Chapter 2406 - 2232: Sweetness

Chapter 2406: Chapter 2232: Sweetness

How much longing ultimately ends in silence; love may occasionally be unattainable, but at least it has existed.

Three months later...

Zhang Zhentian was discharged from the hospital. During these three months, Xia Tian was at the hospital every day, accompanying her husband. Deep down, he is acutely aware that if the car accident hadn’t happened, their marriage might have turned into nothingness. He truly can’t bear such a thing to happen to him. Now, he desires less and less; her longing has gradually dropped to its lowest point. He no longer knows what attitude he should adopt in facing such a life. She feels very happy now, as long as she can stay beside someone who loves her every day, that is a great happiness in life for her.

Someone once told her that rather than finding someone she likes, it’s better to find someone who likes her. Because if the person you like doesn’t have you in the deep recesses of his heart, no matter what you do, he will always consider you unimportant in his heart. Then what significance do you hold? You are merely making your inner world more painful and difficult, that’s all. But if the person you find truly and sincerely chooses to be with you, then no matter what you do, he will forgive you and tolerate you. That kind of love is what life should be.

In these three months, Zhang Zhentian has tried his utmost to recover physically. But sometimes, the damage caused to the body isn’t something that can recover in just a day or two, even though three whole months have passed. During these months, he has eaten well and slept well, yet one thing that bothers him is that despite all the measures he has taken, his parents are somehow able to forgive him, while he, as a son, has never really considered what he has done wrong, what he has lost, and what kind of things he has done to his biological children.

Deep down, she, too, is very much in pain. The life she wants is also very simple and uneventful. An uneventful life is what he yearns for most in this life. But ultimately, he never got it. What he keeps obtaining again and again is nothing but the most painful memories from deep within. Sometimes he really wants to question the heavens, if they could just give him a little more time, let him carefully contemplate what kind of result his actions would bring to him.

Even though what he did was wrong, he never thought of hurting those he cared about most. She just wants a quiet, ordinary life, yet why can’t she ever obtain it? She truly doesn’t understand what she has done wrong in this life, that has led everyone to choose to resist her in such a way. Is what she desires really so hard to obtain? The life she longs for is just peaceful and uneventful; for her, that would be the happiest thing in her life. Yet she has lost so much again and again, given it all each time, only to end up with a life she doesn’t want. What meaning does such a life have?

"Xia Jing, these past three months, I’ve thought a lot. I’ve been constantly reflecting on myself. I don’t know what all of this has been for. What I want is just a life that’s uneventful, but in the end, what I get is never what I want. I’ve put in so much, yet the result I get each time is just the hurt that others inflict upon me, again and again.

Once, for you, I was willing to give up everything, even my own life, without hesitation. Yet even now, my mindset is still the same. I don’t understand why, after all that has happened, and despite all the pain you’ve caused me, I’m still hopelessly in love with you. Perhaps this kind of love is true love. No matter how many mistakes you’ve made, no matter how you’ve treated me behind my back, no matter how many knives you’ve stuck in me, my inner world has only you. As long as you’re willing to return to my side, my arms are always open for you; I’m always your warm harbor. It’s just up to you whether you’re willing to give me a chance to sincerely fall in love with me, so that we can live happily as a family. I’ve imagined this countless times. I don’t know how to tell you.