Sweet Beauty

Chapter 819: I’m Sorry, I Know I Was Wrong

Liang Jiahao heard the commotion, but he didn’t stop his actions. After hitting the sandbag a dozen times with both hands, he suddenly took a step back and kicked it hard.         

    

Qin Yu stood at the side, staring at Liang Jiahao, who was venting his anger on the sandbag. She giggled and playfully asked, “Are you angry?”     

Liang Jiahao’s kicking suddenly stopped. He glanced at Qin Yu but didn’t say anything. His leg, which had stopped in midair, kicked the sandbag even harder.     

Qin Yu watched him calmly from the side. After watching him kick the sandbag a few more times, she said, “Kang Yuhan and I are only childhood friends. Didn’t I already explain everything to you earlier?”     

Liang Jiahao kicked the sandbag one more time before stopping and taking two deep breaths. He acted as if Qin Yu did not exist and walked toward the treadmill.     

After fixing the machine, he ran quickly.     

Seeing Liang Jiahao ignoring her, Qin Yu secretly laughed in her heart. It seemed that he was not only angry but furious at her.     

She walked over and placed both hands on the handrail. She looked at Liang Jiahao and smiled, “Are you ignoring me?”     

Liang Jiahao glanced at her and then turned his gaze to the side.     

Qin Yu pretended to be hurt and sighed. “You have met Kang Yuhan before, what are you so angry about?”     

Liang Jiahao suddenly jumped off the treadmill and turned to leave in a rage.     

“Xiao Liang!” Qin Yu suddenly shouted at him, “I’m sorry, okay. I know I was wrong!”     

Liang Jiahao stopped in his tracks. Although his back was turned to her, Qin Yu knew that his anger had subsided. She bit her lower lip. “Xiao Liang, I love you. Can we get back together?”     

Hearing this, Liang Jiahao turned around, and when his gaze came into contact with Qin Yu’s, his cold gaze suddenly became gentle and no longer had the cold and indifferent expression from before.     

He impatiently rushed towards Qin Yu and pulled her into his embrace. Qin Yu smiled softly in his arms before she pushed him away.     

Liang Jiahao looked at her in confusion.     

Qin Yu smiled. “How can you get angry? Even though Kang Yuhan likes me, you know very well who I love.”     

Liang Jiahao bit his lower lip and said nothing. He just looked at Qin Yu.     

Qin Yu shrugged. “You are angry because you are jealous and you care about me, so no matter how I explain it to you, you are still angry.”     

At this moment, she suddenly felt wronged. “The temper you had just now was exactly the same as I had back then, the way you treated me was the same as the way I treated you then. I’m angry and ignored you, and you thought I was being petty, but did you ever think about why I did that?”     

“From Xia Jingfei to Shen Xieren, I have suffered many injuries. My heart was sad, my heart hurt, but I had no place to let it out. I started causing trouble for no reason, it’s all because of the pain in my heart, and it was not something that can be coaxed with one sentence from you. The damage has already been done.”     

Two streams of tears flowed down Qin Yu’s face, but she did not raise her hand to wipe them away. Instead, she continued, “I don’t know what kind of woman will continue to hurt me after I forgive you. I have no confidence in our feelings and our future because I am afraid of getting hurt again, and you said I am a coward, and you said I am stupid, but I am just afraid!”     

“And at this time, not only did you not give me the confidence and reassurance, but you forced me by force. Did you think that after you explained the situation and resolved it, you would be able to make unreasonable demands on me and I would be able to forget my grief and sadness and be with you as if nothing had happened?”     

Liang Jiahao looked at the crying Qin Yu and felt his heart ache.     

He took a step forward, wanting to hug her, to comfort her, but she pressed her hand on his chest. “Tell me, did your heart hurt when you saw me with Kang Yuhan?”     

Liang Jiahao took a deep breath and nodded. “It hurts, it really hurts.”         

    

“See!” Qin Yu couldn’t help but raise her voice. “I was really hurt back then, more hurt than you. It’s only been what? An hour since you saw Kang Yuhan, yet you felt the pain and didn’t want to care about me anymore. I was in pain for a month! This was how I felt every day, every hour, every minute, every second. Xiao Liang, do you know what kind of pain that was?”     

“It was like something was crushing your heart. The more you fought, the more it hurt.”     

“Qin Yu…” Liang Jiahao grabbed Qin Yu’s hand and held it tightly in his palm.     

Qin Yu took a deep breath to calm her emotions. Then, she slowly said, “It didn’t matter if you caused the wound unintentionally, it still hurt. Can’t you just apologize and make me feel better?”     

“That day, when you came to me, I was waiting. Waiting for you to give me the reassurance to be with you, and if you had told me that you loved me, I would have ignored everything else. Even if my body were full of injuries, I would keep walking with you, but you didn’t. You blamed me, you thought I was unreasonable.”     

At this moment, Liang Jiahao’s heart felt sick. It was worse than when he saw Kang Yuhan.     

How could he be so stupid?     

He didn’t know that Qin Yu’s tender heart wasn’t waiting for an explanation, but a reassurance for her to continue this relationship.     

Qin Yu lowered her head, looked at the big hand that was holding her small hand, and her voice became softer. “Just now, when you were so angry, I apologized to you. I said that I love you, no matter whether it’s Kang Yuhan or anyone else, my heart still chooses you. I gave you the reassurance not to be worried, not to be angry, don’t you feel much better now?”     

“Qin Yu, I was wrong!” Liang Jiahao hugged Qin Yu tightly with red eyes. “I’m sorry. I’m really sorry.”     

Qin Yu lay in Liang Jiahao’s arms and couldn’t hold back her tears anymore. “I waited for you for a long time. I just wanted you to reassure me and comfort me, but you didn’t! You blamed me.”     

Many felt that since they were in love, the word “reassurance” was no longer important.     

Many felt that a simple “sorry” could make up for everything.     

But the truth was, it wasn’t like that!     

No one should be wronged for others, no one should be hurt for others.     

Those grievances and injuries were not something that could just disappear.     

What the injured party needed was reassurance.     

Especially those who had just fallen in love.     

Women, their hearts were fragile. They would be afraid, they would feel doubtful about the future, they would have no confidence and would feel that if they face any more danger, they will not be able to survive.     

Liang Jiahao wiped the tears from Qin Yu’s face with his thumb and then said softly, “Qin Yu, I’m sorry for hurting you. I assure you that this will not happen again. You know how I feel about you, and you also know that I am not a man who likes to use sweet words to coax women.”     

Qin Yu nodded. “I know. I was too angry at the time, so I said it a little too harshly. I’m sorry too.”     

Liang Jiahao sighed, raising his hand to stroke Qin Yu’s hair. “Silly girl, you don’t need to apologize to me. I did not feel your grievances and your pain, I just acted according to my own mind and ignored the words you said. What you really wanted all along was my promise to you.”     

From the incident with Xia Jingfei to Shen Xieren, it was only a short period of time. Before Qin Yu could prepare, she had been injured with another.     

Liang Jiahao had overlooked this matter, as well as Qin Yu’s worries and fears.     

It was the same as when Qin Yu saw Hou Yingyi and Wei Xiaoqing greeting and welcoming the guests with a smile on their faces in the face of the benefit.         

    

Qin Yu always had fear in her heart.     

She was afraid that the feelings between them would also become like this.     

No sooner had one thing settled, she was struck by another thing. Therefore, she no longer felt safe from love.     

“Qin Yu.” Liang Jiahao pursed his lips, then suddenly smiled. “Will you marry me? Let’s get the certificate now.”