Project Zero: Milking Women Refuels Me.
Chapter 133: Eren’s Story
Eren called them to the table at dusk, and he did it quietly.
“Damian. Devian.” He stood at the end of the steel bench with his satchel open in front of him. “Not the whole barn. Just you two.”
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Sable looked up from her tablet, read the old man’s face, and carried her work to the far corner without a word. Elena steered Mara toward the stove with a hand at her elbow. Kira stayed where she was, shoulder against the doorframe, arms folded, eyes on the yard.
Devian crossed the boards and sat. Damian took the chair opposite, and the ring went warm against his finger.
Eren reached into the satchel and laid something on the steel.
A photograph. Creased white at the corners, the colours gone soft with age.
“It hung in the cottage kitchen for seventeen years,” he said. “I took it down last. I wasn’t sure I’d get it out.”
_ _
The woman in the photograph was laughing.
She sat on a stone wall with her boots swinging, a mug in one hand and a pencil behind her ear. Dark hair in a careless knot. A smear of ink along one cheekbone. The laugh had taken over her whole face, and her eyes were nearly closed.
Devian didn’t move. His hands lay flat on the bench on either side of the picture, as if he were afraid it would lift.
“She’s so young,” he said at last.
“Eighteen.” Eren sat down heavily. “That was the summer before.”
Damian leaned over the photograph. He knew those eyes. He had seen them in a mirror every morning of his life. He had never seen them look like this, wide open and amused, aimed at someone just out of frame.
“Who was she laughing at?” he asked.
Eren’s mouth moved, dry and brief. “Me. I’d told her the pathway was a river. She said it was a building, and that I was an idiot for not noticing the stairs.”
“Was she right?” Devian looked up sharply.
“Mostly.” Eren rubbed his jaw. “I never told her.”
_ _
He told them the rest in the order it had happened.
At sixteen she had walked into a Collective safe house in a coat two sizes too big. She’d found them herself, from rumours and a hand-drawn map. She’d refused to give a surname, refused tea, refused the spare bed, and then spent three days in the corner of the study reading every paper on the shelves.
“On the fourth day,” Eren said, “she corrected a footnote in my second paper.”
Devian’s head tilted. “Was she right?”
“Yes. It’s still wrong in the published version.” Eren’s eyes crinkled at the corners. “I never forgave her.”
Kira shifted at the door, but she didn’t speak. The lamp flickered over the three faces at the bench.
Eren described how Aria worked. She talked while she drew, always, narrating the architecture to nobody. She left tea to go cold on every flat surface, so that you could trace her path through a building by the mugs. She hummed one tune when she was close to an answer, and it was flat, and she never knew.
“She tapped,” Eren said. “When she was thinking. Three beats on whatever was nearest. Two short, one long.”
The barn went still.
Damian felt the silence reach the corners of the room. Devian had gone rigid on his chair, and his fingers lay curled on the steel, the first one lifted a fraction of an inch.
“I do that,” Devian said. His voice came out very small. “In the dark. With my hands. I thought I made it up.”
Eren looked at his fingers. For a long moment he said nothing. His throat worked.
“No,” he said. “You didn’t.”
Devian stared at his own hand as though it belonged to someone else. Then, slowly, he curled it shut.
_ _
“And me?” Damian asked.
He hadn’t meant to. The words came out rough.
Eren turned toward him. His eyes travelled from Damian’s face to the ring and back, and something in them softened. “The ring,” he said. “She twisted it when she was angry. Round and round, always the same direction. She wore a groove in her finger.”
Damian looked down. His right thumb had pinned the ring to his knuckle. He had been turning it for the last five minutes without noticing.
He stopped.
“Her temper was terrible,” Eren said gently. “She hated being managed. She hated being told a thing was impossible. You’ve both inherited that.”
“Is that why she started the program?” Devian asked. He had one eyebrow lifted. “Someone told her it couldn’t be done?”
“Someone told her it shouldn’t.” Eren smiled without much humour. “Nexarion’s first director said her pathway was a curiosity. She sat in a cell for a week designing the research protocol out of spite.”
Devian let out a short breath that was nearly a laugh. It cracked in the middle.
At the far end of the barn, Elena pressed her fingers to her mouth. Mara took the pencil out of her hair and held it still.
_ _
Eren told them about the last night.
He told it plainly, without ornament. The Collective had known for a month that Nexarion was circling. Aria had argued to stay and fight, and lost the vote, and sat on the cottage steps with her arms around her knees. When he came out with two mugs she took one without looking at him.
“She said, ‘If I’m taken, don’t come for me. Come for what I leave.'” Eren’s voice thinned. “I thought she meant the research.”
Nobody spoke. The generator hummed its flat note.
“She was carrying you both by then,” he said. “She didn’t tell anyone for three months. She told me last. She was terrified.” He looked at the photograph. “Then she laughed about it. She said you’d be a catastrophe.”
Devian’s shoulders shook once. He pressed the heel of his hand against his eye and held it there.
Damian reached across the bench and set his hand over his brother’s. Devian didn’t pull away. His fingers turned and gripped back, hard, with a faint blue-white crackle that lit both their knuckles for a second and died.
Neither of them said anything.
_ _
The lamp had burned low when Devian lifted his head.
His eyes were red. His voice was steady, and it was the steadiest thing in the room. “Eren.”
“Yes.” The old man met his gaze.
“Was she happy?” Devian’s hand still held Damian’s. “Before.”
Eren looked at the photograph, at the wall and the mug and the ink-smeared cheek. He took a long breath through his nose. He put one finger on the corner of the picture and slid it across the steel until it rested between the twins.
“Yes,” he said. “She was. Very.”
Devian nodded once. He didn’t trust himself with more. He picked the photograph up with both hands and held it close to the lamp, and his thumb moved over the creased edge.
At the door Kira unfolded her arms. She looked at the three of them for a long moment, and her ears were pink. Then she turned and went out into the cold, and the door clicked shut behind her.
Damian sat with his hand on his brother’s and the ring warm against his finger.
Ding!
[Note: Relational resonance logged. No degradation applied.]
[Note: The seal responds to who you are becoming. Tonight it is simply listening.]
He read it silently and didn’t mention it.
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Fifteen days.
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