Chosen by Fate, Rejected by the Alpha

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Trinity

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  My first full day at home started out slow. I had to have Reece carry me to the bathroom so that I could pee like I needed to do every night. Honestly I was surprised I didn't wake up in the middle of the night needing to pee like I have been lately. These babies often used my bladder like it was a punching bag while I was sleeping.

  Just like at the hospital yesterday, and all through the day yesterday, Reece carried me to the bathroom and set me on the toilet. That part was so annoyingly embarrassing. I mean, I was capable of going from a standing position to a sitting position. But nope, he wouldn't allow it at all.

  After I finished and was ready to wash up he would then pick me up and hold me while I washed my hands. At least he didn't insist on washing them for me or something annoying like that. 

After that I had desperately wanted to take a shower. I just wanted to let the water wash over me and relax my muscles. Well, do you think he was going to let me shower? Nope. He set me on the edge of the sink and went to draw the bath.

  While the water was filling the tub he went and got a stack of towels that he set next to the large pool of water. After that he added a lightly scented oil to the water that I could instantly tell was meant for relaxation. He was trying to keep me calm I see. After he grabbed my body wash and shampoo the tub was ready and it was time for me to bathe.

  Reece walked over just as I was taking off the loose fitting t-shirt I was wearing. He looked slightly annoyed, like he wanted to be the one to remove the shirt instead of me. Well, he got to be the one to pull the panties down and off of me so at least he shouldn't be too upset.

  Before Reece picked me up though he stripped off his boxers and tossed them into the hamper with my clothes.

  "What are you doing?" I asked him even though I already knew.

  "Taking a bath with you. Isn't that obvious?" He laughed as he picked me up.

  "I gathered that much, but why are you taking a bath with me? I can bathe myself, you know."

  "Aren't I allowed to take a relaxing bath with the love of my life?" He was phrasing it like that on purpose. He was going to make me feel guilty if I said no. Oooh that sneaky dog.

  "If that was really what you were after then I wouldn't have a problem, but I have a feeling this is just you making sure I don't die in the tub." He flinched at my choice of words and looked at the water with me held in his arms.

  "While it would be horrible for that to happen and I most definitely do not want to see you hurt in any way, this is truly just me wanting to take a bath with you this morning." Hmm, I wonder.

  "So, does that mean that I will bathe alone tomorrow? And the day after that?" I raised an eyebrow at him and glared at him. He still wouldn't look at me.

  "I will want to bathe with you then too. I want to bathe with you all the time. There is no definite date as to when it will end."

  "You're being ridiculous." I laughed at him while I shook my head. "Utterly ridiculous. You know that? You're pretending to want to just be in the tub with me but it's just you wanting to keep an eye on me." I still couldn't stop laughing. He was being ridiculous.

  "I don't know what you're talking about." He still feigned innocence as he walked into the hot water and settled us down.

  "Sure you don't." I nodded at him.

  After soaking for a while I felt Reece begin to wash me. It reminded me of the first time we were in the tub together. That had been back in the canyons after I was rescued. He had washed me then too, just like he was doing now.

  His touch was gentle and smooth. He wasn't trying to be intimate but I couldn't help but feel it that way. I just loved the way that he touched me and how it felt. I could feel the heat flooding into my core as my desire for him just grew.

  I turned on his lap slowly so that I was facing him. I took the washcloth from him and pretended to start washing him. However, the moment that I leaned forward I pressed my lips against his and slipped my tongue into his mouth.

  He answered my kiss immediately. His lips reached hungrily for me and his hands came up to stroke my back and I pressed my breasts against his chest. I loved the feel of his firm and toned muscles and broad shoulders. I ran my hands up his arms, over his shoulders and down his back so that I could scrape my fingers against his smooth and soft flesh.

  I heard him moan softly and felt his body respond instantly. He was already turned on. His growing erection invaded the space between our bodies and pressed against me firmly. It was exactly what I was wanting, what I needed. I rocked my body just a little so that I could grind against him and feel him just that much more. It was already amazing and we hadn't even done anything yet.

  "Wait." He pulled away from me, breaking the kiss. "We shouldn't do this. It's not good for you right now."

  "I don't remember Griffin telling us we couldn't do this." I tried to recapture his mouth then but he pulled away from me.

  "No, it will get your heart rate up. It's not allowed." I could hear how hard he was fighting for control right now. I could probably break that control of his really easily if I tried just a little.

  "Come on Reece." I pleaded with him in a soft voice as I leaned against him more. That movement slid him just a little close toward my opening and made it that much easier for me to grind against him. "Please, Reece. I need you. We will ask Griffin later but don't deny me now. Please." I continued to beg him in a soft, seductive tone as I pressed against him. "Please."

  I heard him growl once right as there was almost an audible snapping sound to signify his control being torn to shreds. With Reece's control now out the window I was able to recapture his mouth and continue that mind blowing kiss.

  As soon as my lips were locked on his, Reece shifted me a little, just enough so that he could slide into my opening and pull me down his long hard shaft.

  "Ahh!" I threw my head back and cried out with pleasure. "Ahh, Reece." I called his name, urging him on.

  He didn't thrust though. He didn't do much of anything just yet, he just seemed to sit there and revel in the feel of our union. I had to admit, it felt more than amazing right now.

  Finally, Reece started to move. Actually he had taken hold of my hips and started gently rocking me back and forth. He was making the same movement, soft gentle rocking motions. It was slow, it was gentle, and it was unlike any of the other times that we had ever been together before.

  Still, it felt amazing. I could feel him throbbing with every sway of my hips and every rock of his. It was mind boggling how something so gentle and slow could have me already feeling my orgasm building, but it was there nonetheless.

  Reece was fighting hard not to be rough or cause my body too much stress. Goddess, I love him and how considerate he was. I needed a little more though, just a little more connection. I leaned forward, throwing my head onto his shoulder and placing my lips against his mate mark.

  Once my mouth was in position I sucked hard on the mark that I had left on him. He growled as if he were still fighting for his control and my mouth was making it worse for him. That hadn't been my intention, I just wanted to taste him in an intimate way.

  The rocking got just a little faster, nothing more. It was fine, it was all that I needed. I felt my orgasm reach its limit and spill over. As soon as my body started to spasm and I clenched around Reece's already throbbing shaft he had reached his limit as well. He exploded inside of me with a thundering growl. It sounded like he was releasing all the energy he was fighting not to ram into my body.

  "I'm sorry." Reece panted as he rested his head on my shoulder.

  "For what?" I was confused.

  "I didn't want to hurt you but I didn't want to deny you. I know that wasn't very pleasurable for you." He looked as if he was wounded, like he hadn't just made me come already.

  "Reece you idiot." I slapped his wet chest and laughed at him.

  "What?" He looked confused.

  "It was still perfectly wonderful for me. If anyone should be sorry it's me. You had to hold back so much that you were fighting yourself the whole time." I wanted to feel sad about it but I was too happy.

  "It felt amazing for me as well. I didn't need to slam into you to feel the power of our connection. Yeah, I fought my wolf for control but he's a beast. I wasn't going to let him be in charge right now. I wasn't fighting myself for control, just the beat that would have been too rough with you. I love you, Trinity, and any time I am with you is amazing. This just proved it to me. Goddess, but it was truly beautiful and perfect."

  "Oh Reece." I slapped him again as I teared up. "Stupid pregnancy hormones." I laughed as I wiped a tear away. He didn't know what he did to me.