Chapter 367 - Where She Belongs...
After another steamy make-out session in the office bedroom, Xu Nuan and he again cleaned up together and dressed up in another set of fresh clothes before getting under the blanket.
Since it's already dinner time, they have decided to leave for home in a while. It's better to take a short break to catch up on their breaths before getting out of the office.
Rather than cooking food, they can simply call for delivery. Who has left the strength to cook food anyway? Even if he cooks food after this, she doesn't have the energy to do the dishes at all.
Also, she was too embarrassed to see the watchman who will be guarding outside the office. Even though she will have to face him sooner or later, she just wanted to delay that encounter as much as possible.
Thankfully, Han Zihao had given a half-day leave to all the staff of the Presidential floor and that's how they all left together for the lunch break and never came back to the office.
Sly Man!!
If not, she would have been too embarrassed to face them. However, she was still worried about the rumors that could spark in the office. People must be curious how she came to the office and never left until the night?
Not only that, Han Zihao even made the staff leave early.
Yeah…It's definitely not suspicious.
'Argh….Why did she even agree to his words?' She cried in her head, thinking about the consequences of their reckless actions.
While she was busy in her thoughts, Han Zihao leaned closer and whispered in her ears, " Jiang Yue, There is something that I want from you. Can you do that?" He asked.
Xu Nuan turned to him and stared at him with squinting eyes. He is using her 'real' name yet again. While making out, he never called her as Xu Nuan even for once.
Is that what is still going on in his head? Does he again…
This Beast!
" Now what? Don't even think about it. I am not doing anything again. I am tired." She pulled the blanket to cover herself properly and gave him a wary gaze.
He stared at her making faces and chuckled seeing her slightly pouting lips and puffed cheeks. How can she be this cute?
" It's not about that."
" Then what is it? Don't even dream of doing anything now. I am hungry. I am too tired to move my fingers now." She complained.
Her whole body was aching and she was not sure if she could even wake up early tomorrow for work or not. Because of him, she already missed today's half-day work and will have to go through everything tomorrow now.
Han Zihao stared at her wary expressions and smiled. " I want you to do something else for me."
"Jiang Yue, I want you to write a song for me." He finally said, making her freeze in her place.
'Make a song for him?'
It's been a long time since she has written a song. Although she is working as the artist manager and has helped The Knights a lot with their music production and everything, she hasn't written a single song since she became Xu Nuan.
It's not like she didn't want to, she just couldn't. As if the urge or excitement to write songs died inside her when she saw her group and the years-long friendship between The Queens breaking into pieces.
She has built that group to what it was and was very prideful about it. It was not just a group for her but more like a family.
She wasn't even this attached to her family that she was with her group members. And Hao Mei was one of the most precious friends to her, her little sister.
Being betrayed by Hao Mei was even more painful than being cheated on by Qin Ju, her now trash-ex-boyfriend.
Also, getting her into an accident and waking up as Xu Nuan, this drastic change has made her drift away from the music as well.
All of these things have created a barrier between her and music. She loves it and hates it at the same time. And the feeling of hating music is more than anything at this moment.
That's why when she took the girls under her management, rather than writing a song for them, she asked them to come up with the lyrics themselves.
One reason was to give them artistic freedom to make their own music and another was that she didn't want to write songs again.
She just couldn't!
She did help them by fixing their song but coming up with lyrics and making a whole new song, she was not sure if she can do this again or not.
Han Zihao noticed her reluctance and felt her body stiffening in his embrace. He sighed and rubbed her back gently, calming her down.
Knowing her passion for music, it's strange for her to only work as an artist manager.
Even if it is something that she wants to do, her true love is still music and he knows that. Whenever a music program comes up on the tv, she skips them as if she is not interested.
Other than work-related things, she doesn't even watch music programs on television. As if she is demarcating a line between her professional and personal life, keeping music away from it.
She doesn't try to make such changes obvious to him and acts as if everything is fine, but he knows that she still misses being on stage - holding the mic and singing her heart out.
When he had seen her singing in the karaoke room with Han Liang before, at that time he wasn't aware of her true identity.
However, when he looks at that video now, he couldn't help but notice the desperation and pain in her voice. Although her expressions weren't clear in the video due to the dim lighting in the room, He could imagine how emotional that moment must be for her.
But after that day, she hasn't tried singing again. Why is she being so hard on herself? She loves music and misses it, so what's stopping her from accepting this truth?
Just like that day, he wants her to free herself and make music again. That's where she belongs, to the music.
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