Her Husband is My Lover

"Do you think my tears are worth it for you, Xavier?" Valentina asked as she looked up at him.

"ANSWER!" Valentina yelled with tears making Xavier flinch.

"Valentina..." Xavier said as he got down on his knees.

"Forgive me... Please..." Xavier said making Valentina laugh out loud.

"Forgive you?" Valentina asked.

"For what? For hurting? For cheating on me? For pushing me away? Or else... For using me?" Valentina asked Making Xavier look at her.

"Answer, Xavier... For what I should forgive you?" Valentina asked.

"And do you really think... You did something that is forgivable?" Valentina aksed as she took a deep breath.

"Tell me?" Valentina asked and Xavier shook his head in no.

"No... It's not... But please... Don't lose your trust on me... Please..." Jason said with tears rolling in his eyes as he looked into her eyes. He can't control himself seieng her this Vunerable and breaking apart... Just because of him. 

"I am really sorry... I will explain..." Valentina cut off Xavier in mid sentence.

"No." Valentina said making Xavier.

"No... You don't at all have to explain me anything... Just be true to yourself and explain things to yourself... And think if you did wrong or right with me!" Valentina said as she took a deep breath and got up on her feet.

"Think about what you want to do... And answer me only one question." Valentina said as she looked into Xavier's eyes.

She walked closed to him and kept her hands on his arms making him stand on his feet.

"Think, if you still love me or not? Think if you want me in your life or not?" Valentina answered as she sighed.

"I do." Xavier answered making Valentina sigh.

"I don't have to think about this, Valentina... When I know that I love you and wants you in my life!" Xavier said.

"Then why are you doing this to me?" Valentina asked as she looked into his eyes.

"So, you don't get hurt, Valentina!" Xavier answered making Valentina sigh.

"I am getting hurt right now... Can't you see it and you are telling me that you are doing all this because I shouldn't get hurt?" Valentina aksed making Xavier take a deep breath.

"Yes." Xavier answered.

"Unbelievable." Valentina said as she stepped away and was about to walk away from him but he again grabbed her arm making her look at him.

"Don't you trust me anymore?" Xavier asked.

"What do you think, I should do, Xavier?" Valentina aksed making Xavier sigh.

"Do you think, you will stay with me if I do the same thing with you right now that you are doing right now?" Valentina asked and Xavier looked away from her.

"Everything has a limit, Xavier!" Valentina said as she released herself as was about to walk away but stopped as she heard something shocking that skipped Valentina's heart.

"Why did you sleep with Jason then?" Xavier asked and Valantina stopped in mid way.

She turned around looking into his eyes.

"Do you think, I don't know about this?" Xavier asked making Valentina take a deep breath.

Valentina walked towards him and looked into his eyes.

"Who told you?" Valentina asked calmly.

"You slept with him. Didn't you?" Xavier asked making Valentina sigh.

"I did." Valentina answered making Xavier Chuckle.

"Because?" Xavier asked.

"I don't think, I have to explain you anything... When you don't explain me too!" Valentina answered and Xavier grabbed her arms and pushed her towards the wall making her look up at him with her teary eyes. 

"I love you. That is true... But I am doing this for us, Valentina!" Xavier said as he looked into her eyes.

"I know... You are angry with me... And slept with him... But don't you think, you are raising his hopes up when you love me?" Xavier asked as he raised his eyebrows at her making her frown at him.

"Xavier... Leave me." Valentina said Sternly.

"Leave me..." Valentina said but he did and picked her up in his arms and started taking her upstairs.

"Xavier... Leave me!" Valentina yelled but he didn't... And took her to her room and closed the door.

He laid her on her bed and jumped up on her making her frown at him.

"Jason... Don't fall him... Please... I can't live... Please... Trust me and love me!" Xavier said with his teary eyes looking into her eyes and she suddenly felt bad for Xavier... Because she never thought what he is going through... That is making her curious about him... His eyes fell her everything that he still loves her and that is the same gentle look... He has in his eyes... That she loves the most and make her feel she is loved by him... She so wants to trust him... She still does... But something in her stopping her... But seeing him Vunerable right now... As she saw tears in his eyes that is the most painful for him... That made her think about what he is going through.

"I will take divorce... Soon... Trust me please!" Xavier said as he hugged her and when she heard about the divorce... Her eyes widened in shock as she couldn't believe what she heard for a second. 

"You are giving a divorce to Rose?" Valentina asked and Xavier nodded his head.

"I will... Soon. And I will tell you everything... Soon... It's been so less time since we are married. So, I can't take divorce as soon as possible... Please wait for a few months?" Xavier asked making Valentina smile.

"Yes... Yes... Yes. This is enough for me. I know, if you said it then you will give her divorce for sure." Valentina answered with a bright smile.

"But... What if she doesn't want to give you?" Valentina asked.

"That is why, I am planning something... That can make her accept to give me divorce." Xavier answered.

"Huh? What is it?" Valentina asked. 

"You don't at all have to worry about it... Just leave me... I will take care of everything." Xavier answered making Valentina take a deep breath.