Novel Full Chapter 5181
Chapter 5181: Heart as good as before (17)
Translator: 549690339
Xirong ziye looked at it seriously. As he looked on, he felt his mind going into a trance.
It was as if he was looking at Things From Another World through the clouds.
It was very far away from him, but it also seemed very close.
But he was very focused.
As he looked at the two children, Xirong ziye thought that they were him and Bai Yaoyao.
It was because these two children looked so much like him and Bai Yaoyao.
However, he didn’t cherish Bai Yaoyao back then, while his son knew how to cherish his girl.
It was as if Xirong ziye was looking for some sort of psychological comfort. He really saw it as him and Bai Yaoyao.
Even at this moment, Xirong ziye wanted to cry. However, he was just an illusory and transparent shadow. He could only feel his heart bleeding in pain, but he could not cry.
His obsession with this world came from Bai Yaoyao, from the regret in his heart.
He had no regrets about his son, because his son had his own life.
However, he still wanted to see Bai Yaoyao again.
At this moment, he recalled many of his memories of this world.
His memories of Bai Yaoyao started to become clearer.
He could still clearly remember how well Bai Yaoyao treated him during their youth.
He also remembered his indifference at that time.
He couldn’t understand why Bai Yaoyao had so much strength and courage to love him back then!
She had given him too much love.
There were many times when she was hurt by his coldness, but she could turn back and continue to love him with all her strength.
As he thought of this, Xirong ziye’s transparent body started to become clear.
His obsession was too deep.
“Silly child, silly child …”
Suddenly, a voice rang out in the air. Xirong ziye asked,””Who’s talking?”
“I’m an emissary of the mortal world, I’m here to escort you out of this place. ”
Xirong ziye shook his head.”I’m not leaving.”
“You’re already dead. This is just a wisp of your obsession. What’s the use of you staying here? You’re no longer a human, and you’re dead. You should go where you belong. ”
Xirong ziye still shook his head stubbornly.”I’m not leaving.”
Just like what the messenger had said, he had a strong attachment and obsession to this world.
The emissary said helplessly,”in fact, everything in the mortal world, everything in the mortal world, is just a dream, a void. When a person dies, it becomes void. A hundred years on earth, day in the sky, it will pass in a flash. After you leave this place, all your memories of the mortal world will disappear. At that time, you will not remember everything here, and you will not have any obsession. If there is a new world, a new world, you will have a new life.”
The messenger continued to persuade Xirong ziye.
Xirong ziye’s expression changed. He understood the logic, and he also knew that he was dead, so there was nothing he could do.
But the obsession in his heart was too deep, and he couldn’t control it.
He had such deep feelings for Bai Yaoyao, and he felt so much guilt. How could he just leave like that?
Even if Bai Yaoyao were to die a few more decades later, would he be able to speak to her again?
In Xirong ziye’s heart, he did not want to leave this world.
Even if he knew that he was dead, he would not leave.
Because he could see many people, he could understand this world, and he would not be out of touch with this world.
Furthermore, when he saw fleeting dust and Tiantian happily together, he would feel a sense of comfort and think that he was with Bai Yaoyao. This kind of comfort made his heart feel a little better.
In reality, Xirong ziye had given all his love to Bai Yaoyao later on. Even when Bai Yaoyao wasn’t by his side, his love for her had never changed.