Chapter 342: I have never hated you (1)

Translator: 549690339 

Xu Youyou lay on the bed, her face pale and her eyes moist. She muttered softly, ” brother, it hurts … &Quot;

The pain was real, but it wasn’t as unbearable as before.

She said this to stop him from scolding da Bai.

When Xu Jialu heard that, he suddenly couldn’t get angry. He pulled out a chair and sat down, holding her cold and sweaty hand.

“Is it very uncomfortable?” He looked up at mo shenbai. &Quot; didn’t the doctor say that you used painkillers? why didn’t it work? ”

“I’ll go get the doctor.” Mo shenbai turned around and was about to leave.

&Quot; no need … &Quot; Xu Youyou said anxiously in a weak voice, ” I, I can bear with it. &Quot;

“Endure my ass!” Xu Jialu cursed out of instinct.

“Too much anesthesia is bad for the body.” Xu Youyou’s eyes were teary as she said pitifully, ” “I still want to draw in the future.”

She was afraid that the anesthetic would affect her nerves and affect her painting.

Xu Jialu choked and tightened his grip on her hand. He took a deep breath and said, ” if you can’t help it, bite me. &Quot;

He rolled up his sleeves to reveal his beautiful arms and held them in front of her. &Quot; bite as much as you want. I’m not afraid of pain! &Quot;

Xu Youyou forced a smile and replied in a soft voice, ” I won’t bite you. My brother’s hands are precious too. &Quot;

Xu Jialu’s arm that was in front of her stiffened, and he touched her head instead. &Quot; silly girl. &Quot;

&Quot; I’ll go back and get her a few clothes to change into. You take care of her for a while. &Quot; Mo shenbai’s deep voice rang out, and his black eyes looked at her with heartache.

Xu Jialu snorted and didn’t even look at him.

Xu Youyou’s long eyelashes trembled slightly, but she did not say anything.

Mo shenbai stood in the same place for a moment. Seeing that she had nothing to say to him, he walked out desolately.

Xu Youyou tilted her head and looked at Xu Jialu expectantly. &Quot; brother, you’re not angry anymore? ”

Xu Jialu’s expression froze for a moment. He turned his head arrogantly and pretended to be disgusted.”I’m angry. My lungs are about to explode from anger.”

Xu Youyou pouted and called out softly, ” brother. &Quot;

In the end, Xu Jialu’s mouth was tough, but his heart was soft. He turned back to look at her. &Quot; alright, stop acting cute. I’m too lazy to be angry with you. &Quot; I won’t stop you even if you want to go to the sky, let alone Paris.”

After a pause, he mumbled, ” at most, I’ll quit my job. I’ll go with you. &Quot;

He could not be at ease if she had to live abroad alone for three years.

Xu Youyou’s nose suddenly turned sour. &Quot; brother … &Quot;

Xu Jialu reached out to pinch her mouth and said in disgust, ” “Don’t say those wishy-washy words, you’re my sister after all.”

Xu Youyou lowered her eyelashes, her eyes moist. After a moment of silence, she slowly said, ” I’ve never hated you. Never. &Quot;

Xu Jialu was stunned, and confusion flashed through his Phoenix eyes.

Xu Youyou looked up with tears in her eyes. &Quot; I remember everything. I remember everything since I was young. &Quot; she smiled.

Xu Jialu’s pupils kept expanding, and his face was full of disbelief. He said in shock, ” “You …”

He wanted to say something but stopped.

&Quot; I was too weak in the past. I couldn’t think things through and couldn’t see the love you had for me, so I went to the extreme. &Quot;

Xu Youyou pursed her lips and tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes.

“I’m all grown up now. I know how much you and my parents love me, and I’ve become braver. I’m no longer a child who needs your protection.

Don’t feel like you owe me for what happened in the past. Try your best to make it up to me and treat me as your responsibility for the rest of your life.”

Xu Jialu’s face was still full of disbelief. &Quot; you … You really remember everything? ”

Xu Youyou nodded gently. &Quot; so, don’t treat me as your responsibility anymore. You don’t owe me anything. In my heart, you’ll always be the best brother in the world. &Quot;

Xu Jialu’s heart was in turmoil, and his Phoenix eyes were filled with complexity and guilt. He gritted his teeth, lowered his head, and said in a rare serious voice.

&Quot; I shouldn’t have said those words to you back then, and I shouldn’t have stopped dad and mom from bringing you home. What kind of brother am I? ”

Even though he had tried his best to make up for the mistakes he had made all these years, he still felt that he could not be forgiven when he thought of her despair and pain.

He wasn’t even worthy of her calling him brother.

Xu Youyou reached out to hold his hand. Her originally hot palm was now cold and stiff.

&Quot; my brother. He’s very beautiful and has a pair of charming peach eyes. He’s short-tempered, and his words are very vicious. He’s so arrogant that it’s as if he doesn’t like the whole world. &Quot;

Her soft voice sounded unhurriedly, and her wet eyes were glistening with tears. Her voice gradually became firm. &Quot; but he will pretend to be disgusted and give me the candy. He will chase after people for three streets and beat them up because I am bullied. He will also beg me to be brave when I am sad and in pain. &Quot;

Xu jialufeng blushed and held her hand to her forehead like a believer who had made a mistake and was begging for God’s forgiveness.

“I’m sorry, Aiyo, I’m really sorry … Big brother was wrong … Big brother really knows his mistake …”

Back then, Xu Youyou had committed suicide and was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment.

Xu Jiushi and Cheng Ying took him to the hospital. At first, he didn’t believe that Xu Youyou would dare to commit suicide, until he walked into the ward.

He looked at Xu Youyou, who was lying on the bed with a pale face. Her expression was dull, and her eyes were empty without any signs of life.

Her hand was outside the blanket. The new and old scars on her fair wrist were silently telling how much pain she was in that she had to use this method to find relief.

At that moment, his straight back seemed to be crushed by something. After everyone had left, he knelt in front of the bed and apologized to her.

“Oh, I’m sorry … I won’t bully you anymore …”

Xu Jialu held her hand carefully. His eyes were bloodshot, and he was eager to get her forgiveness.

At that time, Xu Youyou had closed her eyes numbly and did not give him any response.

She didn’t hate Xu Jialu, but she was too disappointed in the world. She no longer had any expectations, and she had no restraints.

The scene reappeared, as if everything had happened again.

But this time, Xu Youyou did not withdraw her hand, nor did she close her eyes indifferently. When she felt his tears falling on her hand, she could not help but shed tears.

&Quot; you were fierce to me last night and even said you were going to break my legs. Big brother is a big liar. He doesn’t keep his word. &Quot;

Xu Jialu raised his head. His Phoenix eyes were full of tears. When he met her aggrieved eyes, he couldn’t help but laugh.

Xu Youyou laughed as well.

Xu Jialu knew that she had really forgiven him. He could finally put down the big stone that had been pressing down on his heart for so many years. For a moment, his entire body relaxed.

He held her hand tightly and sniffled. &Quot; I was just scaring you. Now that you have that old dog mo to back you up, who would dare to break your legs! &Quot;