Chapter 758: Chapter 048: I’m Not Such a beast

The book in her hand was slightly curled up by Li Qianxue. “Qianxue.”Su Chenghui sat beside her. His gaze just happened to be on time. He took out the book in her hand and put it aside. He reached out and hugged her waist, burying his face into her neck once again. He took a deep breath. “Qianxue –” Li Qianxue’s body was a little stiff. She didn’t know where to put her hands and feet. The only two experiences in her memory were not very good. She actually had a hidden fear of that kind of thing. “Sleep.” Su Chenghui hugged her and lay down, turning off the light next to him. He just hugged her slightly slender body in his arms. ”…”Li Qianxue was stunned. She wanted to turn around to see his appearance, but Su Chenghui hugged her even tighter. “You’re a patient now. Don’t worry, I’m not such a beast.” Li Qianxue stopped moving. She was more or less relieved. If something really happened between her and Su Chenghui, she would not resist, but she would definitely feel uncomfortable. “Qianxue, go to sleep.” Su Chenghui’s voice rang in her ears. His voice was very pleasant. Li Qianxue did not speak. She tried to close her eyes and sleep. Her chest behind her was too warm, so she could not fall asleep. Su Chenghui could not fall asleep either. In his arms was the woman he liked. This knowledge was enough to make him restless. However, Li Qianxue was nervous. The temperature of the air conditioner was not high, but she still felt hot. “Don’t move.”She felt her body twist in her arms. “Su Chenghui –” “Qianxue, I’m having a hard time holding it in. Don’t tease me.” Who teased you? Li Qianxue wanted to retort him, but she couldn’t. She adjusted her breathing and tried to cultivate her sleepiness. However, she had slept too much in the afternoon, so she really couldn’t fall asleep. She felt Su Chenghui’s breath on her neck. Many, many thoughts flashed through her mind. “Qianxue?”If she didn’t fall asleep, he wouldn’t be able to fall asleep either. He was about to turn her body toward him. “Su Chenghui.” Li Qianxue held his hand and stopped him. With her back against his chest, she looked at an unknown point in the darkness, and her voice was very soft. “Do you know? I had hoped countless times that one day, you would be able to hug me to sleep like this.” Ever since the day she married him, she had been looking forward to being able to be like a real husband and wife with him. He would kiss her, hug her, and treat her gently. But she did not get to do it. Not even once. “But most of the time, you sleep on your own.” They were husband and wife, the closest people in the world. But every time he slept with her, he would only sleep on one side. He would stay far away from her. If she tried to get close to him, he would not hide the disgust in his eyes at all. The way he looked at her was always so direct, so direct that it hurt her. Again and again. “Qian Xue?”Su Chenghui didn’t expect her to bring up such a topic at this time. The expression in the dark was a little subtle. “You hugged me. Twice.” Because the number of times was too few, the impression was too deep. Li Qianxue remembered it very clearly. “Once was when you were sick. During the illness, you held my hand and kept calling me caiping, caiping –” Su Chenghui had no impression at all, but Li Qianxue’s words meant that it was true. “Qianxue, I –” His words were interrupted. “Another time was when you were drunk and had Yuxin with me. That time, you hugged me very tightly. It was very tight.” At that time, their relationship had eased up. She thought that he had finally understood — Li Qianxue couldn’t recall it anymore. “Qianxue.”Su Chenghui’s throat was a little choked, but he couldn’t even say the words ‘sorry’. “I sometimes think, what did I do wrong? You want to treat me like this?” “You didn’t do wrong.”Su Chenghui hugged her very tightly. “You didn’t do wrong, the wrong person is me.” It had always been him. “Su Chenghui, I never thought that it would be so difficult for you to fall in love with me. I also never thought about it.” “No, it’s not difficult.”He had fallen in love with him a long time ago. However, to him, falling in love with Li Qianxue was equivalent to betrayal. Betraying Xiang caiping, betraying his original intention. He couldn’t. “I have fallen in love with you a long time ago.” Pressing his chin tightly against her shoulder, he smelled the fragrance on her body. The smell on her body made him