Chapter 1947: What If I Don't Want the Child?

Is he out of his mind or what!

Lu Zhenzhen thought she didn’t hold back when hitting him, especially when pushing didn’t work. She didn’t control her strength, so much so that even an iron body would hurt. Yet he, instead of getting angry, thanked her?

What kind of thanks is that?

Lu Zhenzhen was held so tightly by him that her feet could barely touch the ground. Her head tilted back, with her chin resting on his slightly raised shoulder, she had to raise her eyebrows to see the illuminated sign at the top of the hospital building.

Suddenly, she understood something, “You took me here to check if there’s still a child, are you afraid I’ll abort it?”

Gao Zhe was silent for five seconds before muffling a response, “I didn’t mean to stalk you.”

He had always arranged for someone to secretly protect her.

Lu Zhenzhen always knew, even during this time after their breakup, though she seemed not to see those people around, they were just hiding more deeply than before.

She never concealed her visit to the hospital during the day and knew she couldn’t hide it anyway.

“Then why didn’t you come find me during the day? When I came to the hospital, why didn’t you come find me?”

Gao Zhe held her tighter, almost humbly, “I didn’t dare. I gave you the choice, no matter how you choose, I will indulge you.”

Blinded by the lights, though the night’s frost and dew were light, somehow her eyes seemed clouded with mist.

That annoying mist even stuck in her throat, making her speak in a low, hoarse voice, “What if I really abort the child?”

“I’d still indulge you.” He didn’t even think twice.

Lu Zhenzhen asked again, “If I really don’t want this child, then we’re completely over, and you would indulge that too?”

“Indulge.”

Gao Zhe never had any limits with her.

Lu Zhenzhen pressed her lips, “What if I don’t want you anymore either?”

This time, he wasn’t so decisive; he loosened his grip as Lu Zhenzhen leaned back, intending to move out of his embrace. Once he loosened his grip, it was difficult to hold her back. Following her withdrawal, he slowly let go, but his large hand still caressed her shoulder. He lowered his body, instinctively shorter than her, looking up at her from below, “Really don’t want anymore?”

Lu Zhenzhen bit her lip even harder.

She frowned, full of discomfort, not avoiding eye contact in the slightest. At this moment, hoping to find any trace of softness or affection in her eyes was almost wishful thinking.

Gao Zhe couldn’t bear the thought of her hurting herself. Even biting wasn’t allowed, so he pressed her chin, slowly caressing her, gently freeing her lower lip from her teeth, his fingertip brushing lightly across her lips, from corner to corner.

Softly coaxing her, “Really don’t want me anymore?”

Lu Zhenzhen’s heart ached, like a hand tugging at it, causing waves of pain.

Not knowing if she was feeling guilty or just extremely annoyed with him, she released a sound from her nose: “Mmm…”

Then, she watched as Gao Zhe’s expression slowly settled into quiet, the desolation in his eyebrows and eyes deepening. He pursed his thin lips, with the same habitual motion he used when smoking, yet visibly, his lips trembled.

“It doesn’t matter…”

After a while, he gently laughed, “It doesn’t matter, it doesn’t matter if you don’t want me, as long as I’m still alive, you can always come back.”

Lu Zhenzhen felt a blockage in her chest, she sneered, “What if I marry someone else?”

Gao Zhe’s lips pressed even whiter, “If that’s what you want, it can be.”

She frowned, pushing her limits and aggressively, “What if I marry someone else, have children, and grow old together for the rest of my life?”