The BL System Won't Let Me Rest!
Chapter 176: The One Waiting at the Gate
"Rin?"
The voice came again, softer this time.
Rin stood at the end of the bridge, unable to move. Rain fell around the house, collecting along the stone wall and dripping from the branches of the familiar tree.
The person beside the gate held an umbrella.
For several seconds, Rin could only stare.
Then the figure stepped closer.
"Is that really you?"
Rin recognized the voice.
His heart tightened.
"Jin?"
The person lowered the umbrella.
It was Jin Park, his old friend from Earth.
Jin looked older than Rin remembered, though not by much. His hair was shorter, and there were faint lines around his eyes. He stared at Rin as if afraid that blinking would make him disappear.
Then he crossed the distance between them.
"You’re alive."
Rin opened his mouth, but no words came.
Jin stopped just in front of him.
"Where have you been? Do you have any idea how long—"
He broke off.
Rin looked exactly as he remembered, but something about him seemed different. His clothes were unfamiliar, and his expression carried the weight of experiences Jin couldn’t imagine.
Jin swallowed.
"Can I ask what happened?"
Rin finally found his voice.
"It’s a long story."
Jin let out a shaky breath. "Then I guess we have time."
He looked past Rin and noticed the others.
His gaze stopped on Kaelith.
"Who’s he?"
Rin glanced at Kaelith, then back at Jin.
"Someone important."
Kaelith inclined his head politely.
Jin studied him for a moment. "Right. And the others?"
"Friends."
Orien looked as though he wanted to object to being described so simply, but he remained silent.
Jin stepped aside.
"Come inside. You’re all soaked."
Rin looked at the house.
The blue roof. The wooden gate. The small tree.
He had imagined seeing it again so many times that the reality seemed unreal.
"Is it still the same?"
"Mostly," Jin said. "The roof needed repairs last year. The tree’s grown too much, and the gate still sticks."
He gave a small smile.
"Some things don’t change."
Rin followed him through the gate.
Kaelith walked beside him, keeping a respectful distance from the familiar surroundings. He seemed aware that this place belonged to a part of Rin’s life he had never known.
Inside, the house smelled of warm tea and old books.
Jin led them into the living room.
"Sit wherever you like. I’ll get towels."
Rin remained standing.
On the wall hung an old photograph.
He approached it.
The picture showed three young people standing in front of the house. Rin recognized himself immediately. Jin stood beside him, grinning, while a third friend made a ridiculous face behind them.
Rin touched the edge of the frame.
"Do you still talk to Minho?"
Jin paused in the doorway.
"Sometimes. He moved away a few years ago, but we keep in touch."
Rin nodded.
It was such an ordinary answer.
It almost hurt.
Jin returned with towels and handed one to Rin.
"You’re freezing."
"Thanks."
Jin looked at him carefully.
"Rin, I need to ask something."
"Go ahead."
"Where did you go?"
Rin lowered the towel.
He could tell Jin wanted an honest answer. But how could he explain a world built from an unfinished choice, a demon king who had crossed countless lives, and a history that had been erased and restored?
"I was somewhere far away," Rin said. "Somewhere I never expected to be."
Jin waited.
"I couldn’t come back."
"Why?"
"Because I didn’t know how."
Jin’s expression softened.
"Did you try?"
"Yes."
"Then that’s enough for now."
Rin looked at him.
Jin sat down across from him.
"You don’t have to explain everything today. I just want to know you’re really here."
Rin felt his eyes sting.
"I’m here."
Jin nodded, accepting the answer.
Then he noticed Kaelith standing near the window.
"Can I ask you something?" Jin said to him.
Kaelith turned.
"Of course."
"Are you the reason Rin came back?"
Kaelith considered the question.
"No."
Jin frowned slightly.
"Then why are you here?"
"Because he allowed me to accompany him."
Jin looked at Rin.
"Is that true?"
Rin nodded.
"Yes."
Jin leaned back.
"Okay. I don’t know what that means, but I’ll trust you."
Kaelith inclined his head again.
Orien, who had been quietly examining the bookshelves, turned toward them.
"We should be careful about how long we remain here. The Crossroads is not a permanent passage."
