Novel Full Chapter 819: Sabrina’s Yearn and Desperation
Chapter 819: Sabrina’s Yearn and Desperation
The Torres estate was silent—unnaturally so, as though the house itself were holding its breath.
Antonio had been gone three days. Another "development deal" in Singapore after he’d managed the Six Towers Deal. Another trip requiring his personal attention. Sabrina hadn’t asked for details. She hadn’t asked anything meaningful in years. The questions had dried up around the same time the pretense of ignorance became too exhausting to maintain.
Madison was at Peter’s estate. Again. Her daughter drifted home only long enough to keep the fiction of residency alive. The rest of the time she belonged to that sprawling property on the hills—and to him.
The emptiness pressed in. Vast rooms echoed with absence. The silence wasn’t peaceful; it was thick, expectant, almost predatory.
Sabrina lay across the king bed that had long since become hers alone. The silk sheets slid cool and slippery against her bare thighs. The air conditioning droned its indifferent lullaby. Beyond the towering glass walls, Los Angeles shimmered—jewels scattered across black velvet, remote and uncaring.
She was wearing the black La Perla set she hadn’t touched in eighteen months. Not for Antonio, who no longer noticed what she wore to bed. Not for any clandestine affair—Sabrina Reynolds Torres did not have affairs.
She was faithful. Dutiful.
The wife who smiled at charity galas while her marriage quietly flatlined.
She wore it for herself tonight.
Because the lace cupped her breasts with deliberate cruelty, because the straps bit gently into her shoulders, because the thong rode high and tight and reminded every nerve ending that she still possessed a body capable of hunger.
Forty-three.
Still firm in the places that mattered. Still curved in ways that drew eyes across restaurants and boardrooms. Still alive with want that had nowhere to go.
Her phone lit the darkness.
Patricia.
"It’s done. Sending now. You owe me big, Sabrina. Had to practically blackmail the others to let me even hit record."
Fingers unsteady, she replied.
"Thank you. I know I’ve been... persistent."
A beat. Then:
"’Persistent’?Babe you’ve been feral for three weeks. ’Just a clip, Patricia. Just to see.’ We both know this isn’t about curiosity anymore."
Sabrina let the screen go dark. No denial rose in her throat. Patricia was correct. This had passed curiosity weeks ago.
It had begun innocently enough—at the wellness center.
Victoria, Anya, Ortega: months of glowing testimonials. "Eros is life-changing."
"You have to book with him, Sabrina."
"He just... gets it out of you." They returned from sessions flushed, loose-limbed, radiating a satisfaction too visceral for yoga flows or Pilates reformers.
Sabrina wasn’t naïve.
She understood exactly what "transformative" meant in that context.
She should have been outraged. Scandalized. Instead she felt a low, dangerous curiosity uncoiling in her belly.
Then she met him.
Eros.
He’d been... attentive. Charming. Looking at her with those eyes that seemed to see right through her designer workout clothes to the neglected woman beneath.
Tall. Deliberate. Eyes that stripped away Lululemon and Spanx and years of practiced composure in a single glance. His corrections during their session were textbook professional—hands on her hips to square them, palm between her shoulder blades to deepen the stretch—yet every touch landed like a spark on dry grass.
And the teasing.
Soft. Deniable. A murmured "You’re holding so much tension here..." as fingertips ghosted the small of her back. A slow smile when color flooded her cheeks. The velvet suggestion: "I could help you let it all go, Sabrina. If you ever decide you want that."
She’d practically run from the studio.
Cold shower. Stern internal lecture. She was married. A mother. Madison’s mother.
But the dreams arrived that same night.
His hands. His weight. His voice unraveling her in the dark. She woke throbbing, sheets twisted, shame warring with the sharp, sweet ache between her thighs.
Had teased Patricia too. Not overtly. Nothing she could point to and call inappropriate. Just... comments. Glances. The way he’d leaned close to murmur corrections, his breath warm against her ear. The way he’d smiled when she blushed.
She told herself she was being ridiculous. She was a married woman.
A mother. Madison’s mother, for God’s sake. But the dreams had started that night. Dreams of Eros. His hands. His voice. His body moving over hers in ways Ricardo hadn’t moved in years. She’d woken up gasping, aching, ashamed.
And then came the family dinner.
Peter Carter.
