Shrewd wife of Lin brothers

Really really dark theme - skip if you were uncomfortable in the last chap I forgot to add warning -

Lin Yan turned his head in the direction of the thing that hit the window. His heart thumping wildly as he dropped the bowl in his hands back into the water vat, Lin Yan knew that he shouldn't even get closer to the thing but his damned pride wouldn't let him ignore it. He didn't want anyone else to see it, and if this thing came from the person he has thought it came from then he didn't want to make him look like a coward. He didn't want to show his fear, didn't want to let Luo Xin know that she still terrorized him. 

If he did that then it will only give her more power over him.

Lin Yan walked closer to the thing hurled, as he crouched down he realised it was a paper wrapped in a rock the size of a baby's fist. He picked it up and looked around, forcing himself to look proud, arrogant and unafraid as he always did - it wasn't so difficult either. With his cold face as long as he didn't show any expression no one would know what he was feeling, he surveyed his surroundings and called out " who is it? What kind of prank is this? Are you looking for trouble? Get out of here!"

With that, he threw the rock out of the house and turned around leaving the dishes behind. Right now, he had no intention to wash these dishes, not that he could - his heart was jumping in his chest, he was afraid that he might end up fainting right here and now. 

He opened the back door of the kitchen and walked inside but before he could shut the door shut, the stone came flying towards him again and landed right in front of him. 

Lin Yan looked down at the stone and closed the door with a bang, he knew that he couldn't create a fuss or everyone would realise that something was wrong with anyone, which was why she was doing this, she knew he wouldn't tell anyone or let them know that she was stalking him - again. 

Lin Yan wanted to burn the paper without looking at it but as he picked it up, the paper that seemed to have been crumpled up in a tight ball unravelled itself. 

His eyes widened at the first sentence, he wanted to stop looking but he couldn't - he gulped, looking away. His cheeks flaming not because of the embarrassment but because of sheer humiliation and shame. 

Luo Xin didn't sign it but Lin Yan knew who it was from her, he knew who was the one who sent this letter. That psychotic tormentor of his -Luo Xin.

He took a deep breath and with trembling hands picked up the paper it was not a letter, it wasn't even a threat. It was pure filth - in the paper, he didn't know how she did it but Luo Xin seemed to have drawn a rather horrific and disgusting picture of him. In the picture he was completely naked, bound and gagged, with obvious fear and terror in his eyes. 

It was clear that while imagining this, Luo Xin didn't once think of ' consent' , maybe she didn't even know what it was because every man she had in her so-called harem was 

  brought there against his will. Like him.

Lin Yan looked at the picture and the more he realised how disgusting it was, he was bound - his hands tied up, his member bounded in a stupid tool of her and of course, he was penetrated. 

And then it happened before he knew it. Tsunami-like nausea as bile surged up his throat.  It came out without a warning and luckily they had a dustbin in the kitchen and  Lin Yan emptied his half-eaten dinner in it until nothing was left in his stomach.  He felt like he has vomited for an entire eternity, his stomach was heaving as if wanting to come out and his throat was all shrunken and narrowed as he heaved wanting to empty his already empty stomach. 

He slid down on the ground and wiped his mouth, feeling more exhausted than ever. He threw the letter in the burning fire watching the once white paper turn black, the entire paper churned and shrivelled up displaying - those horrific words.

-' missed me?' 

He pushed himself off the ground and then stumbling he dragged his feet, trying to get to his room as soon as he could. He needed a long sleep, a long painless sleep where everything that just happened was nothing more than a dream. Because the reality was too scary for him to face.

-

" I am sorry!" a stream of cursed words left his mouth as he wiped the kitchen after spilling the entire dish that they were working on after doing the rookie mistake of trying to pick up the pan with his bare hands despite knowing how stupid it was.

" oh my God, are you okay?" Su Wan didn't know what happened today they were supposed to make fesenjan, a special dish that she learned in her modern life - the process was simple all they needed was to make a walnut paste and some pomegranate concentrate and everything was easy, squeezy lemon squeezy but somehow Lin Yan couldn't just get the hang of it, he could learn so many difficult dishes from her but now such a small dish he was having trouble with? 

" I'm sorry" repeated Lin Yan as he wiped the counter. 

Su Wan frowned and then stopped him from hurting himself, even more, she grasped his hands that have gone red because of the accident, clearly, he was burnt and hurt himself yet he was busy apologising, cursing and acting crazy- what was wrong with him?

However, Lin Yan seemed to have not hurt her, he kept moving. Seeing his maniacal like outburst, Su Wan couldn't help but tighten her hold on his hands which were so red that they seemed to be dripping blood " just stop Yan! What are you doing? Are you in your correct senses what are you doing ?"

Earlier Lin Yan hadn't heard her because he was too engrossed in the incident of last night - but when Su Wan grasped on his hands tightening her hold, he snapped out of his daze. 

He looked up at her suddenly feeling like he has gone mad, Su Wan was right in front of him yet he was back on his old habits of hurting himself to erase his guilt?