Chapter 176: ¹⁷⁶: just want to feel you 18+

Chapter 176: 1??: just want to feel you 18+

For a moment, I could only stare at him, trying to understand the strange gentleness with which he was treating me. This was Kael Dreven, the same man who had looked me in the eyes earlier and made me feel as though my emotions meant absolutely nothing to him. The same man whose words had hurt me so deeply that I’d struggled to hold myself together in front of him.

And yet, here he was, behaving as though he could hear every unspoken fear hidden behind my words.

It was confusing. More than confusing, it was dangerous to the fragile little distance I’d been trying so desperately to maintain between my heart and him.

I had spent so many days convincing myself that my feelings were nothing more than an unfortunate consequence of spending too much time around him. I had told myself that the attraction would eventually fade, that I would remember my purpose and stop looking for meaning in every little thing he did.

But how was I supposed to do that when he kept giving me moments like this?

I hated how easily my attention followed him. I hated how quickly my anger became tangled with concern, how a single change in his expression could make me forget the very words I’d rehearsed in my head to remind myself why I shouldn’t care.

Most of all, I hated that some foolish part of me still wanted to believe there was a softer side to Kael that he rarely allowed anyone to see.

Perhaps I was simply desperate to find something good in him because accepting that I was falling for someone who could hurt me so effortlessly was far more frightening than I wanted to admit.

Now without waiting for anything, kael just moved, and placed me gently onto the bed, not like he had the first time today but almost like the very first time we had done this.

My gaze lingered on his face, searching for some indication of what he was thinking. His expression offered me no easy answers. He wasn’t teasing me, nor was he wearing that familiar, infuriating smirk that usually made me want to argue with him. The quietness between us felt almost unfamiliar.

I found myself remembering how frightened I’d been only minutes ago, when he’d collapsed in front of me and I hadn’t known what to do. That helpless feeling still lingered somewhere beneath my ribs. Even now, I couldn’t completely forget the sight of him lying on the floor, his face pale and his strength seemingly gone.

The memory reminded me that I still didn’t understand what was happening to him. I didn’t know why he had needed me, why he had insisted that I leave, or why his condition seemed to change so dramatically.

I wanted answers. I wanted to understand him. And, perhaps most foolishly of all, I wanted to believe that whatever had passed between us in those frightening moments meant something to him, too.

But I couldn’t afford to mistake a moment of gentleness for a promise. I knew that much, even if my heart seemed determined to ignore every sensible thought that crossed my mind.

So I kept my questions to myself, trying to hold on to the little composure I had left while the distance between what I wanted to believe and what I actually knew grew painfully thin.

I kept my hands on the bed as he moved a little away from me, taking his shirt off of himself in one swift motion. I could not even look at those muscles, for which I was crazy for even a second because he just held me even more swiftly than he had taken his shirt off.

Kael’s lips fell onto my neck while his hands moved to my waist, manoeuvring beneath my shirt, slowly and carefully. Just like his careful fingers his kisses on my neck also were feeling so gentle like even though he had not responded to my request earlier he had indeed heard it and now was acting on it.

I winced as I felt his cold fingers, now moving directly onto my skin while his hands made my shirt ride up as he moved his hands more and more up towards my sensitive buds.

" Kael!" I moaned out his name again as I felt his hands on my breasts now while my shirt was making me feel like it was begging to be thrown off of me.

Kael moved his head back, my neck still feeling the trail of his kisses as he moved his lips to my pebbled nipple now.

My mind felt the same old familiar trickle of numbing pleasure as he moved his lips along with his tongue on my right nipple making me want to curl my toes while purring in the sensation.

Kael always had this power of making me undone with just some little touches from and this was him being so gentle, so considerate towards me. I was bound to feel the little bubbles that were popping inside my heart for this ethereal moment.

Kissing my other breast for just a second Kael then moved back, his hands moving straight to the bottom of my shirt. I moved my shoulders up, giving him the case to pull it off of me.

As soon as the shirt was thrown onto the floor I laid back onto my shoulders, waiting for him to get his lips back onto my breasts which were almost aching to feel his lips against them again.

But he didn’t do that. Kael moved onto his knees, his fingers fondling with his belt followed by his pants before he threw it to the ground along with his boxers as if he could no longer tolerate the restraint on his member anymore.

I gulped looking at his little monster which in no way was small and frightened every single time I saw it with my eyes despite knowing how good it made me feel when it was inside my pussy.

Kael didn’t wait for anything more even then, his hands moved to my shorts which were already ruined by now given how much my quivering pussy had teared up till now just by Kael’s mere presence.

The shorts met all of our other discarded clothes onto the floor within seconds and my hips that I had raised for Kael to pull off my shorts and underwear fell onto my bed, the mattress feeling cool against my tingling skin.

Kael without saying anything again, moved on top of me, his left hand moving to wrap around his dick as he placed its hardened tip against my clit making me arch my back with a pain at the newfound sensation.

" Kael, it almost hurts!" I whispered as I felt the hard tip almost drilling into my sensitive bud. My hands curled onto the sheets beneath us as Kael silently used his hand to move his ficc onto my folds as if coating it with my liquids while leaving me a moaning mess beneath him.

"Kael, push it inside me already! Please!" I whispered followed by a moan as I felt his head teasing my entrance while his eyes were linked with mine tear filled ones.

"Push.." Before I could say anything else, I could see stars as Kael just thrusted his monstrous cock into me without a single warning or a kiss to my neck and then as quickly he had thrusted it in he pulled it out of there making a tear fall out of my eye at the feel of emptiness that my pussy felt.

As if sensing my distress Kael thrusted his dick into me again, and this time, to allt he right places that he knew made me crazy, like bat shit crazy.

" Kael, be gentle please...ahh.." I whimperd for the hundreth time alredy as he continued to thrust jnto me like there was some monster energy inside him and he could nolonger control it while fucking me like this.

Even though I wanted Kael to listen to my words given the force his thrusts had behind them still a part of me was delighted that he didn’t.

Kael kept railing me just like that for long, kissing my breasts, rubbing them while he tried to chase his orgasm which didn’t come even after I had come two times already.

"Fuck, Athena!" Kael said at last as I could now feel his dick strait in my abdomen now or even if I looked from up where I could see.

"I was fucking correct about this!" He said for the last time, as he came inside me sending waves up my vagina to my womb like never before.

Kael collapsed on top of me, not saying a single word after that as he kept his dick still inside me, something that I always thought if he liked doing.

My hands moved up into his hair involuntarily wanting to caress my hand through his ruffled sex hair as I felt his breathing becoming even on top of my chest.