Novel Full Chapter 548 - I Am Not Sick
Chapter 548: I Am Not Sick
“Do you find me an endlessly kind person?” Qiao Yu asked her back. He looked at her and said in a low voice, “If I got another woman pregnant, I wouldn’t let her give birth to the child. In my life plan, I did not expect to have children at such an early age. Xia Ning, because of you, I accepted it.”
If it was not her, there would not be such a night.
Yes, he had never thought of marriage or children at such a young age. A man’s prime was before their thirties. How could he want to waste it on family life?
However, there would always be things that do not go according to plan in this world.
He fell in love with her and got her pregnant.
He had never told her that he anticipated that child. It was probably because of his own contradiction or his cowardice deep inside that he almost lost his child and saw her disappear in his life with his eyes widely open.
All these years, he took care of the child. He always hoped that she would come back one day, for he had bet that she loved the child.
“Haha…” Xia Ning suddenly laughed. She stared at Qiao Yu, “Look, you also feel that I have a mental illness!” She suddenly shouted, “I am not sick!”
“Xia Ning!” Qiao Yu slightly frowned. He had not expected that she would grow extremely emotional all of a sudden. He reached out to grab her, but she dodged.
Xia Ning took a step backward, “Fifteen years ago, they said I am sick. So they injected me with medicine and hypnotized me. I forgot the past. I forgot the hatred. From then on, I was only Su Ke.” She ridiculed herself, “Five years ago, I remembered the past. They also told me that I was mentally ill in order to wipe out all my memory. Today you guys also told me that I am sick. What do you want to erase this time? Let me tell you, that I’m very conscious of all my own decisions.”
Someone said that people with psychological illnesses would never admit it.
For the first year, she denied that she was mentally ill. But nobody believed her.
Everybody considered her mentally abnormal. People around her always said that they were all the sick like her. At that time, they almost drove her mad.
In the second year, she became wise. She started to be silent in order to show people that she was different from them.
Pitifully, when her schizophrenia was cured, she developed depression again.
That period of time was the darkest in her life. She did not want to remember it again.
Once she saw the light after living in the darkness for so long, she feared the familiar darkness the most. She did not want to go back to the past.
Xia Ning slightly closed her eyes and murmured, “I’m very normal. I am not sick!”
“I’m sorry.” Qiao Yu walked near, looked at Xia Ning and whispered, “I was too impatient. I’ll let you accept me slowly and not just for the child.”
Xia Ning looked up at Qiao Yu and curled her lips slightly, “You still feel that I’m mentally ill.” She took a step backward and put up a relaxed front, “It does not matter. I got used to it anyway. I’ll leave you alone so you can work.” Saying so, she put down the cup and walked outside.
Qiao Yu watched Xia Ning as she left. He was sure that she heard the conversation between him and his mother. However, who wanted to wipe out her past and her memory? She must have been tortured spiritually.
After leaving Qiao Yu’s room, Xia Ning’s face started to turn pale. Sometimes, a person needed more than courage to admit her greatest weakness.
While she was denying it, she also felt unsure actually. Yes, she was mentally ill! It was because her illness struck her today.
Suddenly, a message ringtone rung out from her cell phone. She took out her cell phone to look at it and her face instantly darkened.