Chapter 2093 - 2091: Intertwined Time and Space, Changed Lives (39)

After they had children, she gave up on that idea.

Brother Fong, Fong Lei, was just like Qin Yize, a person of extreme sensitivity.

Even the slightest difference, they would notice immediately.

After all, there were too many differences between this world and that world. Just like when he had just woken up, in what seemed like only a few seconds, Qin Yize realized that she wasn’t who she was supposed to be.

So Gu Qiaoqiao believes Brother Fong, Fong Lei, can also notice something is off. But what can you do after noticing it? Life must go on, so instead of adding more trouble for others, perhaps it’s better this way. Though it might be self-deceptive, it’s still far better than facing a direct awkward confrontation.

Therefore, Gu Qiaoqiao really has no friends here besides her family.

But that Qiaoqiao had friends, like An Xiaotong, Shang Qing, Mu Xinxin, and a young girl surnamed Chen living in Wangbei County Town.

Most importantly, Chu Chengfeng is surprisingly the clan leader of the Phoenix Clan. His wife, Sima Xiaowen, was a good connection made with the Gu Family by her little uncle back then.

And Ling Nan.

Even that white cat with purple eyes called Xiao Bai, and the completely white big white wolf.

All these belonged to that person, and there’s also Chang Qing. Chang Qing’s trajectory in this world is similar to that in the other world, with achievements even greater than in that other world.

Although he’s still single, he’s doing well. He already considers this place as his home and this Qiaoqiao as his elder sister, something she had hoped for before, and now it’s all coming true.

So really, this world is a completely new world. She couldn’t even think of it, let alone dream of it, and although she envies it greatly, it truly doesn’t belong to her.

Yet, the most important thing is that the world full of anguish and despair, she doesn’t want to go back to.

Gu Qiaoqiao stands by the window, remembering when she left that world, it was golden autumn, September. As she stood on the cliff looking afar, golden leaves covered the entire hillside. That day’s sunlight was warm, and the scenery was beautiful, yet inside her heart and her eyes, it was desolation.

Although the snow in the courtyard outside has been completely swept away, snow still rests on the trees, on the eaves, and on the walls. As the wind blows, snowflakes fall silently, but inside it is as warm as spring, and this world too is as warm as spring.

This world is indeed wonderful, with everything. This world’s Qiaoqiao is truly happy. At this moment, she really envies that Qiaoqiao, but at the same time, inexplicably, she also feels proud because she is not her, yet she is still her.

From her little uncle’s words, she could sense, and coupled with Qin Yize’s reaction, she could see that they couldn’t remain in deadlock for long. Perhaps soon this stalemate will break, because that Qiaoqiao is very powerful, she awakened her bloodline and became the legitimate successor of the Gu Family.

So she is bound to find a way to let them return to their rightful places, and that Qiaoqiao should come back.

This world was meant to be her world, all of this should have been hers.

Her pair of children are still eagerly waiting for her return; she cannot let this time stretch too long. If she could, she would even want to switch back right now.

After that Qiaoqiao returns, the life of happiness will continue unaltered.

But what about her, what will she do in that world?

No parents or family, only the cold and despairing reality, even if that Qiaoqiao still has Qin Yize.

After bringing enemies to justice, letting them receive the punishment they deserve, even if she possesses all the Gu Family’s wealth, what meaning does it have to live alone in that cold world?

If she had nothing, maybe she could continue living, but upon knowing the Gu Family’s immense wealth, how could she peacefully enjoy all of it?

Standing in front of the window, Gu Qiaoqiao suddenly felt a surge of desolation in her heart, reflected in her eyes too, a place of dead silence, as if the spark recently kindled was now gradually extinguishing.

The hands hanging by her sides clenched tightly into fists.

At this moment, Gu Qiaoqiao finally made a decision: she would cherish the remaining time, perhaps the only time in her life.

She doesn’t know how long it will last, but the inexplicable feeling inside suggests that day isn’t far away, so she must cherish it well and then, after they return to their respective positions, she would quietly end her life.

What is she living for?

What meaning does living hold for her?

Even with immense wealth, even with Great Grandfather still in this world, she still holds no attachment to that world. Even if Qin Yize silently did so much for her, even if she understands everything now, what could she do?

She feels that she can never return to the past, be it with Qin Yize, the Qin Family, or this newfound Gu Family, she cannot integrate, and she refuses to integrate. Life is already this way; there is no need to make any changes.

Wanting to die is not due to a momentary impulse, but due to complete disillusionment with that world, so she made that decision, even if she was saved, there might still be a second, a third time.

Just consider her already dead, this life is her reincarnation, she has paid off this life’s debt, hasn’t that other Qiaoqiao almost repaid it all? Thinking of this brings her a bit of peace, and with this thought, a melancholy smile came to Gu Qiaoqiao’s lips.

She really wants to take advantage of this time to spend more with her mom and dad.

Once she’s gone, there will never be another chance.

And once she dies, she thinks she could truly rest in peace.

This world is so magical; maybe once she passes away, she could be reunited with her long-lost mom, dad, and siblings.

With these thoughts, Gu Qiaoqiao is now enveloped in an aura of dead silence.

Just as Gu Junbai reached the gate of the courtyard, he felt it too. He paused in his steps, frowning, as it was within his expectations.

No attachment, no ties, once they switch back, this Qiaoqiao would still choose death. If she insists on this, even if he had the power, he could not move the wheel of fate.

Standing at the door, he let out a deep sigh, then Gu Junbai pushed open the door and entered.

Gu Qiaoqiao saw her little uncle return and was a bit surprised; she hadn’t seen him for more than half a month, but she quickly hid all her thoughts.

She cannot let her little uncle notice anything amiss.