Chapter 1474 - 1471: So There Wasn’t Much Spark

Chapter 1474: Chapter 1471: So There Wasn’t Much Spark

Fei Ge suddenly realized, what, to feed? An insidious thought popped up. He had known this person for many years, yet he had never let himself touch him. Honestly, it was also because their personalities were too similar. Because they were so similar, there was never much spark between them. However, at this moment, the subtle blush on his innocent-looking face seemed like a different kind of invitation.

"Li Yaxuan, it’s you who wants me to feed you, don’t regret it!" Fei Ge said, the glow of mischief flashing across his face.

He then took a big gulp of water, bent his head down, brought his face close, and pressed his lips against the other’s thin red lips. He gently pried open his teeth, letting the moisture slowly trickle into his mouth, instantly moistening his oral cavity and flowing into his throat. After feeding him water, Fei Ge immediately lifted his head, observing the changes in him.

"Tsk... tsk..." Li Yaxuan couldn’t help but softly click his tongue twice, moved his lips, and slowly uttered three words, "Water... more..."

Hey!

Fei Ge laughed. His handsome face displayed a slightly naughty smile.

"Wait, there’s more!" Fei Ge softly whispered, then picked up the cup, took another mouthful of water. This time, before he could try to open his teeth, the other unexpectedly opened his mouth voluntarily, letting him in. At this moment, Fei Ge was like a flying pigeon, filling his oral cavity, lightly moving before gently letting the pure water from his mouth flow out. At that moment, it was like a refreshing stream nourishing Li Yaxuan’s heart.

After a while. How long, he didn’t know.

When Fei Ge felt a little breathless, he slowly left his lips. Looking at the rosy, blushing face, he really couldn’t look any longer, fearing he couldn’t control himself anymore. He immediately stood up, adjusted the white suit on his body, and quickly walked to the door, opened it, and went out.

......

The sound of footsteps came from the stairs, interrupting Qiao Muyun’s thoughts. He turned his head, watching Fei Ge hastily walk down, only glancing indifferently.

Fei Ge also saw Qiao Muyun, and in the other’s gaze, there was nothing too complicated; however, his dark green eyes were very beautiful. With this look, Fei Ge almost understood where Li Yaxuan’s troubles and entanglements lay.

So, so that’s it...

This person never really cared about him...

Suddenly, Fei Ge approached Qiao Muyun. Why he was walking towards him, there seemed to be some words he wanted to ask, but as he stood in front of him, watching him with a cigarette between his lips, circles of smoke rising, it reminded him of another shadow, that tall, somewhat lonely figure, with a beautiful and striking face, cool and dazzling... The first time they met, she too had a cigarette between her lips, indifferently, as if she had a startling similarity with the person in front of him.

Uh...

He actually linked them together, their faces overlapping, two completely different faces sharing an eerily similar expression...

Loneliness, isolation, aloofness, coolness...

She, now should have walked out of the glacier’s corner, right...

Fei Ge was thinking, somewhat dazed for a second, with a string in his heart pulling. It didn’t hurt but was tense.

"Thank you." Qiao Muyun calmly said, his tone somewhat indifferent.

"Hmm?" Fei Ge came back to his senses, feeling a bit strange after hearing the other’s words.

"Thank you for bringing him back." Qiao Muyun said lightly, his gaze sweeping over the other’s face. This person, seems to have some problems, what is their relationship...

"Oh, it’s my duty, no need to thank me. Haha, may I ask how to address you?" Fei Ge said naturally.

Uh. Name... Truthfully, he’s not used to telling strangers.

Qiao Muyun thought for a moment.

"Qiao Muyun," Qiao Muyun eventually responded. After all, he’s Yaxuan’s good friend. He shouldn’t harbor such misgivings.

"Qiao Muyun... meaning the sun. Haha, a nice name, very virile and sunny, no wonder my friend likes you very much." Fei Ge said casually.

But such a simple sentence, with that last phrase "likes you very much," immediately made Qiao Muyun unhappy.

He slightly frowned.

"Do you have any other business? If not, I’m preparing to rest." Qiao Muyun immediately issued an order for him to leave, wearing a cold expression. He never had much fondness for the gay community. There was no need to speak further.

Fei Ge immediately realized. Haha, this person is indeed not easy to deal with, no wonder Li Yaxuan would yield. Could barely exchange a few words, forget it. Doesn’t matter, it’s not me who has feelings for him, why should I trouble myself over someone else! I’m not that bored; I’m not creating problems for myself.

Thinking of this, Fei Ge’s handsome face carried a serene smile. He hooked his lips, "Then I won’t disturb you, Mr. Xu, farewell!" With that, he left the "Yanxi" villa under Qiao Muyun’s icy gaze.

And at this moment, the spacious living room was left with only Qiao Muyun. He took a drag from his cigarette, then slowly exhaled, the numbing feeling soothing, as if all his nerves had relaxed. No longer would he think about those troubling matters.

But, is this it, is it only by immersing oneself in imagination, in self-deception, can one find relief...

Zi Ruoxi... you will never know... I miss you so much... Others get used to drowning themselves in alcohol, but I am more accustomed to using cigarettes to numb my heart. Write your name on the cigarette, "bang!" Light it and inhale it into the stillest part of my heart. I don’t ease sorrow with songs, but I know how to draw your image with smoke.

Don’t need lights, but still, I’m so afraid of the dark night, afraid you might return late one night and not find your way home... So I light a lamp for you... I’ll indulge in imaginations... Imagining the shadow of your return.

I sit on the sofa, the lingering aroma of tobacco, making me fantasize about how you look when you smoke, so pure and beautiful, from that day on, I also began to change, thinking that smoking girls aren’t good, but, only you, make me dream of you, so pure... hard to let go... I thought you would accompany me till the end of time, but the ending in the movies set against this background are all the same, is such hurt too cruel...

Engraving you on a cigarette, inhaling it into the stillness of my heart, like injecting your image into every cell of my body, deconstructing your essence, and gradually numbing the wound that pains me...

Just like that! Maybe I can endure till dawn.

......

After this night, Li Yaxuan started coming back relatively early, every time Qiao Muyun came back from outside, he could see Li Yaxuan’s figure, making him somewhat puzzled.