Novel Full Chapter 360 - Miranda's Thoughts
Miranda POV
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W-What's wrong with that pair of dorks?! D-Do they have to be so sudden with everything they always do and say?! Though… honestly, I thought Drake would react otherwise after hearing that I've been kissing Benladann as sisters back then…
I-I truly feel ashamed for that! I shouldn't have tried to kiss her like a sister so much, and it didn't even happen more than three times, but it was very cute and fluffy, and all three times she was the one that actually lifted my chin and kissed me anyway, although I had teased her before, and she had been getting embarrassed with me asking her for kisses… I guess this is what I sowed for myself.
But what I got for myself was way more than what I had expected! I ended getting way too shy and reserved in this new body and the outside world, I never thought Drake would be so handsome and sexy and… Ahh! He's such a gallant!
And every time I look at him in the eyes, I remember all those times I shared my emotions and feelings with Benladann, as that idiot embraced me in bed and hugged, kissed, and did love to me… through Benladann, I mean.
B-But still, to an extent, I am also like part of her, right? So it also kind of counts… a-and it's so… uwaah!
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Okay, I've calmed down. The initial reaction was not what I would have desired of someone like me though, I should have acted a bit more decently with him and Benladann, I ended screwing things up a bit by acting overly shy for some stupid reason.
And he just kissed me after learning I've been kissing Benladann… I swear it was only three times, it wasn't a thing of every day.
It wasn't as if I said "Come here babe, kiss me with passion, mooch, mooch!"
No! It wasn't like that! Uwah… D-Does he thinks it was like that?!
But instead of even getting angry, that idiot of Drake ended kissing me instead?! What kind of stupid-looking lizard is he to think that is a good way to resolve this problem!
And his lips felt so nice too! He was so warm and cute and handsome! Uwahhh…!
I got so embarrassed that my pale-white body continued to glow red, and I ran away from the two.
I couldn't simply face them after such an embarrassing moment. I don't know what might happen now, to be honest!
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M-Maybe I should escape from here and restart my life anew! Y-yeah! I could jump out of Fuyu and begin my new life as an Adventurer or something, I don't have to face these two giant dorks again!
I…
Ugh, what am I even talking about? I am just being delusional at this point, I should just face my problems and simply… try to get along with Drake and his loving attitude from now on?
But how much will he change from now? What will he do? I am concerned… W-What will happen? Will he try to devour me on a bed? I-I wouldn't mind it though! Ah! I shouldn't think like this.
These nasty thoughts are so hard to get out, I am really going to get laid by Drake? I… I… Ugh…
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Calm down, calm down, I am panicking. I know… I know what will happen.
I mean, Drake and Benladann kissed, and they took a while to get laid, so perhaps I won't get laid yet, that's a relief, I hope Drake this relationship is serious if he really intends to begin something with me after kissing me so suddenly…
M-Maybe a couple of dates, perhaps, something like that, r-right?
Though… I can't help but imagine his big and strong body embracing my own and making me his. He's so freaking hot! And that' he's a dragon makes it hotter! It's like he's a wild beast that possesses me and makes me his property- Uwah! What am I even thinking about?
Okay…
I should call myself. My thoughts are becoming way too chaotic and unreadable at this point, even I am beginning to fade into insanity by merely hearing my own thoughts.
I decided to suppress these strong and blooming feelings of love for this dragon, as I concentrated on what to do.
I should really get there and apologize to the two, ask for forgiveness. I shouldn't really have called them dorks, nor idiots. They're both very intelligent and lovable, and the only thing they had done lately is just loved me…
They're just two lovely dorks that I love tons and tons… those two…
I had a bad past with the two, but we got along pretty well, and then as if naturally, feelings between each other surged faster than I could have ever imagined! Is this a love triangle sort of deal? Not really, because I am also into Benladann, so what the heck is even this?
But… Hahh… I can't stop thinking about the two of them, they're my life and treasures… I-I love them so much.
Drake was rude before, even annoying and I hated him, but he grew on me after so long. He helped me see through my mistakes and gave me a second chance. He let me get along once more with Benladann, even when he could have perfectly suppressed me for eternity or sealed me away.
He gave me a second chance, and after I got to know him better, I realized he wasn't a stupid lizard, but a lovable man. I understand why Benladann is so in love with him, and why every girl he meets wants him for themselves, he's really an amazing man…
Do I even deserve him?
And Benladann too, she's such a lovely and precious treasure to me… My beautiful sister. After finally separating from me, she had bloomed into such a fine woman… I am mesmerized by her beauty and cuteness. And Drake is so handsome and cute too. The two make up for a deadly combination.
Ugh… It's hard to live with these two.
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