Because I Cannot Hurt You

Zizi rapidly blinked her eyes. 

Of course, it was when I had kissed you that night. Technically, that's our first kiss…

She cleared her throat. "First kiss? Why this all of a sudden? Don't you know that already?" Shy shyly twirled a lock of her hair around her finger. "It was in Shanghai only after you saved me from the terrorist."

Yunru had his heart beating fast. "Really?"

She puffed her cheeks. "Are you doubting me?"

Yunru touched his chin and recalled that scene again. He wondered if it was true or was he dreaming?

"Do you mean nothing happened between us on the night you brought me home from the beach?"

Her lips slightly twitched. "Of...of course not. What would have happened between us? As a good Samaritan, I only helped you out."

"Then how did we end up sleeping on the same bed?"

Zizi gulped and broke out into cold sweat.

Why is he suddenly asking about that night!?

"You, you grabbed me after I changed your clothes and didn't let go of me! Hmph. You were shameless to grab an innocent maiden like that."

Yunru thought about that kiss again, and he strongly felt that it was so real. How could it be his imagination?

"I see. So you definitely didn't take advantage of me while I was drunk?" He narrowed his eyes.

She stiffened.

"N-No-"

"Then why do I remember Princess kissing me?"

She slightly widened her eyes.

What!? Why did he suddenly remember that now?

"Aha! Guilty expression! So Princess had indeed kissed me!" 

Zizi was flustered. "No! I-I...I didn't kiss you!"

He shook his head. "Your expression shows it all. So, Princess had made a sneaky attack on me."

She blushed furiously. "I didn't! I-It was an accident!"

"Now, now. You cannot hide anymore. So, Princess was bold to take advantage of me. How are you an innocent maiden, please tell me?" He smiled.

She could only point her finger at him but say nothing in her defense.

What now? Is he angry at me? I shouldn't have kissed him because I knew he was in a relationship...It was the wrong thing to do…

She lowered her gaze. "I…"

Yunru had not only remembered the kiss but also the words she had spoken. He remembered how angry she was at him for chasing after Shuang, who didn't return his love. He remembered her crying and telling him to chase after someone who will truly love him. He remembered her telling him to be selfish. He remembered how heartbroken she looked for him.

Her tears, her emotions…

Was Zizi already in love with me by then?

She was…

Yunru leaned his head to her eye level, but she quickly averted her gaze. 

"I know you must a-angry at me. You were already dating Shuang, yet I...I am sorry. This is what…" she trembled, "this is what exactly a homewrecker does it, isn't-"

Suddenly, her lips were blocked from speaking anything further. 

"Princess," his expression was grim. "Don't call yourself that, okay? Or I would be really angry then."

Zizi looked at him. She lowered his palm and softly asked, "You are not mad at me?"

"Not with the way you are thinking. Indeed, I was dating Shuang back then. But…" he shook his head. "I am not mad because you kissed me. I understand where you were coming from. Plus, I remember I kissed you back too, which was definitely wrong on my part. I am just as guilty. But…" a sly smile formed on his lips, "Since you tricked me and kept this fact hidden for so long, you should be punished."

Zizi pursed her lips. "En. Alright. I admit I was wrong. You can punish me…"

He nodded. "Good. So let's get started."

Zizi gasped as he suddenly picked her in his arms. "You...what are you doing?"

"Your punishment. What else? Since you took advantage of me in bed, it's only natural I return the favor and with interest of course."

Zizi was struck by his implication, and she blushed hard.

"You…"

"What? Don't you want my 'punishment?'" He chuckled.

She cleared her throat. "Well…"

He placed her on the soft bed and caressed her face. "Well? I must say that since it's my punishment, I won't take a no for your answer."

Zizi pulled his collar. "I will gladly take this punishment, Chief Soo Yunru."

Both leaned at the same time and pressed their lips on each other. Zizi flung her arms around his neck and pulled him closer to which he gladly obliged. He tenderly kissed her cheeks, nose, eyes, forehead and delved into her mouth, twisting and twirling his tongue with hers. She gasped and clutched his head tighter in response. She took this moment to gently glide her fingertips along his neck line, feeling his Adams apple bob up and down.

She felt amazing. Not just because of the physical pleasure they were indulging in but seeing Yunru wanting her awoke a sense of satisfaction in her. She felt desired, and to every woman, it was a powerful feeling.

Kissing her shoulder and clavicle, Yunru moved his hand towards her neck at the same time. His fingers found the pin and pulling it out, her hair that was tied in a bun were let loose. He played with her long, soft hair, twisting a lock of it on his hair as if not wanting to leave a single place unclaimed.

His gaze fell on her red dress. Since the moment he saw her walking up to him, he wished to just tear it apart and admire the beauty lying underneath. He didn't waste a second and already undressed her impatiently. He frowned seeing her bra and unhooked it too.

Zizi giggled at the funny expressions he was making.

"I am all yours, Yunru, and I am not going anywhere."

"No matter how long the night might be, I don't want to wait."

Dipping his head, he sucked on her breast while grabbing the other. Her fingers automatically clenched the bedsheet, crumpling a rose petal in her palm. She moaned softly, making him lick her even harder.

He was enjoying himself playing with her breasts. Zizi couldn't help but pout.

"Not fair that you are still clothed. Let me admire your sexy abs too!"