unable to extricate himself. “Qianxue, I love you. A long, long time ago.” ”…”there was silence. Li Qianxue felt that her eyes were slightly astringent. At this time, Su Chenghui turned his body to face him. In the darkness, she could not see his face clearly. A warm breath assaulted her. His lips fell down. “Qianxue, I love you.” It was not difficult at all to make him fall in love with her. It was really not difficult. She was so smart and so dazzling. When she was beside him, he could not see anyone else but her in his eyes. It was just his adorable self-esteem and pride. Even his inferiority complex prevented him from facing his true feelings. “I love you, Qianxue.” He kissed her lips, her cheeks, and her eyes. The Darkness gave him courage, allowing him to forget the past. He couldn’t give her much, because she had more than him. But he still wanted to give her an experience that she had never had before. It was bad in the past, and he could slowly change it in the future. Bit by bit. But now, he wanted to erase the bad memories of her past. He wanted to use his actions to let her know that he had changed. Li Qianxue felt that this night was very long and short. She had never experienced such a feeling. A good background and upbringing made her very restrained in certain aspects. Even if Su Chenghui didn’t touch her, she wouldn’t think of looking for another man. Moreover, the experience she had wasn’t very good. But what was in front of her was different. In the darkness, she and him merged into one. She felt his gentleness, his caution, and of course, his love. .. Li Qianxue opened her eyes and saw Su Chenghui’s enlarged face. There was a faint smile in his eyes. He looked a little embarrassed, but only a little. At his age, he really couldn’t act like a shy little girl. “Qianxue, Good Morning.” Su Chenghui gave her a good morning kiss. She smelled the mint. Then, she looked at Su Chenghui. He had taken care of himself long ago. “What time is it?” “It’s still early. If you’re tired, you can sleep a little longer.” Although he was not young anymore, it had nothing to do with his age. However, he had been patient for a long time. Once he succeeded, he really could not stop. Li Qianxue glanced at him and threw the awkwardness caused by hearing the word ‘tired’to the back of her mind. “Who said yesterday that he wasn’t a beast?” Su Chenghui was a little embarrassed. He didn’t expect things to go out of control. “Qianxue, I just couldn’t help myself.” Li Qianxue glanced at him and didn’t say anything. Su Chenghui looked embarrassed. It was embarrassing to say such a self-embarrassing thing. But the feeling last night was too wonderful. So Be it. “Qianxue, how are you? Is there any pain? Do you want to take a Hot Bath?” “Shut up.” Li Qianxue could not help but glare at him. How could he have the face to ask? The word ‘pain’reminded her of last night. Almost every step he took, he would ask again. Did It hurt like this? It did not hurt. What about this? Later on, she stopped asking about the word ‘pain’and asked if it was comfortable like this? What about this? Her face was red from her question. She was very embarrassed and was completely embarrassed to answer. He just had to keep asking and asking. It was really enough. She got off the bed and went straight to the bathroom. Without any clothes on, Su Chenghui saw all the marks on her body. He suddenly realized that he seemed to want it again. He followed behind Li Qianxue. After Li Qianxue entered the door, she glanced at him. “Qianxue.”Although she really wanted to and hoped to do it a few more times, now was definitely not a good time. “Are you really okay? How about –” “Su Chenghui, get out.” “I –” “I need to go to the bathroom now. Do you want to be here too?” Li Qianxue said it quickly and directly. Su Chenghui was embarrassed and quickly backed out. After waiting for almost an hour, Li Qianxue finally came out of the bathroom. The time was so long that Su Chenghui almost wanted to rush in. “Qianxue?” Li Qianxue didn’t look at him. In fact, she was a little embarrassed. Seriously speaking, this kind of thing was something that one was willing to fight for. There was nothing much to say. It was just that the two divorced men and women had been together for so long after the divorce. This knowledge made her a little embarrassed. “Qianxue, I have an appointment with Dr. Shi Misi from the United States. He is the authority in this area. “He won’t be free for a week.”