Jin blinked.
"The what?"
Rin sighed.
"That’s another long story."
Jin looked between them.
"Right. I suppose I should get used to that."
He stood and walked toward the kitchen.
"Tea?"
"Please," Rin answered.
Jin disappeared through the doorway.
For the first time since arriving, Rin was alone with Kaelith.
Orien had moved toward the back of the house, and Maera was examining a small shelf near the entrance.
Kaelith approached.
"Does it feel familiar?"
Rin nodded.
"More than I expected."
"Do you miss it?"
Rin looked around.
"The house? Yes. My old life? Sometimes."
Kaelith remained silent.
Rin turned toward him.
"Are you worried?"
"I would be lying if I said I wasn’t."
"Because I might stay?"
"Because I might be the reason you hesitate."
Rin studied him.
"You’re not."
"How can you be certain?"
"Because I know what I want right now."
"And what is that?"
Rin glanced toward the kitchen, where Jin was humming as he prepared the tea.
"I want to sit here for a while. I want to hear what happened while I was gone. I want to see the places I remember."
He looked back at Kaelith.
"And I want you here with me."
Kaelith’s expression softened.
"Then I will stay."
Jin returned carrying a tray.
He set the cups down and looked at the two of them.
"I hope you don’t mind, but I made the tea Rin used to like."
Rin took a cup.
The scent was exactly as he remembered.
He tasted it.
For a moment, the years between his departure and this afternoon seemed to disappear.
"Still good," he murmured.
Jin smiled.
"Of course. I haven’t forgotten how to make tea."
They sat together for a while, talking about small things.
Minho’s new job. The old school. A shop that had closed. The neighbor who still complained about the tree.
Rin listened more than he spoke.
Every ordinary detail became something precious.
Eventually, Jin brought out a small cardboard box.
"I kept something for you."
Rin looked at it.
"What is it?"
"Your things. Some books, a few photographs, and the notebook you left here."
Rin opened the box.
Inside were familiar objects: an old keychain, a worn paperback, and a notebook with a bent corner.
He picked up the notebook.
His handwriting covered the first few pages.
He turned them carefully.
Then he reached a page he didn’t remember writing.
There were only three lines.
If I ever come back, I hope I can remember what I wanted.
I hope I don’t become someone who only knows how to run away.
And I hope the people I meet along the way understand that leaving isn’t always the same as abandoning them.
Rin stared at the page.
Kaelith stood behind him, reading silently.
Jin looked confused.
"Did you forget writing that?"
"I think so."
Rin turned the page.
There was a small drawing beneath the words.
A tree.
Two people standing beneath it.
One had dark hair.
The other had long, pale hair.
The same drawing from the Crossroads.
Rin slowly closed the notebook.
"Jin, did anyone else ever look through this?"
"No. Why?"
Rin shook his head.
"Nothing. I just didn’t remember it."
Jin studied him but didn’t press.
Outside, the rain began to ease.
Orien returned from the hallway.
"The passage is beginning to weaken," he said quietly.
Rin looked toward the window.
He had known this moment would come.
Jin noticed the change in his expression.
"You’re leaving?"
"Not immediately."
"But soon?"
Rin nodded.
Jin looked down at his cup.
"I see."
Rin reached across the table and placed his hand over Jin’s.
"I’m glad I came."
Jin gave him a small smile.
"Then come again, if you can."
"I will."
"Don’t make promises you can’t keep."
Rin paused.
Then he answered honestly.
"I’ll try."
Jin accepted that.
When the group finally stepped outside, the rain had stopped. The sky above the house was pale and clear.
Rin stood at the gate and looked back.
Jin remained in the doorway.
"Take care of yourself," he called.
Rin raised a hand.
"You too."
The gate closed gently.
As they walked toward the bridge, Rin held the notebook against his chest.
Kaelith glanced at it.
"Will you keep it?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
Rin looked toward the house one last time.
"Because I think the person I was before all this deserves to be remembered, too."
The Crossroads waited beyond the bridge.
And in Rin’s pocket, the golden half-key grew warm.
A new line had appeared beneath its original inscription.
A WAY HOME IS NOT A REASON TO FORGET THE WAY FORWARD.
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