Against Heaven's Will

"Listen… I want to help you… I really do," Xuefeng muttered as his hand casually returned onto her back. "But to do that, I need you to cooperate."

Golden Queen didn't react at all, remaining motionless. Her body was still reacting, her chest moving up and down as she breathed heavily.

'Why am I like this…? Why does my body react like it wants more…?' Golden Queen thought, her mind going astray. 'His smell, his touch, and warmth… I feel so cozy in his embrace…'

Golden Queen knew her thoughts would be dangerous but she didn't expect it would be that bad.

"You set the rules and I have been following them. If you act like this then don't blame me later if there are complications," Xuefeng warned, causing her to snap back to reality.

"What complications?" she asked confused, only to feel his crotch with her body, realizing it was definitely growing.

"I'm already on my limits because of all your moving," Xuefeng replied honestly. "If you continue being so irresponsible we will have to stop."

She of course didn't admit to anything, smacking his head with her own.

"Silly, did you forget about rule number two? Why would you get hard?" Golden Queen scolded.

Xuefeng has never rolled his eyes faster than this time, looking to the side straight at her.

"Are you kidding me right now?"

His nose was just an inch away from hers and she acted like she didn't hear him at all, her mind busy with something else.

'Why are his eyes so bright…'

"Just lay like this and don't move," Xuefeng ordered as he explained, "Ling says she already cleared a bit of the curse but it's best to heal you in a few batches. We don't want to strain your soul too much so we will be done soon."

"Wait, so we will repeat this a few times…?" Golden Queen asked surprised. A small part of her was stressed but the rest seemed overjoyed with the idea.

"Is that a problem?" Xuefeng asked as he looked away.

"No, it's not… I want to heal my Soul so I will follow her suggestions," Golden Queen shook her head and cuddled herself into his body. "Don't worry, I won't move anymore."

"Thank you," Xuefeng sighed in relief, making her upset for some reason.

Was she not good for him?

Did he feel bad from her hug?

A sudden urge to pull away and leave filled her mind when Xuefeng continued.

"It is great we are not doing this for too long since I find it hard to resist. You are too sexy and my body can't help but react. Thankfully, we reached an understanding else this would definitely end up bad."

Her thoughts cleared momentarily and she smiled happily. That was exactly what she wanted to hear. She leaned closer to him and buried her nose in his neck, taking a deep breath of his manly smell.

"Mhmm, that's right," Golden Queen confirmed as she whispered, "We understand each other well…"

She closed her eyes and simply breathed in and out, enjoying the melody of his heart. A pleasing sensation filled her whole body. She has never been more relaxed. Before she knew, Golden Queen was soundly asleep, trusting a man half her age with her safety.

She dreamed of dropping down from the sky straight into the cloud which was one of the softest clouds she has ever laid on. She squeezed the cloud and cuddled with it, not wanting to let go of it.

"Hey…"

A gentle voice broke through her mind. She casually ignored it, feeling too amazing to give it up.

"Wake up, we are done…"

The same familiar male voice broke through, this time more clearer, forcing her to react. The dream slowly faded and Golden Queen realized she was in a man's embrace instead. There was only one man she would ever fall asleep with so she didn't even get up, wanting to go back into her cozy dream.

"Let me sleep some more…" Golden Queen muttered and kissed the man's neck as payment when her eyes snapped open.

She lifted herself at once and sure enough, it was a naked Xuefeng laying right underneath her. She was so comfortable that her memory took a while to reboot.

"Did I just fall asleep?" Golden Queen asked confused as she sat up on his belly and rubbed her eyes.

It felt too unreal. She could never sleep with anyone besides her husband.

'What? I trust this man enough to fall asleep in his arms…? How?'

Xuefeng had no idea about her crisis and smiled with a nod, "Yeah, you did. I was surprised at first and thought of waking you up but you looked so innocent and calm that I didn't."

He rubbed his chin while giving her an interesting look and added, "Maybe you should sleep next time as well? This way there won't be any problems."

"How long did I sleep?" Golden Queen asked, ignoring his question. "It was probably just a moment right?"

"Just fifteen minutes, but I'm sure you would sleep much longer if I didn't wake you up. You were enjoying yourself in my embrace, that's for sure," Xuefeng replied honestly.

"That's…" Golden Queen couldn't find a word to describe how she felt. Her whole mind was blown away.

"Normal. That's completely normal," Xuefeng helped her. "My Regeneration Ability not only heals your body, soul, and mind but also puts you into a nice state of relaxation. It's not a surprise you fell asleep on me."

"No… That's not possible…" Golden Queen muttered in disbelief. "Don't put me in a spot like this…"

Xuefeng raised his eyebrows in confusion.

"I don't know what you are talking about now, but we are done with the session," Xuefeng informed and patted her thighs. "Chop chop, get up."

She didn't even react to his intimate touch but when he lifted himself up, Golden Queen panicked, pushing him down on the bed.

"No! Stay!" she ordered sternly as she pinned him by his chest, not really knowing what to do. His eyes gazed at her face but then moved up and down between her chest and eyes.

"You are putting me in front of a challenge here. It's hard to keep my eyes up. Are you sure you don't want to put on your clothes first?" Xuefeng questioned helplessly. "We can talk about what bothers you right after."

Normally she would shoot him with a comeback but she had too much on her head to think of anything.

"I don't care. Stay still, I'm thinking," Golden Queen said indifferently as she tried to focus.

Why did she react so strongly? It was all because of one memory of what her mother once told her. She remembered this conversation vividly and will remember it forever since she has always been following her mother's advice.

"Mom, why is dad not a Dragon like us?"

The scene displayed in her mind once again. She was still a teen Dragon while her mother was one of the Elderly of the Dragon Race. She started getting interested in the opposite sex when her mom gave her the best Relationship advice.

"It's because your mom fell in love with a man who is not from Dragon Race. Love doesn't choose. If you feel he is the one, matters like Race and age don't matter anymore."

"How do you know that you love someone? How will I know the man I meet is the one?" the teen her questioned.

"It's simple.

When you look at them, they will pull your attention, making it hard to look away.

When you spend time with them, every moment with him will be filled with joy. Even if you banter or tease each other, you will still laugh in the end and have fun.

When he touches you, your body will react, wanting more and more of him. You will wish to stay in his embrace for as long as you can.

When you kiss him, your heart will beat faster while your body will melt. It will be the best moment of the day for you, a moment you want to repeat over and over again.

And lastly, when you reach this far, thinking he is the one, try sleeping as you hug him to sleep. If your body, heart, and mind can trust him fully and you can sleep in his embrace, he is the one. We Dragons have an innate ability to sense danger. Just trust the Dragon inside you."

Golden Queen looked down at Xuefeng and couldn't help but wonder, 'Did he just scored perfectly on everything?'

Her body already melted when they kissed for the first time but she blamed it on his Regeneration Ability. Would she still react the same without its influence?

'I'm not affected by it right now…' Golden Queen thought as she glanced at his lips and acted on instinct, not thinking about the consequences. She needed to know.

"Mhmm!"