. “He won’t be free until next week.”. “I’ve already asked him to come to China as soon as possible.”. “If you’re willing, we can go to the United States directly now.” “There’s no need. There’s no rush.” Whether it was to give himself a new physical examination, or if the results were not satisfactory. Whether it was to arrange for surgery or not, Li Qianxue had to first arrange the matters of the company. “Qianxue, you’re not in a hurry. I’m in a hurry.”Su Chenghui could not calm down when he thought about her body. “This illness can be big or small. qianxue, don’t be willful. Follow me for a check-up, okay? Just take it as letting me rest assured?” “Rest assured? How can I rest assured? What if it’s malignant?” “Even if it’s malignant, there’s still me.”Su Chenghui was very insistent. “Qianxue, just listen to me for once, okay?” “We’ll talk about it later.” “Qianxue –” “You have to let me arrange the matters of the company, right?” “Okay.”That’s fine. Su Chenghui nodded. “I’ll accompany you to work in the next few days.” “Okay.” Li Qianxue did not object. She believed that it was useless for her to object to such matters now. “Also.”Su Chenghui looked at Li Qianxue. “If it’s really confirmed that it’s a bad result, let’s go to Switzerland.” “Huh?”Li Qianxue stopped walking downstairs. She looked at Su Chenghui in confusion. “I remember you once said that you wanted to go skiing in Switzerland.” Li Qianxue looked at him and was stunned for a moment. Go to Switzerland? It was not that she had never been there. In fact, she had been to some countries in Europe and America. That time, she said that she was going to Switzerland because she wanted to go out with Su Chenghui. At that time, they were investing in a project. That company owned a large indoor ski resort. Li Qianxue and Su Chenghui happened to have nothing to do that day, so they went to investigate together. Li Qianxue naturally knew how to ski. When the person-in-charge asked her if she wanted to try it, she looked at Su Chenghui with anticipation. However, Su Chenghui didn’t look at her at that time, nor did he respond to her. So, Li Qianxue could only politely refuse. “If you want to ski, you should go to Switzerland. It will be more fun there.” Later, when she went to Europe with Su Peizhen and Su Yuxin, she stayed in Switzerland for a few days. She didn’t expect that Su Chenghui would remember so clearly what she had said so long ago. This surprised her a little. She thought of what he had said last night, that he had fallen in love with her a long time ago, so she turned around again. “Let’s talk about it later.” “Qianxue, don’t think things too complicated, and don’t think things too bad. Trust me?” “I’m not thinking about anything right now.” Li Qianxue threw this sentence and continued to walk outside. However, after taking only two steps, her footsteps stopped again. She turned around and glanced at Su Chenghui. “Speaking of which, I’m really thinking about something.” “What?” “I didn’t take any measures last night. I shouldn’t be pregnant, right?” It wasn’t that Li Qianxue was scaring herself. Ever since the release of the second child, there had been quite a number of pregnant women who were older than her giving birth. Moreover, given her current age, it was really possible. After saying this, Su Chenghui’s expression immediately changed. “It shouldn’t be, right?” He wasn’t sure himself. In fact, the only two times he had been with Li Qianxue, Li Qianxue had been pregnant both times. The only time he had been with Xiang caiping, Xiang caiping had also been pregnant. This, this — “Qianxue, don’t scare me.” Seeing that he had successfully diverted her attention, Li Qianxue couldn’t help but raise the corners of her mouth. Her footsteps as she walked downstairs became much lighter. Forget it, she’d better not tell him that yesterday was her safe period. However, she was really a little worried about being pregnant. Although she wasn’t young anymore. It was better to be careful about such things. .. When he went downstairs, old master Li saw Su Chenghui, and he was only surprised for a moment. He quickly accepted it. Li Qianxue, on the other hand, started to give old master Li a precautionary injection. “Dad. In a few days, I might have to go on a long trip.” “AH? Where to?” “To Switzerland.” “Why to Switzerland?” After a night, Li Qianxue had already thought of everything. It was the same now. “Cheng Hui and I will go to Switzerland