Chapter 12: Virginity (R18)

In the early morning Su Qingxue woke against him and felt her body a little heavy.

Her face closer to his neck, not his shoulder, breathing him in the clean scent of his skin ; the warmer, deeper musk that was simply him.

Her breast pressed on the rising and falling chest, not his arm.

Her hand splayed over his body, and her abdomen pressed tightly against somthing, tightly enough that she felt it’s warmth and thickness. it made her heart flutter and her ears pink all the way to her neck

She didn’t pull away instead she stayed like that , watching his sleeping face..

When the rhythm of his chest changed she knew he was awake.

"Qingxue."

Her fingers curled into the fabric as she whispered , "I’m tired of waiting,Tired of waking up on you and pretending I don’t want this. If we do it... it’s because I choose it, I won’t blame you, I’ll never Tian-ge .

Lin Tian’s good hand rose and cupped the unhurt side of her face. His thumb traced the soft line of her cheekbone. "Are you sure you won’t regret this ? "

She nodded once gently..but suddenly " I’m sure..ughh; don’t make me say it again! "

Their lips touched slowly but he pressed a little firmer, then caught her lower lip between his teeth and bit it gently until she made a small sound.

"Ummm...." Only then did he tilt his head and push his tongue slowly into her mouth. She opened for him, her fingers curled in his robe as the kiss deepened and he rolled her under him carefully, mindful of his arm, kissing the line of her jaw, her throat, sliding his tongue over her collarbone , while he found the edge of her collar.

The ties gave easily under her own fingers. Fabric parted, and cool air brushed across skin that had never been so openly offered.

Her breasts were medium and soft in the grey light. Pale skin almost translucent where it stretched over the gentle curves. Nipples a soft pale pink that had already tightened into small peaks, the areolas light and delicate around them...

Haah.... look at her!

He looked at them for a long second. She watched his face and didn’t cover herself stubborn even now.

He lowered his head and took one into his mouth,

"Hngg...."

He licked slowly around the peak, then sucked until the pale pink deepened toward rose and she was breathing hard.

He moved to the other side the same way while his good hand slid down her stomach and into her trousers..her sex was wet and sticky.

His fingers stroked through the slick heat and she opened her thighs for him without being asked. Between her legs her pussy was neat and delicate, outer lips smooth and light pink, only a small patch of soft fine black hair above it ...The inner lips a slightly darker pink and already glossy..

He rubbed slow circles over the sensitive bud at the top of her sex. Her hips started moving against his hand before she could stop them..

"Tian-ge...!"

He helped her out of the rest of her clothes, then his own. When he settled lower between her legs she made a small confused sound and tried to close her thighs.."What are you doing?!"

"I can’t wait, open it ...I want to kiss it "

"You don’t have to....!"

He parted her thighs, and kissed the inside. Then higher , she was still trying to argue when his tongue dragged over her open folds..

"Hngg...! Tian-ge..that’s.. dirty !"

He licked her again, from the soft entrance up to the swollen bud at the top. Her hands fisted in the sheets. He did it again, and again.

Long strokes between the light pink lips, tasting her slick, the dual core turning quietly as pure Yin leaked toward him. She tried to close her thighs..

He held them open with his good arm and kept going ; focused pressure on her clit, the tip of his tongue dipping just inside where she was tight and wet..

"Mmmhh stop teasing...!"

"I’m not teasing."

"You are....hngg—!"

He sucked lightly on the bud. Her hips jerked ,he did it again, then circled it with his tongue until her breathing broke into short uneven sounds and her fingers were in his hair, not pushing him away anymore, just holding on...

"Aaahhnnn .!!. Tian-ge..something’s, building--!"

He didn’t stop, he licked her open and steady, listening to every sound she made, until the tension in her thighs went tight and her whole body started to shake..

Then the thick heat rushed through her pussy.

It started low and then flooded outward in waves, her walls fluttering hard against his mouth, a high broken cry leaving her throat as pure Yin spilled toward him in a warm rush..

Her back arched off the bed.. Her hands pulled his hair...She couldn’t form words .. only shocked sounds as the climax rolled through her, and left her trembling, oversensitive, the pale pink of her nipples darkened to rose.

He kissed the inside of her thigh once more and climbed back up her body... She tasted herself on his mouth when he kissed her and flushed harder, but, she didn’t turn away.

When he settled between her legs the heavy, hot length of his cock rested against her inner thigh. She looked down, face going red... She had never seen a man like this up close ... thick, veined, the head flushed a deep reddish color.

