Chapter 732: Looking For Him (2)

An Qi was stunned by Nie Yunfan’s words. Her eyes widened in disbelief as she stared at Nie Yunfan, who was hanging on her like a koala.

Did he dream about her again? Did this mean… he often dreamed about her? An Qi felt the temperature on her face suddenly rise a little. She coughed lightly and continued to struggle in a flurry.

However, she didn’t expect him to hug her even tighter when she didn’t struggle. A pair of misty drunk eyes looked at her strangely and muttered, “Why is she so grumpy today?.”

An Qi blushed at his words. She couldn’t help but raise her hand and slap Nie Yunfan on the back.

Nie Yunfan looked back in a daze and said in a low voice, “Yo, she’s even hitting me.”

An Qi was speechless. Yo, your sister! Why on earth did she end up tussling with a drunkard!

An Qi was complaining to herself when she heard Nie Yunfan mumble again, “Well, this is more like An Qi. She’s hot-tempered, violent, baring her fangs and brandishing her claws for fun, Hehe…”

An Qi rolled her eyes at Nie Yunfan. What was he saying? That she loved violence? That she’s a butch? Baring fangs and claws for fun? How was it fun!?

With a red face, Nie Yunfanrubbed his body against An Qi and complained, “An Qi, An Qi, An Qi… I like you so much. I’ve never liked someone so much. How can you not like me? How could you chase me out? I’m so sad, so sad…”

Nie Yunfan pursed his lips like a bullied child.

An Qi didn’t know whether to laugh or cry when she heard Nie Yunfan’s complaint. However, she felt a little melancholic after laughing. She stretched out her hand and hesitated for a long time. In the end, she still caressed Nie Yunfan’s head. “I’m not worthy of you.”

An Qi’s words seemed to have provoked Nie Yunfan. Nie Yunfan suddenly became agitated, he straightened up and shouted, “What do you mean by not good enough? In my eyes, you’re the best. Whoever dares to say that you’re not good enough for me, I’ll… I’ll hit him!”

An Qi was startled. She lowered her head and looked at Nie Yunfan’s acting like a child. If word got out, no one would believe that the eldest young master of the Nie family was so shameless when he was drunk.

An Qi wanted to laugh, but she realized that she couldn’t. An indescribable feeling arose in her heart, and she was caught off guard.

Nie Yunfan saw that An Qi hadn’t replied to him for a long time. His face darkened, and he lowered his head. When An Qi came back to her senses and found that he hadn’t made any movements, she thought that he had fallen asleep again. However, she was surprised to find that something had fallen on her leg, sparkling… was it tears?

That’s right, it was tears. Nie Yunfan… was weeping.

As soon as this thought appeared in An Qi’s mind, it exploded. Nie Yunfan had cried, for her… he had cried.

“Nie Yunfan…” An Qi’s throat seemed to be choked by something as she said these three syllables with difficulty.

Nie Yunfan acted as if he hadn’t heard her and continued to cry silently. However, gradually, he was no longer satisfied with just silently crying.

“Sob, sob, sob… do you know how much I Like You? Do you know how hard it was for me to fall in love with such a person? Do you know how hard it was for me? Do you know… Do you know… Do you know how desperate I was when you said that our values were different and that our outlook on life was different? Do you know how much I hated myself for being born into a rich family and giving you such a reason to reject me? Birth isn’t something I can decide. Sob, sob, sob…”

The more Nie Yunfan cried, the sadder he became. He knew that it was really embarrassing for a man to cry like this, but he couldn’t help it. Anyway, he was in a dream now, so it shouldn’t matter if he cried.

“You rascal…” An Qi looked at Nie yunfan, who was crying like a scoundrel. She wanted to ridicule him, but she found that she couldn’t speak at all.

It turned out that because of her willful inferiority complex, she thought that cutting off their relationship had been the best for him. But she didn’t expect that her actions would hurt him.

Because of her poor self-esteem, she hurt someone who liked her so much.

At this moment.., An Qi finally understood what Nie Xingzhi had said to her that day. “An Qi, no matter what decision you make in the end, there’s one thing I hope you can think clearly about. No one looks down on you, and no one cares about your past. I don’t, Yunfan’s parents don’t, and no one else does either. Everything is just your own insecurity talking. If you can’t even get through this, then no one can help you obtain happiness.”.

An Qi’s nose turned sour. She raised her head, and with great difficulty, she managed to force back the tears that were about to burst out of her eyes.

It turned out that she was the only one who was worrying about herself. She was the only one who lived in the fortress that she had built for herself. She was afraid that if she took one step forward, she would be doomed. It was her… who was too weak.

An Qi sniffed and slowly squatted down. She looked at Nie Yunfan’s red eyes as he cried miserably, and said in a low voice, “I’m sorry.”

Nie Yunfan mistook her apology as another rejection. His face darkened, and he let go of the hand that was hugging An Qi’s thigh. He turned around and pounced on An Qi.

An Qi was caught off guard and fell into Nie Yunfan’s embrace, unable to move.

“Nie Yunfan, you…”

“Don’t leave me, don’t leave me, don’t leave me…”

An Qi felt the slight tremble coming from Nie Yunfan’s body. She knew that her previous actions had left an indelible influence in this person’s heart. She took a deep breath, she sighed softly, “Don’t hug me so tightly, I won’t leave.”

Nie Yunfa did not seem to hear her and continued to hug An Qi tightly. An Qi sighed and repeated, “I promise… I won’t leave.”

Nie Yunfan’s body trembled and he hesitantly let go. He raised her head to look at An Qi as if to confirm the authenticity of her words.

Seeing him like this, An Qi sighed and took the initiative to hug him.

He froze and trembled slightly. An Qi naturally noticed this and the corners of her lips curled up slightly. She said in a low voice, “Maybe Uncle Nie was right. No one has ever looked down on me. No one has ever minded my past. Everything is just the result of my overly sensitive self-esteem. I was afraid, afraid that I was not worthy of you. I’m afraid that one day you’ll suddenly realize that I’m not the person you dreamed of and that I’m not suitable for you.”