Novel Full Chapter 530 - Be Responsible For Me Now.
"This was what I was planning to discuss, my love. The play that you have begun with me but left halfway, forgetting all about it. Do you remember it now?" Feng Shufen said. A devilish smirk playing on his lips. Despite that enchanting curl at the side of his lips, the desirous darkness in the depth of his eyes was not getting any less.
Li Xue's face turned all red at his words, while her heart thumped harder and harder inside her chest. Though sometime before, down in the hall, she had planned something like this for the man to suffer, she had never thought of the next coming consequences of her actions. She never knew that her plan would not bring the tease for the man, rather would turn out to become suffering for herself.
Her eyes stared at the man with some horror, while her fingers clasped on his shoulders, evidencing her sudden spike in nervousness. How can she not be nervous at a situation like this, where she could clearly see the darkening intention of the man in his grey eyes?
Even though she knew that the man would never do something to make her uncomfortable, still, she was still a woman who has got a nature of bashfulness built-in inside. And being bashful at times was definitely not something wrong.
She felt her stomach getting knotted the more and more she looked into his eyes. So, to hold some energy back inside, she closed her eyes before saying, "You have taken the things in a wrong way, Shufen. Definitely, I have never planned anything like this that time. It was just … just …"
She was trying to complete her words but was simply not finding herself capable of doing any so, giving to the momentum she was feeling beneath.
Shufen forced a smile at her attempts, all aware of the things she was feeling. He could feel her trembling, even though he was yet there to begin it. "It was 'just' what, my love?" he asked as he brought his hands forwards to slightly caress her cheeks and then brush away the locks of her hair coming forward on her face.
Li Xue shuddered under his touches. Without doing anything, she felt herself getting tired. Her breathing got heavier, just by imagining the things that were just a few minutes away. Was she finally going to …
She forced her eyes tight shut at the thoughts before giving a desperate conclusion to her earlier words. "It was just that I was making myself comfortable over your lap. Not like, I got myself seated over there. It was you who pulled me back to sit over you. So, I am definitely not to be blamed".
Li Xue said, keeping her eyes still closed. At this moment, she wanted to open her eyes and look at the man, but … would that be the right thing to do. Maybe not for her!
She knew that how she was behaving was not the way usually women would behave in her place. She has seen movies, enough to know how well women could take the lead of things. To say, she lacked such skills would not be wrong, given that she had zero practical knowledge in the field. Though she has been a successful model for years and has been dolled up many times to shoot the pictures in the form of a seductress, being called as one and actually being one has got the difference like Heaven and Earth.
And she was getting to understand that difference at this moment itself. This was tough, really tough.
"You say, you are not to be blamed, then do you think I am to be blamed for all this? I was wrong to think the other way?" She heard Feng Shufen asked lightly. His voice and tone seemed relaxed, while his hand weaving lightly through her hair in an attempt to relax her.
How could he be so casual and restrained in himself with her around like this, when she could clearly feel the war he was undergoing inside?
His such compassion for her was something really commendable and she could not bring herself to ignore it, no matter what. Her eyes opened to look at his smile that he has always kept reserved for her. She shook her head at him as she confessed. "No, you are not to be blamed. It's me. I … I was …"
But before she could even proceed with her words any further, his words cut her short. "Since I am not to be blamed, there is no way I am going to take the punishment. I ask you to be responsible for me now", he said.
Li Xue did not understand the latter part of his words. Her lips opened to say something but then close. She thought to register the things before asking but when did she misunderstand the Devil to be a patient one?
Before she could even draw any thoughts of the conclusion, a wet pair of lips latched over hers, seizing all her breath inside.
Li Xue felt the Earth revolving around her. That was different of all and she can vouch for all her fortune to it. A little more rough than it has been before. Her hands that were over his shoulders tried to push him a little when felt that she was going out of breath. But he held her firm, for once, not going according to her. Maybe he has come to know her limits better than her now.
Instead, he groaned over her lips. "Relax, believe me more!" He said, giving her a slight chance to breathe, before getting back to kiss her harder.
And his words were all that Li Xue needed before surrendering all of hers to his. Was there anyone else whom she could believe, if not him?
Her arms slid to get more comfortable around him, weaving hesitantly into his hair. Since he has asked her belief, she would not hesitate in giving all of her life's belief to him. She determined in herself, before reciprocating equally to the kiss.