Beneath His Skin
Chapter 61: Wraithfen
Azura’s POV
The meat smelled good. That was not something I had expected to think this morning, standing in a camp that still carried the memory of yesterday’s fight in the way the warriors moved and the way nobody was speaking too loudly.
But the smell of roasting meat over a rebuilt fire had a way of cutting through everything else and reminding people that they were still alive and still hungry, and those two things had a way of mattering more than almost anything.
Torin was crouching by the fire turning the meat on the makeshift spit, his sleeves pushed up, looking completely unbothered, which was either because he was genuinely unbothered or because he had decided that looking unbothered was the most useful thing he could offer the group right now. With Torin, it was always hard to tell which one it was.
I sat nearby with Liona, both of us close enough to the fire to feel it properly, waiting.
The warriors ate in small groups, passing pieces of meat between them, some sitting and some standing, all of them quieter than usual. The kind of quiet that was not unfriendly, just thoughtful, the quiet of people who had seen something they were still turning over in their minds.
Rhydor ate standing up near his horse. Alone, as usual. He ate quickly and without interest, the way he did most things that were not directly related to leading or fighting, like eating was just another task to get through before the next one.
Silas sat beside me uninvited, which I had come to understand was just how Silas operated, and handed me a piece of meat wrapped in a large leaf.
"Eat," he said simply.
I took it. "Thank you."
He nodded and started on his own portion without further conversation.
The meat was good. I did not know what animal it was and I had decided some time ago on this journey that asking that question too late was never particularly useful. It was hot, and it was real food, and after days of travel rations, it tasted better than anything that had a right to taste in the middle of nowhere.
Liona ate beside me with the focused attention of someone making up for lost time. She had barely eaten properly since the attack and her body was still working on healing itself. I watched her out of the corner of my eye without making it obvious and was quietly relieved to see the color coming back properly into her face.
"Stop watching me," she said without looking up.
"I am not watching you."
"You are doing that thing where you look at me sideways and think I cannot see you."
"I am looking at the fire."
"The fire is on my other side."
I looked at the fire, which was indeed on her other side.
"Eat your food," she said, and smiled.
I ate my food.
After a while, the camp began to move again in that quiet, efficient way that happened when Rhydor had not said anything, but somehow everyone knew it was time.
People wrapped up what was left, covered the fire properly, packed the last of the supplies, and cleared the ground until there was almost no sign anyone had been here at all.
I was standing and watching this happen when Torin walked toward Rhydor with Silas beside him. Their voices were low enough that I would not normally have heard them from where I was standing. But the camp was quiet enough this morning that the words carried.
"We should tell you what we saw," Torin said.
Rhydor looked at him. "Go on."
Torin glanced once around the camp and then back. "When we were out there tracking the animal we found footprints. Child-sized. Bare feet." He paused. "In a place like this. No child should be in a place like this."
Rhydor said nothing. Just listened.
"We followed them," Silas said, taking over quietly. "Tried to see where they were going. Then they changed."
"Changed how," Rhydor said.
"Mid track," Torin said. "One print was a child’s foot. The next one was a grown man’s. No gradual change. No explanation. Just one and then the other, like whatever left them decided to be something different between one step and the next."
The camp had gone very still around them. The warriors who had been there were not looking at each other but they were listening.
"I tried to track the scent," Torin continued, and something in his voice shifted, something that was not quite comfortable. "I caught it for a second. Then it was gone. Not faded. Gone. Like something knew I had it and pulled it back."
Rhydor looked at him for a long moment. Then he looked at Silas. "The map."
Wait. What?
Silas was already moving toward his horse. He pulled a worn book from the pack strapped to the saddle and brought it over, opening it as he walked.
When he held it out I could see it from where I was standing, a detailed map covering the land around them, marked with territories and routes and things I did not have names for yet.
I had not known about this map. Not once in this entire journey had anyone mentioned it to me. I had assumed Rhydor and Torin were navigating from memory and familiarity. But this map looked like it had been studied, used, and marked over a long period of time.
Rhydor looked at the map. He looked at it for a few seconds and then put his finger on a specific point. Then he looked up at Torin.
"Which direction were the prints heading?"
Torin pointed without hesitation.
Rhydor looked back down at the map. Then he closed it.
Nobody said the thing they were all thinking. Nobody pointed out that the direction of those prints and the direction the map was leading them were the same.
They did not need to say it. Every single person standing there had already done that calculation and arrived at the same place and chosen to keep it behind their teeth.
The silence said it more clearly than any words could have.
