cold, diagnostic stare as i tracked the physical mechanics of the group.
The narrative contains a fatal structural flaw... I calculated, my mind running through the profiling variables with the clinical precision of an investigator. Though it wasn’t that deep, I had already tried something similar earlier but I wanted to be sure myself.
If it turns out to be as I expected, I’m backing off. I mean what will I gain exposing it when from what I’m speculating it was connected to my previous inference.
And I’m too tried to even attempt defending myself if it’s comes to that.
I analyzed Shion’s gait. She was walking on Oota’s left, her shoulder occasionally brushing against his arm. Her posture was slightly turned inward, a textbook defensive mechanism designed to project vulnerability and elicit a protective instinct from the dominant male in her vicinity.
Her reactions and visual expressions hasn’t flickered once....
If that’s the case then she didn’t do anything but it happened just as she had proved...
But look at the marks, Inosuki noted silently...
The redness on her wrist is uniform, localized entirely on the dorsal side. If Nanami had aggressively grabbed her to shove her away inside that pod, the bruising pattern would be asymmetrical the thumb and finger pressures would leave distinct, uneven imprints on opposite sides of the joint. A uniform mark of that specific width suggests a tight, sustained compression. The kind of pressure caused by one’s own grip...
Nanami’s voice was measured, defensive, but structurally composed until the very end. Shion’s tone, however, was delivering direct, targeted provocations disguised as observations. Nanami didn’t initiate that conversation; she was baited into a psychological corner where any response could be stripped of its context...
I stared at the back of her purple pastel sweater. If I voice this to Aki or Junpai right now, the emotional bias will cause them to reject the data and my reasoning. Maybe i shouldn’t interfere with her...
Besides she did exactly what I wanted to do though at the cost of Junpai’s current condition.
A strange, prickling warmth bloomed on the side of my neck.
Really...
It was a phantom sensation, the distinct, instinctive alarm that triggers when a subject is being observed from a blind spot.
I didn’t turn my head. I maintained my steady, rhythmic stride across the sand, but my eyes subtly shifted to the far periphery of his vision.
Ahead of me, Shion was currently listening to Oota speak, her head tilted upward, her purple eyes wide and attentive as she nodded at his words. To any casual people watching, her attention was locked entirely on Oota.
I shifted my attention to the others but then noticed a slight movement in her position. She had turned her vision to me for a second long.
Minutes later.
We had arrived at the movie theater. It was still quite between us. Aki had tried multiple times to initiate a conversation around Junpai but failed immediately, while Shion and Oota were loke glued together the entire time.
The interior of the Shinjuku Grand Cinema was vast, sterile, and smelled heavily of new carpet and synthetic butter. Because it was the grand opening weekend, the hallways were a maze of polished mirrors, neon blue LED strips, and heavy velvet curtains designed to isolate the theaters from the outside world.
The journey here had to be one of the most tiring experiences for me, I never want to walk again.
After taking a good look at the theater and Junpai, the only thing I could think of was ’a waste’. Junpai wasn’t actually into this sort of things if I remember correctly. Sadly he did all this for Nanami.
Earlier Nanami had left multiple way to get back into Junpai lives, her apology at the end could be used as a free-pass.
Now none of this actually makes no sense. Way even come along if his not interested.
After all that I expected him to just wall back home without saying a word or something.
Junpai reactions when confronting the situation with Nanami and Shion, his hesitant suggests second guessing. He must likely couldn’t completely believe the narrative Shion had represented, so letting her go like that meant he couldn’t go against Shion because she was a friend and had no proof except his deductions on the matter.
Funny doesn’t that mean that in this setup his next actions will be to extract the truth from Shion?
"Theater 4," Aki muttered, handing their digital tickets to the automated turnstile.
"Down the hall to the far left. It’s completely isolated from the main lobby. Good. I don’t want to see anyone." He added.
Isolating the group. Probably to help Junpai in his current condition.
We moved down the long, carpeted corridor. The walls were heavily soundproofed, swallowing the noise of their footsteps until the world felt strangely compressed. Quite fancy.
Inside Theater 4, the darkness was absolute, punctured only by the colossal, shimmering silver screen displaying a static logo of the film studio. The room was mostly empty, a handful of silhouettes scattered across the upper tiers.
"Let’s sit in the middle row," Shion whispered gently, pulling Oota toward Row F. "It’s quieter there."
The seating arrangement locked into place naturally, dictated by the psychological scars of the afternoon. Shion took seat 12, with Oota immediately to her right in seat 13, acting as her physical shield. To Oota’s right sat Junpai at seat 16 two sits away, staring blankly at the silver screen like a ghost, with Aki in seat 17.
Mataguchi and i took the row behind the empty row directly behind them Row H, seats 12 and 13. The group were scattered with everyone mood been spoiled and then insecure while some felt guilt.
As Oota settled into the plush leather chair, he let out a long, ragged breath. He leaned his head back, letting out a sigh of relief
Junpai sighed loudly in turn "whatever..." Junpai murmured. Then took out his phone.