Her daughter’s boyfriend. The young man Madison couldn’t stop talking about, couldn’t stop touching, couldn’t stop looking at like he’d hung the moon personally for her.
Sabrina had expected to dislike him. Expected some cocky boy who’d somehow charmed her daughter into this ridiculous "harem" arrangement Madison herself had whispered to her. Expected to see through him immediately, the way mothers always saw through the boys who weren’t good enough for their daughters.
Instead, she’d seen...
Anomalies.
The way Peter moved. The exact same fluid grace she’d noticed in Eros.
The same slow, predatory roll of hips that screamed raw sexual confidence, the same powerful stride that made her core clench and her breath hitch as if he were already walking toward her to claim her.
The way Peter’s voice dropped into certain registers. The same registers that had made her shiver at the wellness center. That same deep, rumbling timbre that vibrated straight through her chest and settled hot and heavy between her thighs, making her nipples tighten into aching peaks under her dress.
The way Peter looked at her across the dinner table—just once, just briefly—with eyes that held the same knowing heat she’d seen in Eros’s gaze.
A molten, deliberate stare that fucked her with his eyes alone—peeling away every layer of composure until she felt exposed, dripping, her cunt fluttering with sudden, shameful need right there at the family table.
Coincidence, she’d told herself. Lots of confident men moved the same way. Spoke the same way. Looked at women the same way.
But the similarities kept piling up.
The build. The presence.
The way both men seemed to fill whatever room they occupied, making everyone else fade into background noise. The thick, intoxicating aura of dominant masculinity—broad shoulders straining fabric, the faint outline of a heavy cock against tailored trousers, the kind of body built to pin a woman down and fuck her senseless until she begged.
The way her body responded to both of them—the same racing pulse, the same flush of heat, the same desperate, aching want that she hadn’t felt in decades.
Her clit throbbing insistently against the lace of her panties, slick arousal soaking through the fabric, breasts swollen and tender, every nerve screaming for rough hands, a bruising grip, a thick cock stretching her open after years of neglect.
And the dreams...
Gods, the dreams.
They’d gotten worse after the dinner. More vivid. More specific. Sometimes it was Eros pinning her to a bed, whispering filthy things in her ear.
"Look how wet this married pussy gets for a stranger... I’m going to ruin you, Sabrina—fuck you raw until you forget your husband’s name and scream mine instead."
Sometimes it was Peter—her son-in-law, practically—doing the same things, wearing the same expression, making her feel the same desperate pleasure. His powerful body caging hers, thick shaft slamming deep, relentless, growling against her throat.
"You’ve wanted this cock since the first time you saw me, haven’t you? Wanted it stretching your tight, neglected cunt while your daughter sleeps down the hall."
Sometimes, in the dreams, they were the same person.
She’d wake up drenched in sweat, her hand between her legs, the aftershocks of dream-orgasms still rippling through her body.
Fingers plunged deep into her sopping cunt, palm grinding hard against her swollen clit, hips jerking wildly as wave after wave of forbidden pleasure crashed through her—shame burning hotter than the climax, tears streaking her cheeks while her body still convulsed around her own thrusting fingers.
And she’d lie there in the darkness, staring at the ceiling, thinking:
What if they ARE the same person?
What if Eros and Peter are—
She couldn’t finish the thought. Couldn’t let herself go there. Because if it was true... if the man fucking her friends at the wellness center was the same man her daughter was in love with...
What did that make her, for wanting him so badly?
For fantasizing about that same thick, veined cock—the one that had Madison moaning every night—now buried to the hilt inside her own dripping, desperate pussy, pounding her into the mattress until she came so hard her vision whited out, marking her as the ultimate taboo slut who craved what belonged to her daughter?
The video file had arrived.
Sabrina stared at it for a long moment, her heart hammering against her ribs.
Her thighs already trembling apart, one hand sliding beneath the soaked black lace, fingertips gliding through drenched folds to circle her pulsing clit in slow, needy strokes—knowing the moment she hit play, she’d be watching the man she burned for in secret, and her fingers would be fucking her cunt to the rhythm of whatever filthy truth waited on the screen.
Three weeks of begging Patricia.
Three weeks of late-night texts typed with trembling fingers in the dark: "Just a short clip... just so I can understand what Vic, Ortega and Anya mean by ’transformative.’"