"We move," Rhydor said.
****
The journey was quieter than the ones before it.
No carriage this time. The attack had seen to that. I had known what this meant before we even started packing, and sure enough, when the time came, Rhydor simply held out his hand from the saddle without looking at me and waited. I took it, and he pulled me up in front of him, and that was the entire conversation.
Liona rode with Torin.
She did not say a single word about this arrangement. She climbed up, settled in front of him on his grey horse, and looked straight ahead with an expression of complete neutrality that was so deliberately neutral it told me everything I needed to know about how she actually felt about it.
I filed that away and said nothing.
Silas rode at the front with the map open in his hands, leading the group, calling out turns and directions as we went. I watched him from behind, watching the way he held the book, the way his eyes moved between the page and the path ahead of him, steady and sure.
I had been on this entire journey and never known that map existed.
I thought about that for a while as we rode. About how much of what was happening around me I was not being told. Not maliciously perhaps. But still. I was the Luna of this pack. I was on this journey. I had fought in that attack yesterday, well, ran actually, fixed a dislocated leg, calmed a berserk alpha, and cleaned a wound that was not healing.
And nobody had thought to mention there was a map.
The trees thinned gradually as we traveled, the thick canopy above us opening up in places to show stretches of pale sky. The ground changed too, softer in some places, harder in others. We crossed three small streams before midday, the horses stepping through the shallow water carefully, the sound of it cutting through the quiet journey like a small clean interruption each time.
After the third stream, the ground became flatter and the path wider, and the trees around us began to look different. Older. The kind of old that had nothing to do with size. They were not necessarily the biggest trees I had seen on this journey but they had a quality to them, a stillness, like they had been standing in this specific spot since before anyone alive could remember and had watched a great many things pass by without being moved by any of it.
I watched them as we rode between them and felt something I could not name sitting quietly in my chest.
We kept moving.
The air changed first. Cooler. Still. Like the forest was holding its breath.
Then Silas raised his hand and the whole group slowed without a word.
I looked past him to see what was ahead.
And for a moment I forgot to breathe.
We were standing at the edge of something. On our side, the ground was what it had been for the last hour. Old trees, flat ground, natural and unremarkable, the ordinary world doing ordinary things.
But on the other side of an invisible line that ran across the path in front of us, everything was different.
It was beautiful.
Not the way a sunset is beautiful or the way a mountain is beautiful. The way a painting is beautiful, too perfect, too complete, arranged with too much intention to be real.
The trees on that side had silver bark that caught the light and threw it back softly, their branches spreading overhead in patterns that seemed almost deliberate.
Strange flowers grew between the roots, colors I did not have names for, deep and rich and vivid in a way that made the world on our side look dull by comparison.
Butterflies. Dozens of them, moving slowly through the air between the flowers and the trees, unhurried and weightless.
A soft mist sat low along the ground between the roots, thin and white, curling gently around the bases of the silver trees like something breathing.
It looked like the kind of place a story would be set in. The kind of place that existed in old books and was described to children at night to make them dream of something larger than the world they knew.
It looked like nothing dangerous should ever happen there.
And that was exactly what was wrong with it.
I had been on this journey long enough and seen enough wrong things wearing beautiful faces to know that the more something looked like it wanted you to come in, the more carefully you should think before you did.
Nobody was speaking.
The horses had slowed on their own when we reached the edge, like they, too, had stopped to consider what they were looking at.
The warriors on either side of us sat in silence, looking at the silver trees and the impossible flowers and the slow lazy butterflies, and not one of them looked like they wanted to be the first to say anything about it.
Rhydor asked Silas for the map and looked at it one more time.
I felt him go still behind me, a different kind of still from his usual stillness. Not controlled. Just stopped, the way you stop when something confirms what you already knew and you are taking a second to let the confirmation settle.
He closed the map.
"This is it," he said.
His voice was quiet. Not dramatic. Just a statement of fact, three words, delivered with the same flat certainty he used for everything. But the weight behind them spread through the group like something physical, touching each person in turn and settling over them.
This is it.
I looked at the beautiful impossible place on the other side of that invisible line. At the silver trees and the soft mist and the flowers that had no names. The butterflies were moving through the air as if they had nowhere to be and nothing to fear.
Somewhere inside that, three children were waiting.
And whatever had taken them was waiting too.
The group stayed still and silent, every single one of them looking at what was ahead, each of them doing the same quiet private calculation about what it was going to cost to walk through that line and into that beautiful terrible place.
Nobody moved yet.
Nobody was ready to be the first.
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