for a vacation.” “Vacation?”Old Master Li looked at Su Chenghui and then looked at Li Qianxue. “Why did you think of going on a vacation?” If he didn’t know, he would think that they were on a honeymoon together. “Dad, you know that I’m going to give Chenghui a chance. Since it’s like this, I naturally have to spend more time with him. I’ll go out with him and take a trip. When we get along seriously, we can also look at each other’s shortcomings and personality that aren’t suitable for us. If we really aren’t suitable, we can make plans early. What do you think?” Li Qianxue was simply spouting nonsense. She and Su Chenghui had been married for more than 20 years. What shortcomings, what personality that was not suitable for them. Did they still need to get used to each other? However, when old master Li heard it, he believed it. Not only did he believe it, but he also nodded very carefully. “Yes. Since you have plans to get back together, you should consider it carefully. If you make a mistake once, then forget it. Don’t make a second mistake.” “Dad, don’t worry.” Li qianxue glanced at Su Chenghui as she spoke. Su Chenghui had long known that Li Qianxue would find an excuse to reassure old master Li, but he didn’t expect her to find such an excuse. “Chenghui,”old master Li suddenly said, he looked at Su Chenghui seriously. “I gave my precious daughter to you in the past, but you didn’t live up to my trust. You hurt her and hurt me. Now, I’m giving my daughter to you again. Don’t let me down.” “Dad, don’t worry. I Won’t.” “Okay. I’ll trust you again.” “Dad, What are you talking about?”Li Qianxue couldn’t take it anymore. “I just planned to give him a chance, but I didn’t say that I would definitely choose him.” “In my opinion, it’s the same thing.”In Old Master Li’s mind, he had already decided to go on a “Honeymoon”, so it was almost certain. What else was there to ask? Li Qianxue’s lips moved, and in the end, she gave up competing with old master Li. There were some things that he could believe and not believe. After eating, the two of them went out together. On the way, Su Chenghui bought a postmortem medicine for Li Qianxue. “Qianxue, I promise this is the last time. In the future, I will definitely not let you have the chance to take this medicine again.” Su Chenghui thought for a long time. In the past, he did not get close to women, so he did not care. Perhaps in a few days, he could go for a vasectomy first? This idea was not bad. Li Qianxue did not know what he was thinking. She used three days to settle most of her official business. She had to explain everything. Su Chenghui was confirming with Dr. Shi Misi that he was coming to China to help Li Qianxue with the surgery. However, Li Qianxue suddenly changed her mind. “Tell Shi Misi not to come. Let’s go to Switzerland first. If we go to Switzerland, we can go straight to America.” She had never traveled with Su Chenghui before, but she really wanted to try it. She wanted to see what it felt like. “Qianxue?”Su Chenghui did not quite understand what she meant. “Lin City is not small, nor is it big. If I am doing a check-up or surgery in Lin City, it is difficult to guarantee that my father will not know about it. Since that is the case, why don’t I Go Abroad? If there is really anything, I can just settle it outside.” “Okay.”She had already made up her mind. Su Chenghui decided to listen to her. “Before we leave, I’ll first convince my dad to agree to go on vacation with his friends, or go directly to Rong city to find Su Qingsang.”. In any case, old master Li and old master Huo were on good terms. The two old men had a partner when they were together. “I’ll listen to you.” Su Chenghui had no objections. After old master Li heard Li Qianxue’s words, he thought about it and decided to go to Rongcheng to see if he missed her. Li Qianxue acted very quickly. She sent old master Li onto the plane and then boarded the plane herself. Before she left, she did not forget to call Su Qingsang and ask her to take care of old master Li. After receiving Su Qingsang’s guarantee, Li Qianxue turned to look at Su Chenghui. “Let’s go.” “Okay.” The things were packed yesterday and they were just preparing to leave. Xiao Xia and uncle Zhang went upstairs and carried their luggage downstairs. Li Qianxue glanced at her room with obvious reluctance in her eyes. After a while, she quickly followed them out. After more than an hour, the two of them boarded the plane to Switzerland.