Chapter 382 - A Wounded Mother!
THUD! THUD! THUD!
Jennifer didn't even feel her nerves anymore. The news delivered to her, left her feeling all numb over her body with her mind going through a malfunctioning to proceed with anything.
"I..I..I..h...had a..mis-miscrage?"
"Yes, a miscarriage. This was due to your weak body and the em-emotional turmoil. The amount of blood you lost..caused the one.." Hannah answered honestly without lifting her eyes to see what her best friend might feel after hearing this.
Not only that, no one in her entire family was ready to accept the fact that she had such a big deal.
They were ready to never bring this in front of her eyes since they couldn't bear to let Lucas know of such big news.
But for Jennifer, she could sense a bucket of coldest ice was poured over her head. The lips of hers parted but no sound came.
The more she tried to pretend to be normal, her shivering hand betrayed her. The amount of mishappening, and losing a life...never occurred in her mind.
"I-I..was carrying a child?" Jennifer questioned herself with the lines formed on her forehead.."M-My and...Javier's..child?"
Her heart was seized with the deep amount of plague which is hard to explain in the words. She can't even let the messy turmoil of emotions come on her face, as the numbness of her body could somewhere sense that her heart had stopped beating for a brief second.
Seeing the state of Jennifer made Hannah alarmed. She lifted her eyes to look at her best friend, as she rubs her face slightly, "Jennifer…take a deep breath.."
"B-but…I..I..I lost my own child?" She can't even imagine that she lost her first child.
Her mind averted to recall how she had suddenly fallen many times, sometimes in the bathroom as well. Her appetite to eat wasn't really good in the last few days either.
And that was significantly noticed by Javier. He had urged her to go to the doctor, yet she resisted, thinking that Lucas might be roaming out the state and she had no wish to be caught in the web.
However, who would have realized that she not only also lost her husband..but their unborn child as well.
All because of her own misjudging the wrong people…
"Jennifer.....you can't fall weak at this point. There are many who are waiting for your revenge for this...Please, Jennifer. ..you just recovered.." Hannah begged her when the tears constantly poured out of her eyes.
But in contrast to her, Jennifer didn't cry.
Not even a single droplet fell from her eyes. The blank expressions of hers gave no clue what to depict out of it.
"Jennifer.."
"I..lost my child..Hannah...my child...because of the wound..excess blood wound....." She couldn't digest it even until now.
For her, this all felt so unreal. She sensed that it was almost not possible at all!
How can she lose her child before she even..knew about its existence? Was it a boy or girl? Hundreds of questions weighed on her chest.
Subconsciously, she broke her hand from Hannah's grip before it traced to caress her stomach. Her eyelids even moved down, to see her own small tummy, in which she knew that there was a life....but she had no clue about the same.
'I'm sorry..my child...' her heart was crumbling down with a few pieces. Neither parent was aware of its existence...and she had no clue about her baby's father's condition right now.
She was eager to know, as she was very much optimistic to have the child in her arms. God had given her the chance to be a mother..but she let that chance be sped away from herself....
When Jennifer didn't even blurt out anything for the next few seconds, it made Hannah's heartbeat race.
Tapping on her face, she controlled her sentiments before she looked at Jennifer, "This is unbreakable...you can cry if you want."
"I will not cry."
Jennifer's blunt answer shocked Hannah. How can Jennifer say that she won't cry when it was very much evident that her heart shattered into minute pieces as well?
"Jennifer..it will lower your load of guilt..it wasn't in your hand.." Hannah's soft voice made Jennifer shake her head. "It was in my hand. But..I will not cry. I will cry when I will fulfill the revenge..the revenge of my family of three of us.."
She was determined and so did Hannah. "Revenge..from your family?"
"From everyone who had the audacity to betray me and think that I'm any tool to be used. I let them crash over me, take decisions on my behalf but..not anymore." Jennifer swallowed the amount of anger she felt that was rushing through her veins.
She won't lie that it gave her a lot of heartaches, unable to bear it. But as a mother, she knew that she had to be a stronger person.
Did they snatch her child from her and Javier? She will snatch everyone from their hands!
Everything means everything!
"I will make them beg in front of me for mercy Hannah..." Jennifer uttered as she looked straight on the wall that was in front of her. She could see the faces of each person in her eyes who had backstabbed her.
The ones who thought that they can always dictate her in her life. Yet what they forgot was that it was not the eighteen years old naive Jennifer.
It is now twenty-six years old Jennifer.. Jennifer Taylor Johnson.
Hannah already felt the shivers down her spine when she came across this state of Jennifer. it was new to witness, giving her goosebumps all over her skin, "W-What are you thinking, Jennifer?"
At this point, Jennifer's eyes were shining with the cold mist that never faded with time either.
What surfaced now was the last giant that dejectedly showed the stronger will from this loss...this was the amount to recover.
To take revenge from all those! She won't let her child pass away in such a short process...everyone will have to bear its cost, either her family or the bastard Lucas.
"I will make them cry the tears of blood, Hannah. This mother will not sit alone. Jennifer Taylor can be directed but...now, everyone will see a wounded mother... a mother who has lost her everything, a wife who was separated from her husband.." Taking a deep breath to close her eyes.
But the words never stopped coming out of her mouth when her hands were clenched into a fist, "I have nothing to lose.... let's see if they are able to handle this crazy woman anymore or not...."
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PS- Jennifer will be scary now!