CEO He : Please Don't Love Me

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The black car followed the white one on the busy road. However, the business of the road never affected the speed of these two cars.

Mo Roulan couldn't help but admire the driver's driving skills as he drove the car amidst so many vehicles very easily.

She didn't notice the frown on He Jian's face as she looked at the driver with her admiration filled eyes.

"Drive fast. Why are you crawling like a snail?"

The cold voice reached the driver's ears and he swallowed and sweated at the same time.

On the other hand, Mo Roulan frowned at the man sitting beside her but didn't say anything. She was already mortified on remembering just how she had threatened He Jian a few minutes ago.

How did she do it?

From where did she get that so much courage?

Mo Roulan suddenly didn't know and then thought that her worry about Shen Youlin perhaps gave her so much courage. Because she was sure that the past self of her, who couldn't even talk to He Jian by looking in his eyes straight, could never talk to him like this. 

Shen Weisheng's car stopped finally and hence the car Mo Roulan was sitting inside also stopped making her come out of her thoughts.

Mo Roulan frowned as she looked out of the window trying to recognize the place.

Chu Feng came out and opened the door of the car for He Jian. The driver, on the other hand, opened the door for Mo Roulan who thanked him with a tight smile on her lips as she still was worried about Shen Youlin.

When she saw Shen Weisheng running inside a building, she also followed him and she in return was followed by He Jian who grasped his arm as soon as he caught up with her.

"Stay with me."

He said firmly and then holding Mo Roulan's hand he walked in long strides towards the building.

Mo Roulan didn't know what was going on when she saw Shen Weisheng entering the elevator with a frown on his forehead. She and He Jian just entered the elevator because Shen Weisheng was already there before the doors could close.

It was only when she saw Shen Weisheng pressing the button of the top floor, a guess formed in her mind and her face suddenly went pale.

Even He Jian's eyes flickered for a moment and he glanced at worried Shen Weisheng. At the same time, his hold on Mo Roulan's arm became firm and tight.

Mo Roulan didn't ask Shen Weisheng anything and the other two men didn't say anything. So the elevator was deathly silent until it opened and the three of them stepped out of the elevator.

Mo Roulan gulped and wiped her face with her free hand when she saw Shen Weisheng running in a particular direction. She had seen the words written just outside the elevator.

They implied that the terrace was just in the direction Shen Weisheng was going in.

"Lanlan…"

  "Let's go."

She interrupted He Jian before he could ask her whether she was alright or not. She didn't have any strength to lie to him at this moment.

How could she be alright when her best friend was …god knows in what kind of situation?

Mo Roulan inhaled sharply when she was finally on the terrace and saw the scene in front of her eyes.

Shen Youlin stood there on the edge of the thin boundary that separated the building and the …air. 

The thin boundary she was standing on was just wide enough to have her small-sized foot on them and she was wearing heels.

The horror on Mo Roulan's face only increased when she saw Shen Youlin's wavering body.

"Youlin…"

"Youlin"

Two shouts came at the same time while He Jian immediately took out his phone to call his assistant, Chu Feng.

The relief of Shen Weisheng and Mo Roulan's face could not be compared to anything in this world as they saw Shen Youlin controlling her wavering body.

A chuckle fell in their ears …and it belonged to none other than Shen Youlin. A few words followed the chuckle. 

"Is someone other… than me also here?" 

Shen Weisheng's face was red with anger as he saw Shen Youlin moving around on that thin fence. He sighed when she finally stopped after she was facing them.

On the other hand, Mo Roulan stepped forward as she whispered blankly

"She is drunk."     

Hearing these words, Shen Weisheng who had closed his eyes in exhaustion swiftly opened his eyes and finally saw a bottle of liquor in his younger sister's hands.

The horror on his face came back and he cursed in a low voice.

"This brat…"

Not only Shen Weisheng, but even Mo Roulan was feeling very angry at this moment.

On the other hand, Shen Youlin looked at the figures standing in front of her with narrowed eyes.

With her one finger raised she pointed them at the figures and whispered

"One …two…three…four…five…six…seven…"

After some time, she felt tired and shouted in frustration.

"How come so many people suddenly came here? No one in this world will let me even die peacefully."

And Shen Youlin's words 'that she thought she said in a low voice' gave another horror to Shen Weisheng and Mo Roulan.

