Novel Full Chapter 86 - My Wife.
Feng Shufen has also not expected this from himself. Though he has controlled moments before, taking high control over his reins of desires but looking her so close to himself, he never knew that all his self – control would go out of the window when he would come across her innocence. Especially when she mentioned that she will rectify the mistakes going back to the school.
Can't she see how desperate he was to get her in his life?
He was aware that picking up any of such possessive action suddenly, he might scare her away but still he could not control himself. This woman has really made him lose his sanity and reasons. Even now her eyes were provoking him to …
Li Xue looked at the man. She was still trying to catch her breath while he looked all normal, except his intense eyes which still had some hints about their crazy moment from before. The words that he has said came out all fresh and clear like moments before he has done nothing to exert himself.
All along she has not thought that something like this could also happen between her and Mr. Beelzebub. And even now when she has already experienced it, still she was in disbelief. He was still towering over her, and she was under him. His one hand was still holding her nape comfortably, so she did not strain it.
"President Feng … what …" Before she could say anything, the man pulled himself away in one swift movement and said, "You don't need to go to the school".
Li Xue looked at him with wide eyes and instantly forgot what she was about to say and what had happened moments before, instead her thoughts got busied with the recent words. Straightening herself up in the seat, she quickly pushed the stray strands of hair at the back of the ear and said, turning her face toward the man, "But President Feng … How can I leave it like that? It may affect your reputation. And above all you are not her father, so this is simply not right"
"Does she have one at this moment?" he asked, his eyes getting fierce all again. Her denial every time was making him lose his string of patience with her.
Li Xue understood what the man was implying deep in his words. She looked at him, a tough determination surfacing her expression. "President Feng, I have already said to you before, I have long given up on the emotions that you are demanding from me. There was someone whom I have liked in history, and that was it. I had a breakup, lost my hope and was ruined. Even though there is no reason for me to be this irrational in life, it's my decision to be like this. I know people say that there's always a second chance in love, but I don't believe it."
"…", every word coming out from her lips were like a jabs to his stony heart, which has never felt any pain in his life. His fists got clenched at the side, making his knuckles go all pale. He was restraining himself, his expressions getting more and more aloof. But he decided to hear her till the end.
"I can't stake myself to get ruined all again. So even if my daughter does not have a father, that does not mean that I will make other men come and fill that position. That will be injustice to their emotions. And Li Xue has never learnt to play with emotions", She blurted everything out all righteously.
At the end of her words, Feng Shufen felt his body getting all stiff. He looked at her, controlling his anger behind his aloof mask he said, "It's fine. I can understand. But don't forget Ms. Li Xue that in the eyes of the people you are my fiancée, so it will only be better if WeiWei calls me her father. Otherwise the dirt which you are thinking of preventing me from, unfortunately I would be …"
Li Xue looked at the man and did not know what to say anymore. She has said so many things, yet it is only her at the losing end. Her all reasons failed with his single one. Now thinking, she felt that all the way long, was the man's words and action were some trap for her?
Why was she finding herself all trapped under his clutches? This was definitely a trap.
Pursing her lips, she thought for some time and then asked, "President Feng, didn't you introduce me as your girlfriend?"
His dark, cold eyes got back to normal like he has found a reason inside to calm his anxiousness and anger down. Looking at the woman, he asked dulcetly, "Difference?"
His word almost made the woman laugh. "Difference! Of course there is a difference. Girlfriends, fiancée and wife are definitely different. When you find a woman you love to spend your time with, you make her your 'girlfriend'. And when you plan to spend your life with her, then she becomes your fiancée. About wife she will be the luckiest as she gets to stay beside you for the whole life as you will only choose her when you are confident that no one else can take her place in your life"
"So it works like this. I was not known to such complex things", he mused.
She nodded and then added, "Since you have introduced me as your girlfriend, we can always break up and you will be set free, so there is no need …"
"Being my girlfriend, do you think that it is that easy? You have been the first one whom I have introduced as my woman, so you have already crossed the first two stages and have reached the last one, my wife", he interjected, not allowing her to complete her words.
Those words froze her at her place. This man has definitely set a trap for her and she has already happily walked on her own will and innocence to get trapped by him. They have only seen each other for three days and this man was saying that she has already crossed the three big stages of the love relationship with him. And the irony of the situation was that she had no idea about 'when' and 'how' of the situation.