His sigh was a bit measured earlier, which I didn’t think much of it since it might had meant him trying to form a conversation after going silent for a while.
"Come on man, it’s okay." Aki inserted trying once again to calm Junpai down. If I were to put that together, it seemed he wanted Aki to respond. The others attention were on Junpai at this moment.
"I can’t express my feelings out in the open. It’s just not like me" Junpai added.
"...." Aki went silent for a moment before adding
"You can always do that online though"
"Good idea" Junpai immediately started texting Aki. Mataguchi who was setting like next to me remained quite while he focuses on the screen.
After a minute or two I received a message notification from WhatsApp.
Junpai: Yo, you know it sort of hurt thinking about my feelings. It just so happened that I was dating a fake, get used and my best friend had a record and got victimized by her. What a way to go isn’t it
Earlier Aki had saw the message and didn’t know what to make out of it. The message was to find pity for him, which normally had worked.
He started forwarding it to the rest.
Aki on the other hand tried to stop him but he seem reluctant to agnore with Junpai. So he text the other. Saying they shouldn’t pay too much attention to it, that it was just Junpai’s way of vexing out his frustrations.
4:59 pm
?The low hum of the projector above us was the only thing cutting through the gloom of the rented screening room. It was supposed to be a relaxing evening, a private venue, zero crowds, minimal light yet here I was, slouching into the plush leather, trying to keep my knees wedged against the seat back in front of me so my center of gravity wouldn’t entirely collapse.
?I took another quiet, methodical sip of my soda through the straw, letting the ice melt against my tongue. Sugary, but barely enough to keep my eyelids from drooping.
Up ahead, the screen flickered with some loud, high-budget action seemly horror scene that was supposed to keep everyone entertained. Down, a different kind of noise was escalating.
?"Junpai, come on...stop it," Aki’s voice was a hushed, frantic whisper, sharp enough to cut through the cinematic explosion overhead.
?I didn’t turn my head immediately. Doing so required effort I wasn’t particularly keen on wasting. Instead, I shifted my gaze out of the corner of my eye. Junpai’s knuckles were white around his smartphone, his thumb still hovering over a brightly lit screen displaying what looked like an idyllic couple’s post, no doubt the catalyst for his current downward spiral. Ever since things had fallen apart with his crush, he’d been treating his own mental state like a target for self-sabotage.
?Now, his shoulder muscles were locked tight, arm reared back, ready to drive the device directly into the hard venue floor.
?"Let go, Aki," Junpai growled, his voice trembling with a volatile mix of grief and humiliation. "I don’t care. I’m fucking done looking at it."
?Aki was leaning across his own seat, both hands frantically clutching Junpai’s forearm, trying to physically anchor him. "It’s a five-hundred-dollar phone, man! Just put it in your pocket!"
That’s like approximately 79,150 yen in Japan’s currency.
?"I said let go!"
?The probability of Aki successfully wrestling the phone away without someone getting hurt or the phone flying into the screen anyway was remarkably low. Around twelve percent, by my rough estimate.
?I let out a slow, heavy breath, feeling the familiar, dull ache in the back of my neck.
Tiresome.
?Without uncurling from my crouched position, I walked there. Mataguchi seemed to watch my movements then continued his show.
He just couldn’t care less.
I reached out a arm, extending my index and middle finger to casually intercept the device. My fingers slid into the gap between Junpai’s grip and the chassis, taking hold of the edge before he could complete the swing.
?"Junpai," I said. My voice was flat, soft, and completely devoid of the adrenaline currently flooding his system.
?He froze mid-motion, startled by the sudden, frictionless interruption. He blinked down at me, his breathing ragged, eyes wide and bloodshot in the blue glow of the cinema screen.
?"Smashing a glass screen against concrete yields a temporary spike in dopamine, followed almost immediately by regret, a lack of communication, and an inconvenient trip to a repair shop," I muttered, holding his gaze with a dull, unblinking stare. "The statistical likelihood of it making you feel better about her is precisely zero percent. You know that, right?"
?"I... I just..."
?"Relax," I interrupted gently, applying just enough steady pressure to pull the phone out of his hand. He let his grip go slack, the tension deflating out of him all at once like a punctured tire. "You came here to watch a movie, not to audit your ruined love life in the dark."
?I tossed the phone onto the empty seat beside me, entirely out of his reach, and rested my chin back onto my knees.
?"The show is probably starting to get interesting it seems," I lied quietly, staring straight ahead at the screen. "Just sit back, drink your soda, and forget about what happened for two hours. It isn’t going anywhere."
?Aki let out a long, audible sigh of relief, dropping back into his own chair and shooting me a silent, grateful glance. Junpai sat motionless for a few seconds, looking at his empty hand, before his shoulders slouched. He sank deep into the cushion, letting his head tilt back toward the ceiling with a quiet, exhausted exhale.
?I took his phone with me on my pocket, reached for my seat then took another long pull from my straw. Peace, at least for the moment, had been restored. Now if only the movie would end so I could go home and sleep for a week.
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"We cannot change anything until we accept it. Condemnation does not liberate, it oppresses."
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