Imperfect Desires

After both Xiu and Darren came back home, Xiu did things routinely. She washed up the little master of the house and passed him to baby's father whose job was to dress him up as always. However, today something seemed different since baby's father's eyes couldn't leave his wife.

Well, there was nothing new about that but yet there was something new about it. The way he was looking at Xiu was different. It wasn't like the usual adoration and love but there was something spicy added into it by Mr. McSpicy himself. 

Xiu was wondering what he was up to but she didn't question him at all and let him do whatever he was up to. After taking a shower, clad in a red sleeping gown, she stepped out and took her baby from Darren's arms saying, "You can take a shower now."

Darren looked her up and down before nodding his head. When he was gone, Xiu softly swayed her son in her arms to put him to sleep. Perhaps, the little one was too tired after behaving too well before everyone and that's why he ended up sleeping within minutes. 

Xiu kissed his forehead and placed him in the crib. She had just fixed the curtains when she placed two sneaky arms wrapped around her waist. And as her back was pulled to Darren's chest, she straightened up. She could already tell, her husband wasn't wearing anything right now. 

As her feet left the ground and she was picked up, Xiu yelped, "Ah!"

Darren dropped her on the bed where her body sank in. With only a towel wrapped around his torso, he got on the bed and put his hand over her mouth, and said softly, "Our son will wake up, try being quiet."

Then he lifted off his hand and his lips closed in on her but Xiu turned her head away first making Darren's lips land on her ear in a gentle kiss that made her whole body tremble because of the sensation. Perhaps, it had been way too long and that's why her body reacted this way since she knew what was coming. And it'd be a lie if she said she wasn't anticipating it at all.

But she still said, "If you don't want our son to wake up, why don't you stop being a hooligan?"

"Hooligan?" repeated Darren. Xiu raised her brows at him and a smirk appeared on his lips, "I don't mind being a hooligan today." His lips pressed against her ear again and made a trail down her jawline. But when he reached her lips, he stopped an inch away. His hot breath hit her face making her body grow even more sensitive for some reason. 

The tips of their noses rubbed against each other in a gentle caress and soon, Xiu wrapped her arms around his neck and let their lips mutually pull into each other. She allowed the kiss that had been restlessly teasing her heart to speak in this soft and comforting way. 

It wasn't like they hadn't kissed for a long time but it still felt like it had been a long time since they kissed in this way. This kiss held their raw emotions and they didn't have to reign into the passion like they had been doing for months now. This time, they could speak their heart out without saying a single word through their mouth.

Their lips mesh together and for the first time in a long time, they both didn't want this moment to end. The way their lips rubbed against each other felt like they were trying to melt each other into one. 

Darren pushed her hair back as he spoke against her lips in a husky tone, "Sweets, I've missed you."

Xiu smiled at her, "Oh? But I've always been here."

Darren kissed her lips again saying, "You know what I mean by that."

Xiu feigned ignorance, "But I really don't know what you mean."

Darren bit her chin making her gasp and taking that opening, his tongue raced into her mouth and licked every single corner trying to suck the life out of her. Xiu was losing breath because of his invasive and overbearing kiss and hit shoulder. Darren pulled away and buried his head into her neck to take in her scent. 

She didn't smell like she used to do before. Now, she always gave off a faint smell of milk. But it was equally enticing to someone like him who was heavily drunk on her love. Xiu ran her fingers through his thick hair in a soft and gentle manner. When she finally caught her breath back, Darren lifted his head and looked into her eyes to take in her form.

The passion, the desires, and the way their hearts were intoxicated by each other could be reflected in their eyes. The way they both look at each other could tell someone just how much they loved each other.

Darren kissed her forehead lovingly and then kissed the corner of her eyes.

"I miss being inside you," he whispered close to her ear.

Xiu pursed her lips to hold back her smile as she said, "Me too."

She felt no shame in telling her husband that she was addicted to him like he was addicted to her. He was someone who had seen her bare body and not only that, he was also someone before him, even her soul was laid bare. 

The love they both felt for each other was indescribable. They said way too many sweet and cheesy things to annoy people around them but only they knew the real depth of the feelings they had for each other. Or perhaps, the depth was immeasurable at this point. Because certainly, Xiu and Darren couldn't possibly tell the extent of feelings they had. 

But they knew for sure that those feelings had consumed them. They had become a part of their souls. And that's why they couldn't even imagine taking a step away from the other because those feelings ran deep and they could also shatter them like no other thing.