My Beloved

When Han Luo felt his touch on her cheek, her whole body shivered. All of a sudden, she felt nervous and thought that her heart was pumping so quickly. She didn't expect him to push her down. This sudden action surprised her.

"Are you scared?" he asked in a low tone. He placed his both legs on both sides of her legs. He didn't want to hurt her. He placed his hand on both sides of her body and lifted his body so that his body couldn't press her body and suffocate her. However, her soft breasts brushed against his chest from time to time whenever he leaned forward.

"N-no…" Han Luo's face turned red. She suddenly became sensitive. She could feel wherever a single part of her body was touching his. 

"Good girl. Don't be scared. I'm here." Mo Yuan looked at her deeply. When he looked at her face so closely, it made him feel even more infatuated. Then, he slowly leaned toward her and kissed her right eye. Her eyelashes trembled. He could hear her heart racing. He asked, "Ah Luo, are you nervous?" His line of sight fell on her bright red lips. His eyes gradually darkened. Only he knew how long he wanted to taste her soft pink lips. His right thumb subconsciously brushed over the corner of her lips.

"Mm… I don't know." Han Luo could barely produce any sound.

Afterward, he kissed her left eyes and then her eyebrows. His action was very slow and affectionate. He held her dear to his heart and he showed it with his every single touch. 

Both of their hearts raced at the same speed as if their hearts synced together. In the cold weather of the autumn, they were feeling hot.

Mo Yuan slowly brushed his nose against hers and their breaths mixed simultaneously. He suddenly said, "Ah Luo, when we become lovers, stay with me at my house, okay?"

Han Luo was in a whole new different world. She never thought that kissing could be this intimate. She was having a completely new experience right after she woke up. 

When he suggested that she should move with him, Han Luo came back to senses. Her head slightly cleared and said, "I cannot do that. Uncle bought that house for me and I'll stay there."

Mo Yuan had a hard time controlling his emotions. "Ah Luo, don't you know what it means by being a lover?"

Han Luo's almost cleared. "What does it mean? Isn't it walking hand-in-hand, taking selfies, going on a date, giving each other presents, having romantic candlelight dinner?"

'And what about kissing, touching and 'xxx'?' Mo Yuan was speechless. He realized that he had to take responsibility and become her teacher to teach her about love relationships.

"That's not all. I will show you what it means by being a 'lover'." He coaxed her and bent forward. His lips touched her left cheek and caressed her supple, soft cheek. 

Han Luo shivered. Her hands clasped his shirt tightly due to nervousness. 

Mo Yuan's lips gradually touched her left ear and gave the soft earlobe a light bite. 

Han Luo's body jolted. "Big brother!" She gasped in surprise. She pulled him closer subconsciously. "Yuan!" 

She always calls him 'big brother Yuan'. However, she had to breathe and so she called out his name later.

Upon hearing his name, Mo Yuan's body stiffened for a second. His mouth was dry. It didn't stop him from biting her ear. Without their notice, their bodies brushed together. His thin, hungry lips caressed her side of the neck and planted a loud kiss on her crook of the neck.

Han Luo saw that his lips were going further down. She hurriedly said, "Umm! Big brother Yuan… you can't do this… Only a married couple can kiss like that." She secretly watched some movies and knew some stuff.

Mo Yuan heard her protest and looked at her with dark eyes. He whispered, "We will get married eventually." He leaned forward and kissed the corner of her lips.

This time, Han Luo pushed him softly. With her cheeks flushed, she asked, "Big brother Yuan, when did I say that I will marry you?"

Mo Yuan asked her back, "Didn't you say you will become my lover?"

Han Luo cleared his misunderstanding. "I said you would become my lover. When did I say that I would marry you?"

Mo Yuan's hunger slowly dispersed from his eyes. "Then who will you marry?"

Han Luo shook her head. "I don't know but it won't be you." 

His expression gradually darkened. "Why can I become your lover but not your husband? Don't I love you enough?"

"I want to marry someone who will love me more than big brother Yuan." Han Luo spoke about what she could understand at her age. "Moreover, you are my big brother. How can I marry you?"

Mo Yuan was completely thrown to the ocean. In the ocean, he didn't know where to go. "Then why do you want me to be your lover?"

"Because this way you will treat me better and girls will stay away from you." By 'treating better' Han Luo meant that treating her more especially than treating her as a younger sister.

She has friends and big brothers but she doesn't have a boyfriend. She heard from others that some boys cheated and hurt girls. So, she didn't dare to think about going out with a random boy. Who knows if they cheat on her? 

However, Mo Yuan is different and he doesn't let other girls get close to him. If her big brother Yuan helps her to understand how it feels to be in a romantic relationship, she will gladly accept it. She can have experience and also keep her big brother Yuan to herself. 

Mo Yuan asked in disbelief, "Are you saying that you would let any big brother of yours be our lover to be treated better?" He wished her answer was negative. 

"Yes." She trusts her big brothers. They will never harm her and she knows it. They are her safe zone.