Chapter 340 - 11.32
Kim Haneul was wide awake after Lee Yongsun suddenly appeared and hugged him from behind. He kept thinking about his despicable and promiscuous nature. He was a good man. He believed that at least. But how could he fell in love with the devil?
Han checked Jay's mattress and found an empty mattress. He checked the time on his phone, and it showed four in the morning. He sighed and washed his face. He wore his jacket and went out.
He sat on the first floor of the building, waiting for Jay to return. He tried calling Jay's phone, the call went through, but Jay didn't pick it up. So Han waited for an hour until he saw someone walking unsteadily, left and right, while he was holding on to anything around him so he wouldn't fall flat on the ground.
Han squinted his eyes to see the man and immediately realized who that man was when he got closer.
"Jay!" Han rushed to help Jay, who was drunk. Han propped Jay on his shoulder and then asked, "What happened with you?"
Jay blinked few times. He felt like he was dreaming. Jay blinked again and finally realized the man who was helping him right now. Jay pulled Han Hyung on his embrace, and then he fell backwards, so Han Hyung would be lying on his chest while his back was hitting the concrete in a loud bump.
Jay didn't seem to be hurting though. He laughed happily, like a child that had just obtained the toy that he really wanted for so long, "Han Hyung! You are finally here with me. I'm so happy!"
Han hesitated. It was rare for Jay to get drunk. He was a strong drinker, it would take a lot for Jay to get drunk, "Jay? What happened to you?"
Jay shook his head and continued hugging his Han Hyung, "Ah, Han Hyung, I'm so happy right now!"
"Why?" Han asked.
Jay blinked few times. He picked Han's cheeks with his fingers and then kissed Han gently on his cheek. "Why do you ask? Because you are here with me, right now, Han Hyung. I thought you've left me for that bastard Lee Yongsun. But you are still with me! I'm so glad! I will make you happy, Han Hyung! I know you have been working too hard, that's why you got bored at me…"
Jay gently patted his Han Hyung's head and continued, "But don't worry, Hyung, I will not disappoint you anymore. Don't you see my successful debut? I will be a big star in the future, and I will make sure to give you everything that you want. I will compensate for all your suffering after taking care of me for so long!"
"Jay… I take care of you sincerely. I don't need you to compensate me with anything, because I… I love you…"
Jay, who was smiling, suddenly turned gloomy the moment Han said love. He covered Han Hyung's lips with his palm and said, "You don't need to lie to me, Hyung. I know everything already…"
"I know you don't love me anymore, because I saw your video with that bastard Lee Yongsun… you sucking his nipple… and he sucking your nipple… I saw everything, Hyung…" Jay said. There was a trace of despair in his eyes.
Han's eyes widened in shock. He didn't know that Lee Yongsun was despicable enough to actually record their activity that evening and showed it to Jay.
"J—Jay, please don't misunderstand, I didn't do it on purpose, I—"
Jay, who turned gloomy suddenly, had a burst of anger out of nowhere. He glared at Han Hyung and wrapped his arm around Han Hyung's waist. He clenched Han Hyung's waist until it was difficult for Han to breathe.
"Ack! J—Jay!"
"Hyung, you don't need to lie to me anymore…" Jay said. He hid his face on Han Hyung's chest. He continued, "I know I'm just a failure as a boyfriend… what kind of man who lets his beloved suffer so much, to be exhausted until you fainted few times…"
"Why can't I be richer? Why can't I work harder? I don't know, Han Hyung… I don't know why can't I make you happier…"
Jay started sobbing again. Jay was usually a very calm and collected man. He was quite cold to many people and didn't like to talk much, even towards his other group mates. But he was incredibly affectionate and loving to his Han Hyung.
So when there was too much shock in his heart, all he could do was crying.
Yunyu couldn't help but be affected by Jay's sincerity. This man was truly hopelessly in love with Kim Haneul. This kind of love was really on par with all master of the previous worlds.
He could also feel the same love exuding from Jay, the same feeling that he got from Javier, Altair, Elduin, and many more. At this point, he just couldn't believe that Jay was not the master of the world.
And he also couldn't understand his own feeling. He still loved Jay so much, but his love had been split into two. Now he loved two men, his beloved dongsaeng, Jay, and that devil, Lee Yongsun.
'Why am I so despicable and promiscuous!'
[Pupa, how could you make this world so painful? Jay literally loves Han so much. He treats Han so sincerely, yet you don't pick him as the master of the world!]
[Why Lee Yongsun?! There is Jay here, who loved Han so deeply. And your mission forced me to hurt him like this?! Why it had to be that devil!?]
There was no answer from Pupa because it had wasted its once a day automated message. Which made Yunyu drifted in this wave of emotion. He responded to Jay's hug and kissed Jay's lips gently. He couldn't understand his own feeling.
He said nothing, but he kept kissing Jay passionately. This was the only thing he could do. Because no matter what he said, there was no turning back. Jay had seen his promiscuousness with Lee Yongsun, and that devil might have been influencing Jay so much. He was the devil, after all. It was his inherent nature to enjoy the torture that human had to suffer.
Jay accepted the kisses, but after a while, he turned his head to avoid Han Hyung's lips and then said, "Hyung, I have promised to myself that I will not kiss you until I can have you all for myself."
"Since you left me because I'm not worth it for you, I've decided to embrace you again once I can prove my worth… I promised myself that to myself… but I have to break it now, just once, because this will be the last time for me to do this."
"What do you mean?" Han asked suspiciously. He had a bad feeling about this.
There was a bitter smile on Jay's lips. He stared at his beloved Hyung's face and caressed his cheek gently, "Han Hyung, I've signed another contract with Lee Yongsun. So I can get closer to my dream of giving you a happy life. I will do everything for you."
"Hyung, I will die for you."