Novel Full Chapter 1950
Chapter 1950: Chapter 1935 psychological process
Author: Gu Rong Rong MACHINE TRANSLATION
Perhaps his fear was too deep to let others see his true heart. He was gay, and although he was proud of it in his bones, he never revealed it to outsiders because he was afraid that some people would look at him differently. After all, he was just an ordinary person.
Although he sometimes did not believe that you would go to trouble a girl, but for some reason, he just did not have a good impression of a girl, and he would have a deep disgust.
Perhaps this was the so-called female-hating cancer in society.
He admitted that his view of women was indeed a bit extreme, especially when he saw Jiang Suixin, he felt that Jiang Suixin had stolen his beloved.
Then he would have a deep sense of disgust, and sometimes he would even want to desperately torture the other party, and even have this kind of dark psychology, but when he saw that face of Jiang Suixin, he would desperately suppress his anti-personality Anti-social criminal psychology.
Because so many years of quality education told him that he was wrong to do this, it was illegal, and it was immoral. If he did this, what was the difference between him and an animal?
In fact, he had tried to correct his views on women before, but later found that there was no use, and he felt that he should have a peaceful attitude toward women.
This kind of ambivalence made him sink into a muddy swamp for a long time.
Sometimes he would inexplicably click on a website called the same wife, in which women’s experiences made him feel sympathetic.
This made him firmly believe that he would never find a woman to marry, and even if he wanted to find a woman, he would only find a lesbian to cover his gender orientation.
Of course, if he really couldn’t find a woman, he wouldn’t force it, and he wouldn’t force himself to marry a normal woman.
But these ideas changed as he grew up with a deep understanding of homosexuality.
He felt that they were the victims of society, because everyone was looking at them with a strange look.
Those women did say that children were right, but it was all caused by society. If Society didn’t discriminate against them, why would they marry a woman Why would they persecute an innocent and normal woman like that?
Therefore, if they really wanted to find the culprit, they could only look for society. They could only blame the current society for making people unhappy.
After thinking about it, Jiang Hao seemed to have walked out of the mud that he had been struggling with.
Because he felt that he did not have to feel guilty. After all, most women were not necessarily good people. They were more likely to bully the good and fear the evil. They schemed and schemed against each other and formed small groups all day long. Their appearances were abominable.
Moreover, those women wanted to rely on men for a living all day long. They were all flamboyant and flirtatious outside. They were not worthy of their sympathy at all.
After steadying his thoughts like this, Jiang Hao felt that his heart was becoming harder and harder.
After recalling his own thought process, Jiang Hao decided to confess to Gu Yinshu.
He did not feel that he had the status of a man’s mistress. He felt that Love was actually great. It was actually beyond everything. He had the right to pursue his own love. No one had the right to stop the two of them from falling in love.
Thinking of this, Jiang Hao was in a much better mood.
He would know later that he was his best choice.