Chapter 150: Information Manipulation (2)

A girl who likes justice heroes, obtained power that is a hero itself, and however she struggles can accomplish nothing, her grief overflows.

Putting slight power into both hands, Doris laughed as if troubled.

"Onee-san... the more things you can do the more things you cannot do catch your eye. So surely however strong onee-san becomes you will suffer like now, and get hurt. Dozens, hundreds, thousands of times."

That. I involuntarily worried whether to cut into the conversation.

Doris’s words are fact, and I also said similar things, but I wrapped it in a bit more oblate.

As she says the original world is a world harsh on champions of justice. The synopsis is worst, and for Sacred only unpleasant things are true things.

Of course neither Doris nor Knuckle knows original and such, but even so looking at past and now they cannot possibly think Sacred are smooth sailing.

"But you know, even so because they are people who fight they are pretty and dazzling."

Precisely because it is that kind of world those who resist shine.

Doris smiled gently.

"If left alone the world keeps rolling in a bad direction. People who resist that and fight are shining stars to me. I... cannot do that kind of thing well."

What is a hero, what is a hero.

It is one who resists. One who faces evil and absurdity.

"Or will onee-san quit Sacred here? That too I think is one means, and I will not deny."

"Un un."

Wiping tears, Knuckle grips a fist.

Grasping resolve, so as not to let go.

"Thank you... that is so, there are times I grieve people I could not save, but for people I could save I have to stick out my chest."

The current state has not changed at all but I got easier, Knuckle smiles jokingly.

Ah. That figure is very dazzling.

Why, even pointed that from now on only hard things, she can still laugh.

Why can she work that hard for someone she does not even know.

Honestly I think it is idiotic, and I also think it would be good to live easier.

But ah, certainly. Like Doris said the figure trying to go forward even so is pretty and dazzling I think.

I do not want this shine to vanish, and I do not want it defiled. I can think that from the heart.

So surely you are properly doing Sacred, junior.

This feeling is close to that of Leas, Sacred Saber.

Drawn to the figure of Saber fighting as ally of shining justice someone, I became a Vigilante.

The same as that, if the one I met then was current you, surely I would have become a Vigilante to protect Sacred Knuckle, surely.

As a result of diverging from the original that way I am cornered like this.

Even so only this shine is not wrong.

No, wrong.

Even if it were wrong, there is only a little regret in choosing this road.

...Honestly even I think say there is no regret there, but maybe because my nature is cowardly I cannot help thinking this and that. As I thought I am not suited to this kind of thing.

The stronger the shine gets the more my own shadow-ness is pointed and I hate it, when I am grumbling that in my heart Doris directed her gaze at the camera and display as if on a sudden chance.

For an instant she made a blank face, raised a scream like the extreme of confusion ah, wa, cho, wait...!? toward the camera, and zuzazazaa! collapsed to the floor from her face.

’Yay Doris-tan are you watching?’

’Oi she went from the face just now’

’Knuckle-tan is frozen’

"It hurts..."

’Ah ah, no no, with that skirt length do not try to get up on all fours!’

’Damn, from this camera I cannot see...!’

There is also calculation that because carpet is laid she will not get injured, but amazing, that guy.

Frankly even I if I were an ordinary listener feel I would have been deceived. While thinking that kind of thing my gaze is sucked to there.

Yes. The bed existing in a position invisible from the camera, me lying on it. I could see the contents of the skirt that flipped pirari.

While a plain feeling with much cloth, white decorated with moderate lace. The form gently wrapping a small butt makes me think of childishness, and picot-lace-like elastic teaches me this is by no means a swimsuit or something.

"..."

I involuntarily clench a fist lucky, and met eyes with the person who exposed underwear.

Toward me dripping cold sweat thinking as expected is this bad, Doris opened her pupils as if surprised for an instant.

"A, ha."

With muddy eyes dorori she twisted her expression with joy.

At that gesture I got a chill.

The original’s eyes.

Even with a difference of illustration and three dimensions there are things I understand.

Hers are the pupils when she appeared after Sacred other than herself die or fall to darkness and become Alter’s subordinates.

The figure cornering Alter with pupils that lost highlights was somewhat horror, but that is also first-loop talk. From the second loop on I had her fight darkness-fallen Sacred and enjoyed pre-combat conversation events. I remember the face of a young girl with stagnant eyes getting cloudier and cloudier being insanely good to jerk to.

But currently Sacred are all safe, so I thought she is mentally stable, but apparently that was wrong.

Regardless of whether Sacred fall to darkness in the original or not, her mental is already in tatters.

Doris Stan seeks to be needed by someone.

She is convinced other Sacred have no expectations of Arrow at all, and has accepted that it cannot be helped.

Because she is weak, because she is not useful, because at the crucial time she could do nothing. Precisely because of that she learns various techniques like crazy.

Even useless herself she wants to protect shining light, Sacred light far far more precious than herself, and precisely because of that she actively takes in techniques other Sacred are bad at.

Then even weak myself will be needed, right?

"Awa, n, no no, Knuckle onee-san. Good that onee-chan has not released transformation! Everyone, bye bye! I, Doris-tan would be happy if you forget the conversation just now!"

As if the muddy pupils that lost highlights just now were a misseeing, Doris acts cute toward listeners in front of the camera while taking a kyurun pose.

That figure laughing thank you for watching looks like acting, and surely is not acting.

Any form is fine, she wants to be sought, she wants Doris Stan to be needed.