Chapter 1217: I thought you didn’t want me anymore

Translator: 549690339 

She had received too much information today, and Shuyin couldn’t digest it all in a short time.

However, there was a voice in her heart that told her that it was not like that! Jing Rui was nice to her, not because he felt guilty or because he wanted to atone for his sins.

The scenes of her time with Jing Rui appeared in Shuyin’s mind.

She used to wonder why Jing Rui had protected her. Their cooperation had ended, but he still appeared by her side so often.

At the beginning, he clearly did not fall in love with her.

But now, it seemed to make sense.

But Shuyin still had a lot of doubts in her heart. She did not believe the one-sided story of the person on the phone. Even if it was her biological mother, she would not believe it easily. But her trust in Jing Rui had also been shaken.

She kept adjusting her breathing and forced herself to calm down.

“You’ve been giving me all kinds of hints, so that I can contact you and tell you that Jing Rui killed Shucheng mountain!”

Shuyin’s lips curled into a sneer. She called Shu Chengshan by his name and didn’t even call him ‘father’.

“You want me to leave Jing Rui? Oh, no, no, you want me to kill Jing Rui to avenge Shucheng mountain! What a good plan. You’re so sure that I’ll do things according to your wishes?”

A woman’s giggles came from the phone. It was clear and charming, like a little girl who didn’t know much about the world, but also like a charming mature woman. The two feelings intertwined, and Shu Yin felt extremely disgusted!

This voice was almost exactly the same as Shuyin’s mother’s laughter!

She used to smile like this too. Every time she smiled like this, she would always receive the gentle and doting gaze of Shucheng Shan, as if she was a treasure.

However, she used to only smile at Shucheng Shan and rarely smiled at her daughter.

Her laughter aroused Shu Yin’s disgust, and even her hatred for Shu Chengshan increased.

“Your laughter is very nice, but it’s more suitable for seducing men. It has no effect on me!”

“Xiao Yin, my daughter, you’ve really disappointed me!”

A faint sigh came from the phone.”I don’t blame you for not being close to me since we were young, but your father doted on you so much. How could you marry an enemy who killed your father? Be good and leave Jing Rui. Don’t make any more mistakes!”

“The enemy who killed my father? Hahaha!”

Shuyin suddenly laughed a little shrilly. Her angry voice echoed in the empty lecture hall,””If Shucheng Shan didn’t die, I would have killed him myself! I would like to thank Jing Rui. He did it, so I don’t have to do it myself. I’ll let him have a taste of ten thousand poisons!”

“He had no choice but to send you to prison that year. He didn’t know that Lucas was a pervert! Not to mention, he was being hunted down at that time and had nowhere to run. He was afraid that you would be killed, so he could only send you to the Virus Research Institute, where even killers couldn’t enter!”

“Oh, really? Is it for my own good? You want Lucas to use me as a test subject, inject me with all sorts of drugs, and then cultivate all sorts of viruses in my body?”

Shuyin smiled gently. She never cried easily, but her tears fell unconsciously.

“My biological parents are so good to me! When I was eight or nine years old, I was beaten up by Lucas until my internal organs started bleeding. When my flesh was corroded by the virus and my bones were exposed, I wanted to dig up my grave! Every day, when I opened my eyes and felt like I was about to die from the pain, I would think, why am I still not dead? Why am I still alive?”

“I naively thought that all of you were dead and I was the only one left alive. Sometimes, I also felt that perhaps it was because my parents loved me that they died, leaving me alive. Only now do I know that none of you are dead! It turns out that I’m the only one living a life worse than death!”

“Now that you’ve seen that I’m living well, you’ve appeared again, making me feel pain and blame myself. You even incited me to kill my fiancé. You won’t be able to find a second one in the world!”

Shuyin’s tone was filled with obvious disdain. Even if this person was her mother, she would never acknowledge her!

How could such a woman who didn’t care about her life and death be worthy of being a mother?

And her so-called secret was full of loopholes.

She had met Jing Rui three years ago and became his subordinate. He was in charge of her safety.

But this man said that Shucheng Shan was killed by Jing Rui last year.

According to Jing Rui’s meticulous thinking and straightforward personality, he could not protect her and kill her father at the same time.

If he had wanted to kill Shu Chengshan, he wouldn’t have chosen her to take care of Jing Zhi three years ago.

At least it proved that Jing Rui had protected her three years ago.

After thinking this through, Shuyin’s heart instantly relaxed a lot.

The woman on the phone was still praising Shu Chengshan, saying how good he was to his daughter and how much he blamed himself.

Shuyin listened quietly, but she didn’t believe a single word.

The pain she had suffered in the past was not something that could be dispelled by a word of self-blame.

She had hated him for so many years. How could she suddenly stop?

More and more people came to the classroom to study. Shuyin hung up the phone and walked out with her bag.

Under the dark night sky, the street lamps stretched into the distance one after another, as if they were guiding Shuyin home, allowing her to move forward slowly.

A light rain started to fall from the sky, and under the umbrella, there were romantic and sweet couples.

Usually, Jing Rui would have taken her home by this time, but why didn’t he come today?

What happened?

Shuyin’s heart was as gloomy as the weather, so stuffy that she couldn’t breathe.

She stood under the pine tree where she usually waited for Jing Rui. She did not hold an umbrella and let the raindrops fall on her body and face through the gaps between the pine leaves.

The rain got heavier and there were fewer and fewer people on campus. In the end, only Shuyin was left standing in the rain.

She would rather be in the rain than leave. She wanted to wait for him to come.

After an unknown period of time, a black sports car cut through the night sky and sped over. Then, it suddenly stopped in front of Shuyin.

Jing Rui’s tall figure got out of the car and walked into the rain.

“Yinyin, I’m sorry I’m late! If you can’t wait for me, why don’t you go home first?”

His voice was filled with anxiety and heartache.

He had come in such a hurry that he didn’t bring an umbrella.

He hurriedly took off his suit jacket and put it on Shuyin.””Let’s go home!”

His thin white shirt was instantly drenched by the rain, but he didn’t care at all. He only used his expensive suit to block the rain for her.

The tears that Shuyin had been holding back came to her eyes. She threw herself into Jing Rui’s arms and cried,””Why did you only come now? I thought you didn’t want me anymore!”