Novel Full Chapter 4532
Chapter 4532: A pool of spring water (23)
Translator: 549690339
Back then, Xia Xin LAN had said that she wouldn’t suddenly disappear and that she would tell him.
But in the end, she didn’t say anything and just disappeared so suddenly. He couldn’t find her no matter where he searched.
Or perhaps he didn’t put in the effort to look for her. He only did it in school and in her social circle. He didn’t use the Chu family’s power to search on a large scale.
The person she was used to suddenly disappeared. Even with Chu bingxuan’s steady personality, he couldn’t help but feel a little flustered.
In the second year of high school, she had persevered and treated him well, never giving up.
It was the summer break of the second year of high school and everyone had a gathering. It was supposed to be a gathering for people in his circle, but he didn’t expect his good friend to invite Xia Xin LAN.
Chu bingxuan was a little annoyed when he saw Xia Xinlan.
However, it was also that night that a problem occurred.
When the third year of high school started, she had appeared a few times. The way she looked at him was a little strange. Later, they had some unpleasant things. After that, she disappeared from his eyes. She really did what she said. She left no trace and never appeared in front of him again.
He didn’t want to recall the things that happened in his third year of high school. So in his dream, there wasn’t anything that happened in his third year of high school. It was just some scenes from the first and second years of high school. It was like a trotting horse lamp. But because of Xin Lan’s cheerful voice, he felt warm and comfortable in his heart.
Chu bingxuan couldn’t sleep peacefully. Beads of sweat rolled down his forehead as he mumbled,”Xin LAN, Xin LAN …”
When Chu bingxuan woke up again, he was extremely weak. He was sweating profusely, and his body was weak.
He looked at the scene in front of him and pulled out the pillow from the IV drip. Then, he went to look for Xia Xin LAN.
“Sir, don’t worry. Miss Xia is fine. She’s still sleeping and shouldn’t be disturbed. Miss Xia is too tired and needs a good sleep.”
Chu bingxuan’s face paled. After a moment of silence, he clenched his fists.
The nurse didn’t dare to get close to Chu bingxuan. She felt that this silent person had an indescribable sense of heaviness.
The pressure in the entire room increased, making it hard for people to breathe.
After a while, Chu bingxuan loosened her fist and said,””I know. I’m just going to see her. I won’t disturb her.”
He couldn’t bear to disturb her sleep.
However, after knowing the truth, he had to look at her again to see if she was safe and sound. Only then would his heart be at ease.
The nurse looked at Chu bingxuan’s back, then at the pillow that had been pulled out. For some reason, she didn’t know what to say.
Because this back view always made people feel a little sad.
Chu bingxuan walked to Xia Xinlan’s room and sat down beside her. Then, he gently held Xia Xinlan’s hand as if he was holding a treasure.
In his dreams, in his memories, he really wanted to go back and slap himself twice, to wake him up and cherish the girl in front of him.
However, the him in her memory was always cold and his words were hurtful.
Even if he chose his words carefully, those cold words would still hurt people.
He looked forward to Xin LAN waking up and wanted to treat her well.
But he was also afraid that when Xin LAN woke up, she would look at him with hatred and coldness. He wouldn’t be able to stand it.
It turned out that after that night, she would rather endure the pain alone to keep the child.
Chu bingxuan felt a lump in his throat. He was the one who let her down.
He wanted to talk. He wanted to say a lot, but he remembered that he could not disturb her.
Chu bingxuan knew that after he found out about the past, he would have no reason to let go of her hand.