Novel Full Chapter 177 Feeling Happy
The first date after Kuro and I became lovers began…… And my head was already on the verge of boiling right from the start.
[Ehehe, a date with Kaito-kun……]
With a happy smile on her face, Kuro is snugly holding my arm.
It’s not just something like we’re holding hands, but she’s literally hugging my arm…… So it was inevitable that Kuro’s small but certainly swelling twin hills are pressed against me, making my heart beat unreasonably fast.
[Kaito-kun? Could it be that you’re nervous?]
[Eh? Ahh, yeah…… I- I’ve never had a girlfriend before…… errr, so I was thinking about what I should do.]
I tell Kuro, who apparently thought I was nervous, about how I honestly feel.
Of course, I’m also nervous because I can feel the softness of her breasts in my arm, but I’m even more nervous about our date itself.
I’ve been so nervous about having her as my new girlfriend that I feel like the date plan that I had originally made was slipping out of my mind.
[……I was wondering what kind of things we should do now that we’re lovers……]
[Kaito-kun was also my first lover, so I honestly don’t know.]
Hearing my words, Kuro had a bashful smile on her face, and while still hugging my arm…… she spontaneously intertwined her fingers with mine.
[……However. I think something like this is already fine with me.]
[……Eh?]
[Being together with Kaito-kun makes me really happy. What about you, Kaito-kun?]
[I’m also…… Yes. I’m happy.]
Nodding to Kuro, who was giving me a gentle, embracing look and spoke to me with a charming smile that seemed to suck me in, making me blush a bit.
When I’m with Kuro, I feel calm and at ease, but I also get nervous seeing her cute and vulnerable gestures.
She’s boisterous and warm, and whenever I turn to her and see Kuro’s smile…… I feel relieved.
Perhaps, no, I’m sure…… This is the feeling of happiness.
[I’m sure that it will be alright. There certainly may be lots of things we don’t know and we don’t understand because it’s our first time. However, that’s just because “we don’t know yet”.]
[……Unnn.]
[Then, let’s just hang out like this, talk about all sorts of stuff, laugh together…… and learn a little bit more together…… Okay?]
[Yeah.]
Somehow, even after we ended up being lovers, I still couldn’t compete with Kuro.
However, I don’t feel uncomfortable about it, and in fact, it greatly fills me with happiness.
When I thought she was innocently fawning on me, she sensed my anxiety and would gently push my back forward.
She seems childish, yet mature, innocent, yet I could feel her deep and soft affection. I think that’s what is most attractive about Kuro.
Yep. Let’s just stop thinking about stuff too much.
For now, I’m going to enjoy these happy moments to the fullest……
[Alright! Well then, how about we depart?]
[Unnn!]
When I squeezed Kuro’s hand back a little tighter, she responded with a big smile, as warm as the sun, with her cheeks blushing red.
Bringing Kuro, who likes to eat sweet stuff while walking, not towards the street filled with carts lined up, but to a slightly trendy street with several confectionaries and restaurants.
It’s a street that Sieg-san had told me about before, and I thought this would be a good place to go out with Kuro.
[Fuwaaahhh…… Kaito-kun, look, look! That one is really tasty!]
[Ahaha, it certainly looks tasty. It looks kind of unusual though, I wonder what that is?]
[It’s that. Thin layers of candy were being piled up together. It tastes really great and melts on the mouth.]
[Heehhhh~~]
When I entered the small candy shop, I saw Kuro, who has a sweet tooth, pull my arm along as her eyes sparkled and began looking inside.
The candy that Kuro told me was translucent and wave-shaped, and seemed to be a thin pieces of candy.
In addition to that pile of sweets, all the pastries in the store look colorful and delicious.
[However, if it’s Kuro, I guess it isn’t that rare for you to see them huh?]
[That’s not the case. Even though I know of this place, I’m having fun looking at them like this…… And since I’m together with you, Kaito-kun, they look a lot tastier than usual.]
Although Kuro seemed to know a lot of things, it feels like a fresh experience for her and she’s really enjoying it, as she really looks like she’s having fun while looking at every sweets with a smile on her face.
With Kuro’s assets, it’s easy for her to buy all the products in the store, but if she does that, other customers won’t be able to eat them, so Kuro ended up only buying the sweets she liked first.
[Ahh, Kuro, I’ll pay for it.]
[Eh? But I probably have a lot more money than……]
[But still, errr, w- we’re on a date, and as a man, I want to at least look better…… A- Anyway, I’ll pay for this one.]
[Ahh, unnn!]
She looked confused when I offered to pay back in the Red Bear Sandwich shop before, but she seemed to have understood my intentions today, and agreed with a bright smile on her face.
After we bought some candy and left the store, with a smile on her face, Kuro took out a candy from her bag and held it out to me.
[Here, Kaito-kun. I’ll feed you some.]
[Eh!? W- Wait….. Kuro?]
[Here, quickly, ahhn.]
[……Errr, a- ahhn.]
Not being able to refuse Kuro, who was offering me sweets with a happy smile on her face, I had the pleasure and embarrassment of being fed sweets by a little girl in the middle of a public street.
I clearly felt Kuro’s soft fingers in my mouth, the sweetness of the candy and the feeling of her fingers on my lips.
As I felt the heat rise up on my face again, I don’t know if I should have expected this or not, as Kuro looked at me expectantly and opened her mouth.
[Ahhn.]
[…………….]
No matter how I think about it, she looks like she also wants me to feed her. As expected, even someone like me could understand that much.
H- How should I say this, to be honest, rather than having her feed me…… I’m feeling more nervous feeding her instead……
Feeling my hands slightly trembling and the sound of my gulp being awfully loud, I take a candy out of the bag and bring it to Kuro’s small mouth.
[Whaum.]
[ ! ? ]
And then, Kuro ate it far more vigorously than I thought she would, as I felt my fingers, all the way to the first joint, go inside Kuro’s mouth.
Feeling the moist, yet warm sensation on my fingertips, I felt shivers spread from my fingertips to my entire body…… Feeling that so-called hair-raising experience, I slowly tried to pull my finger out of Kuro’s mouth.
[Hnnn.]
[ ~ ~ ! ? ]
The moment my finger leaves her mouth, Kuro gives my fingertips one final lick, as if she didn’t want my fingers to leave her mouth.
Feeling as if I had just been struck on my head with a hammer, I turned to Kuro with a face that looked like it was about to release steam, only to see her looking slightly embarrassed as her cheeks were dyed red while she stared into my eyes.
[……It tastes better than when I eat them myself.]
[I- I- Is that so……]
[We still have lots here, so let’s take turns feeding each other!]
[……………….]
We still have lots there!? Is that so…… I- Indeed, they look small individually, and we bought quite an amount…… so if I’m going to roughly estimate it, there were still at least 10 candies in the bag.
This means that I’ll still have to experience this heavenly feeling and hellish embarrassment at least five times from now on……
Most importantly, Kuro may have a Recognition Inhibition Magic, but I don’t have it…… And we’re doing this in a pretty big and busy street…… Eh? What the heck is this shame play?
Dear Mom, Dad——- Since we’ve become lovers now, as expected, I’m much more excited about going on a date with Kuro than before, and I can’t help but feel my heart skip a beat at her every gesture. However, even though I’m nervous and can’t calm down at all——– As expected, I’m still feeling happy.
<Author’s Notes>
I want to hit him! Just hitting walls isn’t enough!
I’m sorry, everyone~ I feel like I’m going to go crazy first……
I think receptive young girls are the best, you can feel her breasts, be her lover, and feed each other? Kaito, go explode…… No, why don’t you just go die!?