Chapter 1290: We Have Terms (1)

Luteia was still resting her head on my shoulder, looking up at me with that devastatingly handsome smile that always disarmed me whenever she aimed it right at me; it was this perfect blend of lazy, arrogant and confident that ticked all of the boxes I had come to love from my partners... or maybe, it was a preference she had molded into me during our time together.

Either way what she was doing was entirely unfair since the smell of the flowers around us, the heat of her body, the way she was staring at me and the overwhelming lust I was feeling because of both this situation and my desires spilling over from last night all mixed together to make it almost impossible to pull away from her.

The way her hands gently slid around my hips and down across my cheeks, how she so easily slid her cock between them and reminded me of how ’powerful’ of a futanari she was, how she smelt as she nuzzled against my shoulder... it was all so unfair.

And Luteia was well aware of her ’dirty’ tricks, her eyes gleaming with mischief and calculation as she began to press her fingers into the flesh of my ass, hitting certain spots that always felt better than just indiscriminately groping me.

"Why are you doing this, Luteia..?"

"Hm~? Doing what? Attempting to have sex with my former lover? That’s rather simple, Renna... I missed you, missed your body, missed your heat... As for why I’m not bothering to hide how badly I want this..."

Kissing my collarbone and working her way to my neck, the Deerkin groaned softly as I shifted myself atop her lap, getting comfortable and allowing her cock to slide higher up between my cheeks as I welcomed her ’trickery’.

"I wasn’t lying when I said one of my biggest regrets was letting you go, Renna. Seriously... I miss you, so damn badly... Some nights I wake up smelling you nearby, yet I have to remind myself that that isn’t possible... and it hurts."

Biting my cheek and draping my arms over her shoulders, I looked down at her and studied her expression whilst weighing her words, trying to ensure that they were truthful before sighing softly as I realized they were.

"This is too little too late, Luteia... because you did let me go. You stopped choosing me and started choosing someone else, someone who could give you what you wanted."

The Deerkin groaned again and buried her face into the crook of my neck, not looking at me as she took a few deep breaths of my scent to soothe herself, allowing me to ruminate on the familiarity of this position.

The amount of times Luteia had asked me to situate myself on her lap as she ’pondered’ the happenings of the day was innumerable, and more often than not she had slipped from simply enjoying my embrace to indulging in my body as she pounded her frustrations away.

And I was more than happy to let her do so every single time because she was so capable of drowning me in bliss that washed away the frustrations I had with the day as well; it was something that used to come naturally to us every single day, and even now, after so long apart... it was something my body remembered.

"I know... I know, and I... Renna, I know how it sounds both for then and for now, but... I regret letting you go, but I don’t regret pursuing Dryatra either. I don’t regret having children with Dryatra, even if they sometimes make rather large mistakes. You... we discussed this many times, so I don’t want to reopen old wounds, not now..."

There was this faint ache that I felt in my heart, a reminder of the countless times we had argued with one another when we discovered that I was infertile; she never blamed me, never told me I was lesser, but she did always make it clear that she needed to have children.

Not only so that she could secure her lineage, not only because she wanted to have her family remain as the Royals of the Queendom, but also because... well, obviously it was something she just instinctually desired.

That was just something I couldn’t give to her, something I wasn’t able to provide despite being able to give her so much else, to help her with so much more; a family just wasn’t something I could give her, and because of that... we separated.

"Very well... Speaking of, where is the Goddess? We were never on perfect terms with one another, I’ll admit, but surely she wouldn’t just remain absent from something as important as this..? And surely she wouldn’t be so eager as to let you do this..?"

Luteia smiled at me wryly as she pulled me closer, taking a moment to rub her face against my breasts before she quietly said "Apparently the Goddesses are getting called back, for just a time. The opening of the ’gates’ for the majority of them means that the world is about to change, and the Goddesses tied to Nature, Fertility or anything else beneath the domain of Life are gathering to figure out what to do."

"How long ago..?"

"Mm... About a week or so. There’s no clear indication of when she’ll return either, because... well, attempting to understand the Divine is merely a fool’s pastime. So... I won’t deny that part of this is me being lonely. Me seeking out a companion to make life less dull... and..."

I moaned softly and arched into her as she palmed my ass, one of her hands grabbing ahold of my cheek whilst the other slid up my back and pulled me flush against her, allowing her to kiss my neck and murmur "Obviously I’ve been... a little pent up as well. Or... more accurately, there is only so much the maids can do for me."

Again I moaned as I hugged her close, nodding slowly and murmuring back "Your appetite hasn’t diminished at all then, has it? Have any of them resigned?", causing her to chuckle softly as she shook her head.

"One is close to it, presumably... I don’t know if you’ve seen the white haired one, but she’s been my favorite these last few nights; she has that cool and mysterious charm that cracks beautifully whenever I breed her just right."