Novel Full Chapter 238 - Gustav's Thoughts
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My children had been born and I couldn't be happier today. Even since I started my journey in this apocalypse that I finally began to actually feel like I was living my life. It was sudden how everything ended occurring, the fights, the catastrophes, the invasions, the monstrous beings from another dimensions, and the pressure I had on my shoulders to not only survive but also grow stronger and protect my home world.
And to be honest, even after doing that job and as I picked things up, I ended being swallowed by a blackhole due to my negligence, but the power of my Physique and Psyche ended saving me, even as crushed as I ended, I still slowly regenerated back, I ended surviving a blackhole from all things… but I am glad nothing happened inside my divine realm, as it was a different space, it seems that my soul itself ended protecting it.
And thanks to that I ended landing in a completely different Universe as the blackhole served as some kind of wormhole-like transport, although unlike a real wormhole I ended being crushed constantly by its pressuring gravitational forces.
Nonetheless, I seem to have pierced through the membrane of the Universe at some point and ended landing in a completely different Universe right over this world.
I don't know if this world is as big or small as Earth, but Gaia had helped me scan it around and it was indeed phenomenally enormous to the point she wasn't even able to completely discern its size. Perhaps this is a Unique Universe where the entire thing is just a single and massive world? Maybe like these worlds where the invaders came from, each of their Universes was just their entire world in a way, if not the entire dimension.
Maybe I ended landing in a Universal World, as we called it, where the entire Universe is just a single massive world the size of several galaxies with an ever-expanding size. This is why, perhaps, Supreme God-level monsters roam around freely as if it were absolutely nothing.
In such a dangerous world, my powers barely let me survive with everything I got, I am now even more thankfully I had acquired all this power before landing in this hell of a universe…
I regret having tried to be so greedy, I ended falling in that blackhole because I wanted to pick up everything in my divine realm, well, that was a bad move on my part, it ended being my almost demise. I was lucky I ended getting out of it alive, I ended wasting all the Fortune I had accumulated by surviving, and even then, I was swallowed by a giant sea dragon fish-like thing, and this girl, Xijun, was the one that rescued me from its belly.
I would had ended staying in that stomach for a long time because I was being both digested and at the same time regenerating, so the monster would never end up pooping me out or something, which was horrendous to even think about.
Maybe I would had eventually woke up from the comatose state I was in? Although at this point in time, I don't want to remember this anymore.
I was glad to know that everyone inside the divine realm was doing fine and they had been living peacefully while I went through this hell, I was able to protect everyone, thankfully.
Xijun has been my new friend ever since I arrived in this new world, this girl is filled with mysteries herself and she seems to be a classic kuudere-type girl, she seems mostly emotionless, or show very few emotions. And is often silent, so I have a hard time talking with her, but she's gentle-hearted and has helped me adapt and survive in this world, surviving in the wilderness of this dangerous place is a feat by itself, so I am really thankful for her assistance.
I guess she's my first ally, but I myself have a lot of mysteries I have yet to reveal to her, and I honestly don't want to do it yet, I have shown already more of my powers to her as we gradually survived every day, but I have yet to show her the complete capabilities of my own powers, which I am actually still developing an discovering now that I've become a Supreme God, one of such examples is that I can now use all elements of magic, I don't remember being able to do this, but perhaps now that I've grown so strong and have so many attribute particles, all attributes of magic simply flow naturally out of my body and mind.
Unlike me, Xijun seems to be mostly developing water magic and powers related to this element, she said that people don't use all elements like I do, and that it is considered very rare… so I suppose even in this dangerous world I still got many advantages.
My relationship with her has been slowly building up in this month I've spent in this world, and I already consider her somewhat of a little sister. She ended liking my company as well, confessing to me some days ago that she always felt alone and bored, but when I showed up things finally got fun and interesting… I don't know if she's referring to the loot that drops from my hunts, which she likes to collect and see what can appear next, or if she's referring that I am charismatic or something, because I am not really that charismatic...
Anyways, leaving all of this aside, I was just happy to know I finally got my children, my beloved wives had given birth to the two baby girls yesterday, and since that time that I've been at their side while the two girls slept and drank milk. Apparently Kireina and Anna had no problem in generating their sustenance through milk, so I was happy to see them drink to their heart's contents.
By simply glancing at them, I can't help but feel extremely happy, such a strong happiness… I never thought I would be so happy in my life… I feel like my heart as a father is slowly blossoming in my chest. I wonder what names we should give to them…
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