Chapter 179: Love me. Love me. Love me. (18+)

Noah’s POV

"Fuck" Elias groans.

His breathing above my head is so heavy and so unsteady that I’m starting to worry about giving him a heart attack.

I look up again to see if he’s okay, and smile when I’m convinced that he’s fine. His jaw is clenched and he’s pressing his head into the door. He’s falling apart for me, and I might become addicted to this sight.

My eyes return to the bulge of his cock. His briefs are not doing a very good job at hiding his thick length. The dark fabric is even darker as it is wet with my saliva and his precum.

"Mmmh" I moan as I lean forward to do it again. I think I enjoy feeling his reaction when I suck his dick through the fabric.

I taste his salty precum, smell a hint of sweat, and feel the searing heat radiating off him.

Elias buries his fingers in my hair, and I whimper from the pain.

I don’t want him to make me stop, so I hurriedly pull his briefs down, purring as I free his cock. I lick my lips again as I take in the sight of his hardness. He’s beautiful here too. The head is already flushed red with arousal.

"Does it hurt?" I ask with false innocence and he grunts, hitting his head against the door. I smile to myself and lean forward with my tongues sticking out...I want to ease his pain.

"Oh fuck...you’re evil, Angel" he whispers and I see his knees buckle as I run over his slit. The rich flavor of his precum fills my taste buds and it’s everything falls in place. This is the real craving.

I wrap one hand around his shaft, use the other hand to steady myself by holding on to his thigh, and then I take a generous lick his underside.

His cock twitches on my tongue and it encourages me to keep doing it.

Moving forward and digging my nails into the tense muscles of his thigh, I wrap my lips around the crown of his cock. I’m not sure of what I’m doing, but I’ve seen enough movies and read enough books to figure it out.

Elias’s hand tightens around the blonde strands of my hair as I try to take him deeper.

"Enough. That’s enough, Angel" he says with an angry growl and pulls me up.

"I-" I try complaining about the interruption and he slams his hot mouth on mine. I wrap my arms around his neck, moaning as he walks us backwards. I focus on his tongue while he focuses on taking us to bed.

The back of my knees hit the bed, and I let myself fall backwards. My ass hit the soft mattress as I land on it and I stare up at Elias with shining blue eyes. I don’t want to stop looking at him.

"You drive me mad and I do not mean it in a good way, Noah" he says in a chilling voice and proceeds to tear my clothes off my body.

It’s a savage move, but it’s just what I want...I need him hard and rough.

"You test and ruin everything I’ve planned" he says, pressing his thumb to my bottom lip and forcing the plush flesh down. I lick his thumb and he hisses.

"You can ruin me in return...I don’t mind" I say with a soft tone and he takes in a sharp breath.

"The mouth on you...Noah. The fucking mouth on you" he says and takes off his own clothes. I move up in the bed and wait for him to come to me. If he doesn’t like the mouth on me, he can always get me to say something else.

"I’m obsessed with your taste, Angel" he mutters as he covers my body with his. His cock rests on my stomach, and I look into his eyes, a warning, before reaching between us.

"Fuck..." his whole body jerks as I take both of our cocks in my hand. I don’t know why I suddenly feel so bold, but I move my hand over our wet cocks. The feeling of his longer cock sliding against mine is unholy.

"I’ll cum" Elias complains in a voice that sounds like a whine.

"Cum" I respond.

"Inside you. I want it inside you" he says and I take my hand off. Elias, knowing what I want, moves with me as I guide his tip to my stretched hole.

He groans as I try and fail in guiding his cock into me.

"I’ve got you, Baby" he says, placing his hand over mine and taking control.

Goddess, I love him so much. The other alphas I have been taught to prepare my body for would have hurt me for being an incompetent omega.

"Love me...Elias...ughh...love me" the words fall out of my mouth as he fills me up. The alpha supports my legs, lifting them to his waist as he pushes in completely.

"Noah..." he calls my name but says nothing else. My mate drops his head to my neck as he holds still. We are both soaring on the feeling of being connected like this after so long.

I place my hands on his back, digging my nails into his skin. I want to explode. He pulls away slightly and pushes in again.

He’s trying to hold back, but I don’t want that. I want the rough side of him. I need the uncontrolled side of him.

"Please...oh FUCK" I scream as he snaps his hips, thrusting into me with the force strong enough to make my teeth clatter.

"OH GODDESS" I cry out as he starts to fuck into me at that frequency. The squelching noises from how much wetter I’m getting fills the room. It’s raw desire.

"I love you, Noah" Elias pants with a thick voice and my eyes fill up with tears.

This moment feels inhumanly beautiful. He slows down his thrust and moves his hips like he’s mapping me out. Like he’s painting me from the inside and like I’m his masterpiece.

My breathing turns into short gasps as another orgasm approaches. I can feel his knot swelling with each thrust. I claw his back to keep my orgasm at bay.

I want to cum with him.

I want him to love me.

"Love me. Love me...aghh!" I moan the only words on the tip of my tongue, and he gives the final thrust, locking our bodies with his knot and filling me with his seed.

He’s more than enough for me...psychotic or not, as long as he loves me, it’s enough.