Chapter 2410 - 2233: Comparison

Chapter 2410: Chapter 2233: Comparison

For a while, I constantly thought about comparing my pathetic self-esteem, always feeling that I shouldn’t just bow my head and return home, and even more unwilling to beg for my family’s forgiveness. But later, I figured out that nothing is more important than being together as a family.

Now, everyone is about to reveal the answer deep in their hearts and has already uncovered the mark buried deeply within. But now, I haven’t, and the result is that the person I’m waiting for hasn’t woken up yet. For everyone present, there’s always a bit of disappointment—how much we wish everyone could stand here, everyone could return home and gather together, which is what a family should look like. What exactly is this now? I clearly know what kind of life I want, but no matter what, I can’t keep this person by my side. What kind of harm is this to me?

A week later, Zhang Zhentian’s condition slowly improved after a week of antibiotic treatment. This is something worth being happy about and proud of for everyone.

Xia Jing is now almost completely recovered. All he wants is for his husband to wake up, and for him, that would be complete. He’s now fully understood the value of cherishing the present instead of adding to past regrets. He repeatedly can’t let go of past events because he continually buries his heart forever. He doesn’t want to open up to anyone, as doing so results in hurt.

But this time, she really plans to open her heart again.

She has owed her husband too much. If this time she continues to refuse to open her heart as before, what results will she bring to her husband while living in this world? More pain or harm? He really can’t bear to let his loved ones suffer even a bit more. Even if she endures all the pain, allowing all the guilt to fall on herself, it’s still better than the people in her heart being hurt.

Now, in Xia Jing’s heart, she wants nothing except hoping her family is safe and her husband returns to her heart. She simply wants repeatedly not to let others be hurt anymore. She doesn’t want her beloved ones or those who love her to suffer unfair treatment because of her, nor does she want them to engage in fierce arguments because of her again and again.

When her husband and her father argue, she’s present at the scene. She sees them fiercely arguing time and again. Her heart is not happy at all, but she also finds it hard to intervene!

She knows everything her husband does is for her. It’s precisely for this that her heart can’t bear it anymore. This is not the kind of life she wants. She merely wants her husband to be safe and happy, but she ultimately causes him to be hurt like this. All of this is self-inflicted, but if the person lying inside was herself, it would be better; then she wouldn’t have to endure the pain of missing someone here.

Now Xia Jing feels that if time could really be rewritten, she would never choose this kind of outcome. She would choose to stay steadily by her husband’s side, giving him the warmest heart. He just wants his husband to be happy every day without being subjected to blows from others, or enduring undeserved harm.

"Do you think I’ve done wrong? Why does everything I do never receive any understanding from anyone? Is it really as easy as they imagine to step by step reach today? Not a single person has considered the torment in my depths. I also wish to live happily, and I hope I’m not like a hedgehog!

You are all my family, and deep inside, I see you as important. I also hope I can always have my family’s company around me. Such companionship is my life’s greatest happiness. No one wants such a result, you know? I long so much for you to stay by my side forever, never leaving me, but that’s all just imagination. No one can stay in this world forever without disappearing!