He Jian who had just returned after talking on the phone stood beside Mo Roulan silently watched everything.   

His eyes, however, stayed on Mo Roulan for most of the time as if he was afraid that she would jump forward any time to save Shen Youlin.

"Youlin …you don't even deserve to die."

The shouts echoed in the silent terrace as the blowing breeze carried away Shen Youlin's words.

Shen Weisheng's face didn't have any emotion as he stepped forward while Mo Roulan tried to figure out what she should do.

Shen Weisheng who had thought of pulling Shen Youlin down had to stop when Shen Youlin pointed her finger at her him and shouted 

"Hey, you don't come here….first let me jump down … only then you can take my place."

With wide eyes, Shen Weisheng saw his drunken sister ready to turn around.

'She will jump down if I didn't do anything.'

So he said immediately.

"No, you can take your time. I am not in hurry."

Shen Youlin stopped and didn't turn around as she pouted and looked at the blurry figure.

"Oh…but your voice is a little familiar…just like my Big Brother."

The word 'Big Brother' made Shen Weisheng's eyes instantly wet and his eyes looking at Shen Youlin were tender now.

Since a week, he had been keeping Shen Youlin with himself, but she had never called him Big Brother. The emptiness inside his heart suddenly went away.

However, the next moment he suddenly heard Shen Youlin continuing.

Her lips had a bitter smile as she said

"But why will he come here? He will be more than happy if I die today…after all he hates me…"

Shen Weisheng shook his head vigorously at Shen Yooulin's words.

Mo Roulan, on the other hand, looked at Shen Weisheng with knitted brows.

She didn't understand why Shen Youlin was saying this.

He Jian who was standing beside Mo Roulan suddenly looked down at his phone. When he raised his head, his whole attention was on Shen Youlin. After a few moments of silence, he asked Shen Youlin coldly.

"What are you waiting for?"

Shen Weisheng and Mo Roulan, both glared at He Jian for his question but He Jian didn't mind it.

The two worried people then looked at the drunkard person only to find her taking one more sip of the liquor in her hands leisurely.

It was after a few moments later, Shen Youlin answered He Jian's question.

"I am waiting … I am actually thinking of any reason that can stop me from jumping down."       

  Shen Youlin whispered after a lot of effort.     

But her words hit the heart of Mo Roulan and Shen Weisheng.

"My family… they don't love me."

Shen Youlin whispered lightly as if she was in a daze. 

A tear fell out from Mo Roulan's eyes. She felt that she could feel Shen Youlin's pain inside her heart. So lost ….just like she was once. 

She again glanced at Shen Weisheng. His head was lowered and he silently heard her sister's words.

Mo Roulan's sniffed and wiped her tear as she stepped forward when Shen Youlin's attention was not on her.

Her wrist was grasped instantly and she turned to look behind herself.

"Lanlan, don't go there. I forbid it."

He Jian who was holding Mo Roulan's hand said firmly.

Mo Roulan first frowned and wanted to say that he didn't have any right to stop her but she suddenly felt that she would only elongate this matter by doing that.

So she whispered softly

"I will not step on the fence. I promise you." 

Even though it was difficult for her, she smiled softly and tried to assure He Jian. He Jian sighed in frustration and left her hand after a few moments.

As he saw Mo Roulan taking one more step forward…a kind of uneasiness spread inside his heart. But he remembered Mo Roulan's soft smile and tried to suppress this uneasiness inside his heart. 

On the other hand, Shen Youlin was still lost in her thoughts as she whispered again.

"The only person that I have found to rely on… My Roulan… I also lost her. I hurt her also …so much."

Another tear rolled down from Mo Roulan's eye as she heard Shen Youlin's words.

She was finally very near Shen Youlin when she called her out and said

"Youlin…come here."

She opened her arms and smiled brightly….just like the smile Shen Youlin liked on her lips.

"Your Roulan is here. You never lost me. You never hurt me."

Shen Youlin lowered her head to look at the figure standing below her and narrowed her eyes.

"Roulan…"

She whispered softly and smiled.  The next moment, she started to lose her balance and her body started to sway.   

"Youlin..."

On the silent terrace, Shen Weisheng and Mo Roulan's shouts echoed together.