When she reached between them and touched him once, awkward, feeling how hard and heavy he was, he dropped his forehead to her shoulder with a rough breath.

"Qingxue , tell me if it hurts too much."

"I will.Just ,.just ... don’t stop in the middle because you’re worried that I chose this."

Umm... stubborn even now ,

He guided himself to her entrance.

Her pussy looked almost shy in the grey light , tight , the light pink outer lips parted just enough to show the glossy inner flesh.

The thick head of his cock pressed against that wet opening, spreading her just enough that she already felt the stretch before he even pushed.

He sank in slow , the burn hit her at once.

"Angh...!"

Her hands locked hard on his shoulders as her body tried to close around him. He stopped at once with only the tip inside, kissing the corner of her mouth, her cheek, the unbruised side of her jaw while she shook under him.

"Breathe,I’ve got you." he wishpered,

She tried breathing through the burn while he held still. When the worst of it eased he pushed another inch, then another .

Her tight walls stretching around the thick length of him. Tears pricked the corners of her eyes. He wiped one away with his thumb and kept going, watching her face the whole time, until the head of his cock met the ’ thin barrier inside her’ and she felt it.... that sudden stop, the place that had never been opened !

He looked at her , She nodded, breath shaking. "Do it..."

He pushed through, the barrier gave with a sharp, bright tear of pain that ripped a raw cry out of her.

She screamed into his neck as her whole body locked around him,

"ufff! --! Tian-ge It hurts...!!! please don’t , don’t push."

He held still all the way inside her, buried to the hilt, shaking with the effort of not moving while she sobbed against his throat, her nails digging into his back.

The thick stretch of his cock forcing her open in a way she had never felt before. Warm wetness spread between them her virgin blood mixing with her own slick.

haah ! She’s so tight... don’t move... don’t you dare move yet...

"I’m sorry," he whispered into her hair, "I’m sorry. It’ll pass. Just breathe "

"haah , Don’t pull out.. haah ,...Just give me a moment...".

He gave her more than a moment. He kissed her , the gentle bite on her lower lip again, then his tongue sliding into her mouth when she opened for him swallowing the soft broken sounds she kept making, Until the worst of the sting faded into a deep, full pressure and her breathing started to even out against his mouth..

When she shifted her hips experimentally, testing the heavy thickness still buried inside her ,

"Does it still hurt?"

"Less.. It’s so full... It’s big..."

A rough breath against her skin. "I’ll go slow."

He pulled out a little and pushed back in, watching every change on her face. The pain settled into a strange deep pressure that started to feel like something else entirely.

’What’s this feeling... every time his thing goes inside and presses the walls... I-- I can’t even think... what’s happening... it’s totally different from what I’ve expected...’

She kept her legs around him and let him move. Every long stroke dragging against places inside her that made her breath catch and soft moans spill out of her without her meaning to.

"Mmnh.!.. Tian-ge..!!. Yess! Yes!! Yessss!! Aaannyesss! "

The dual energy woke between them as pure Yin leaked from her and extreme Yang answered from him, warm and cool at the same time, easing the last of the hurt until, the thick slide of his cock became less pain and more overwhelming fullness.

He kissed her and thrust a little deeper, a little surer. The bed creaked under them while her blood and wetness made every stroke easier, her body slowly learning the shape of him. "Better?" he asked,

"yeah better... don’t stop!!! "

She started meeting him with small movements of her own hips, learning the rhythm, getting used to the thick stretch opening her on every thrust.

Soft broken moans kept falling from her lips as she held onto him and let the first time take her carefully and a little messy.

Her virgin blood on his cock and the sheets, his mouth on her throat, the dual core turning between them. Se’s taking me... she’s actually taking me..!.

"yess like that !!! " It feels strange ... ohhh Yesss!!"

When he finally spilled inside her it was with a low groan and her name, and she felt the hot pulse of him deep in her body while the gold-violet light flickered once across the bed.

Her walls fluttered weakly around him as she clung to his shoulders and tried to catch her breath.

He did not pull out right away ,he stayed inside her, forehead against hers, and kissed her soft and long lips, the gentle press of tongue, the quiet care of it , while her body got used to the feeling of being filled and claimed for the first time.

Her blood still warm between them. Her soft after-moans still catching in her throat.

"Are you all right?" he asked.

Su Qingxue’s eyes were wet, yet she was smiling,

"Yes I’m just all right... Just wait a little before moving... again,You’re still so deep..."